"That's enough, don't say it anymore, don't say it anymore..." I slapped Quan painfully to stop him from saying the word I didn't want to hear, death... I know, I know I will never see you again.
I can't see him anymore, but why can't he let me keep deceiving myself and letting me fantasize in my own spiritual world... In fact, Xiaoyou is not dead yet, he is just asleep, and one day he will wake up
Yes, it will definitely happen...
Why would he destroy all my fantasies so cruelly? Why...
"Death is not terrible. Don't let your life be more uncomfortable than death. Xiaoyu, everything will be fine. Don't be sad anymore, okay?" Quan didn't mind the slap I gave him, but squatted patiently.
He spoke to me gently beside me.
I slowly turned back and looked at his cheek with palm prints, Quan...why him? Why do I feel even more guilty when I see him? I can't forget that it was him who put Xiaoyou into trouble, let alone the person who caused all this.
He and I are the culprits. If Xiaoyou dies, can I still be happy?
I closed my eyes and lay on the bed and returned to my previous position, but I didn't want to see his eyes again. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to hold on to my beliefs. It was me who made Xiaoyou lose his life, so... I should pay my dues.
At the price, I...should not be happy. Since everyone who is with me will be unhappy, then I should leave them.
When Quan saw that I had returned to my previous state, he was so angry that he slapped his palm on the table next to him and said angrily:
"What do you want me to do before you wake up? Tell me, what do you want me to do? I would rather you hurt me than see you torture yourself like this. Tian Siyu, tell me, what do you want me to do?"
No matter what I do, I’m going to go crazy..."
Quan pulled his scalp and looked decadent. Even if I closed my eyes, I could feel how helpless he was now. I tried hard to hold back the tears flowing in my eyes and prevent my true emotions from being revealed. Then I clenched my fists and said
Heart-wrenching words:
"Jiu Yequan... let's get a divorce!"
"You...what did you say!" His helpless and decadent voice turned into shock. I slowly opened my eyes and looked into his eyes and said coldly and indifferently:
"Let's... get a divorce!"
"Why?"
"I said... if something happens to Xiaoyou, you will lose me..."
"Because of this, you want to leave me and divorce me, because you think it's all my fault, right?"
"I...can't live with you anymore. When I see you, I will feel sorry for him, so...let's get a divorce!" My heart hurts. I thought the word divorce would never appear in our dictionary for the rest of my life.
, but it turns out that everything was doomed a long time ago.
When he heard my repeated answer, he clenched his fists tightly, his ears were red, and the veins on his forehead were clearly visible. I could feel him trying to control his anger. Maybe the next second he would
broke out, and I was fully prepared to meet his anger...
"As long as I agree to divorce, you won't torture yourself like this anymore, right?"
"yes……"
"Okay, I promise you, I will ask the lawyer to bring you the divorce letter signed by me tomorrow. I hope you can do what you said and live well." Then his deep eyes finally landed on my face.
He lingered once, as if he wanted to record all my appearance in his mind, and then decisively turned around and left without looking back.
He... just agreed like this? I thought he would yell at me angrily, lock me in a tyrannical way, and not let me have a chance to leave, but I never thought... he would agree so easily, even a little bit.
There are no words to save him. This is not like him...
I never thought that he would agree to divorce so easily, so when I heard that he agreed to divorce, I felt that my heart was almost broken. It was even sadder than when I saw Xiaoyou leave... heartbroken... really
It hurts so much...but there is no room for turning back. It turns out...this is our ending!