Hearing this fact, my heart is bleeding. It hurts so much... It hurts so much that I can't breathe. My baby... I'm sorry... Mommy couldn't protect you... I'm sorry...
"Xiaoyu, hit me. It's all because of my fault that you have no child. Hit me... hit me!" Xiaorou picked up my palm and scraped it hard on her face.
He pulled his hand back hard and looked at her distressedly:
"It's none of your business. It's because I didn't take good care of the baby. It has nothing to do with you. Don't blame yourself."
"No, it's my fault, my fault... Just hit me. I'll feel better if you hit me. Just hit me..." Xiaorou burst into tears, blaming herself and scraping her cheeks desperately.
This is not her fault at all. If I hadn't been willful and if I hadn't been able to take care of myself, the baby would have been fine. If she wanted to blame herself so much, I would have stayed with her————
So I raised my palm and scraped it off my face————
"Snapped……"
"Xiaoyu, what are you doing? Why are you hitting yourself?" Xiaorou grabbed my hand in panic.
"Since you are responsible, shouldn't I, the mother, deserve to die even more? If you want to punish yourself, beat me to death first!" Seeing the pain in my eyes, she quickly shook her head:
"No, no fighting, none of us are fighting, wuwu... Xiaoyu... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
"Fool, you are not sorry for me, I am sorry for him..." A child who has not had time to see the world just... lost his life, it is me who is sorry for him...
"I……"
"Jiuye...Jiuye Quan..." At this time, Xiaorou noticed the person outside the door, and her face suddenly turned pale. I looked back...it was really Quan. His eyes were cold, but his tight grip
His fists and furrowed brows told us how he felt now. He must be very angry. I didn't protect the child properly. I'm sorry for the child and I'm sorry for him.
So when I met his cold eyes, my heart was squeezed even tighter, I lowered my head guiltily, and hot tears rolled in my eyes...
"Jiu Yequan... don't scold Xiao Yu. It's me who didn't take good care of her. Don't be angry with her. I..."
"Get out..." Before Xiaorou could finish her words of self-blame, she heard Quan's cold and biting words.
"Jiu Yequan, I..."
"I told you to get out, don't you understand?" If she was holding back just now, she is completely outburst now. Xiaorou seemed to want to explain, but was pulled out by Qi Yachen. He also closed the door and left the space.
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The cold ward became even colder because of the anger radiating from Quan's body. I lowered my head and held back the tears that fell on the sheets drop by drop. Quan did not speak, filling the air with a suffocating atmosphere.
"Is this your promise to me?" A cold voice sounded above my head, instantly making my heart hurt and almost suffocating. Yes, I promised Quan that I would never let the baby get hurt, but I...I...
Didn't do it...Baby...Mom, I'm sorry for you...
"I'm sorry..." I didn't know what to say to extinguish his anger. Even I couldn't forgive myself, so how could I ask for his forgiveness.
Sadness struck, and my tears fell drop by drop on the snow-white sheets. I didn't dare to cry, so I suppressed the sobs and made my body tremble. I didn't dare to look up and look at Quan's eyes, because I