"I made a mistake, but weren't you the one who caused me to make the mistake? If you hadn't been by that kid's side all the time this week, would I have been so angry that I did these things? It's true that I allowed them to film the news.
But if you come to me after seeing it on the first day, then none of this will happen!"
"Xiaoyou has been taught like this by you, how can I leave him alone? Besides, I haven't been looking for you, and I didn't look for you tonight, so you have to continue like this? Do you really feel like doing this?
Will it make you feel better?"
"He needs you, don't I need you? How many times have we quarreled because of him? Why do you consider him first and then me every time? Do you know that I am your husband?"
Quan yelled at me angrily.
"Xiaoyou has no relatives left. I am his teacher, so I must be responsible for him. And... I promised his family to take good care of him. Why can't you understand me?"
"Xiaoyou, Xiaoyou, you really treat him as a relative, but what about him, have you ever thought about what he would think if you treat him like this? Is he just treating you as a relative?"
"You...what do you mean?" Suddenly he took a stack of information from the table and threw it in front of me. He opened it and looked at it. They were all photos of me and Xiaoyou. They were from when Quan was not here that week.
The photos included me and him watching the sunrise on the roof, me persuading him to come back to school, and everything about going to the barbecue. He even took photos of Xiaoyou at home. What is this? Xiaoyou at home.
Reading books on parenting? Books on what pregnant women should pay attention to? Even... there are even pictures of babies... But... why are there these photos?
"If he is an ordinary student, does he need to be so considerate? Is he really just a teacher-student relationship to you? Think about it for yourself!"
"You...you are investigating me?" My heart became even colder when I saw these photos. It turns out that although he has been away for a week, he has been paying attention to every bit of my life. If this is the case, I can accept it, but why?
We need to investigate Xiaoyou.
"I...I just don't want anyone to hurt you!"
"Excuses, these are all your excuses. You just want me to stay alone with you, just because you can hurt the people around me? Quan... You really went too far this time."
I threw the photo to the ground and turned around to walk towards the door. He quickly grabbed my arm and asked worriedly:
"Where are you going?"
"Quan, let's calm down. We have quarreled too many times during this period. Maybe we have been separated for too long and cannot fully adapt to each other's needs. I am not the Tian Siyu I used to be. Your domineering and coercive behavior has made me sad.
I'm almost suffocating. Let's take some time apart to calm down and think carefully about which method is suitable for us. At that time... let's have a good talk!" After all, after being separated for 6 years, many things have changed.
I am changing. I used to be submissive, I would completely rely on Quan and listen to his words obediently. But in the past few years, I have experienced so much and grown up. I still love him as much as before, but I am no longer the same person as before.
The timid and ignorant Tian Siyu is in trouble.
"For him, you have to separate from me and calm down, Tian Siyu, do you know what you are doing!" He grabbed my arm angrily and roared.
"I have never been more awake than I am now, so... don't talk anymore, let's all calm down for a while!" I shook his hand away and walked out of the door without looking back. At this moment
Only then could I completely relax and squat on the ground and cry loudly. What happened to us? Why did this happen? Why was there such a stalemate between us? Did I change, or did he?