When I opened my eyes and smelled the pungent smell of disinfectant and the white sky and earth around me, my first reaction was - I'm in the hospital?? Ah... baby, is the baby okay?
I sat up with a shudder and immediately touched my abdomen. Why did I faint suddenly? The baby will be okay.
"Ms. Tian, don't worry. The fetus is fine. It may be because your mood has changed too much recently and you haven't eaten on time, so your blood sugar is too low and you faint. It's okay. Just pay more attention in the future!" The doctor was careful!
The ground commanded
As soon as I stopped and the baby was fine, I breathed a sigh of relief and said gratefully:
"Huh... I was shocked. Fortunately, the baby is fine. Thank you, doctor. I will pay attention to it in the future!"
The doctor nodded and turned away. I gently stroked my abdomen: Baby, luckily you are okay, otherwise my mother would have cried to death.
As soon as I raised my head, I saw Huangfu You sitting on the sofa to one side, looking at me with his deep eyes, which were strange and inquiring. Only then did I remember that I was with him just now, but he
...Why are you looking at me like this?
"Are you married?" His words were a little cold, and his eyes were still locked on me tightly, which made me a little confused.
"Well...yeah." He...what happened? Why did his attitude suddenly become so cold?
"And there are children??"
"Yes...yes!" His tone became colder and colder, and his eyes became closer and closer to me.
"why did not you tell me!"
"Sue...tell you? Ah...so you are angry because of this! In fact, I didn't tell you that I had a child because I didn't want you to treat me like a pregnant woman. I've had enough of that kind of treatment at home, so
I just wanted to go out to work, and you see, I’m fine too, I don’t need to be so careful at all!” I thought he was jumping up and down because he felt guilty that I was pregnant with the baby, so I touched my belly to tell him not to worry.
.
But his face turned even darker, he held my shoulders hard and glared at me:
"Why didn't you tell me earlier, why...you have a child, you actually have a child..."
What's wrong with him? Why are his eyes full of sadness and despair? Does he need to be so surprised that I have a child? This look... is so familiar, I remember... This look has happened to Che before,
It was Tohru's despair and pain after he wanted to have sex with me but was rejected by me, but why did it appear in Xiaoyou's eyes now?
"I...but, is it really that important to say it or not?" I whispered in confusion.
"Damn, damn...why does it become like this, why does it happen every time...don't I deserve any happiness?" He was so angry that his veins were about to burst, and he threw me away angrily.
Turn around and leave without looking back.
What was he talking about? Why did he say such a thing? And... wasn't it good just now? Why did he become like this when he found out that I had a child? What went wrong?
I was sitting on the hospital bed, still thinking about Xiaoyou's sudden anger. After thinking about it, I didn't know what I had done wrong to make him so angry. Was it such a heinous crime for me to conceal my pregnancy? But he
Why do you have that look on your hands, that look that is so desperate that it makes me feel guilty? It always makes me feel uneasy. What went wrong?