She spoke very fast, and she hung up the phone before Zhan Aoze could react. She quickly pressed the send button on the text message she had prepared. Zhan Aoze heard the beep from the other side,
I didn't have time to think of anything to call back, but the other party had already turned off his phone.
A series of text messages sounded, and he quickly opened them:
I'm sorry, Ze, my phone will be turned off in the past few days. I promise that I will be fine. You don't have to worry. There is no need to call me, let alone come to me.
If you care about me, just use these few days to think about one thing, okay? Not only use your brain, but also your heart.
I want to ask you:
Am I Youjia's shadow, am I her substitute? Do you love two women at the same time in your heart?
Ze, I'm sorry, I know that mentioning Youjia's name will bring you sadness, but I have to mention it.
Because, she is really related to whether we can be happy in the future.
I'm afraid that I'm just Youjia's shadow, Youjia's substitute. I know that in fact, there is no comparison between the two of us. However, I really can't tolerate the ever-lasting love in the heart of my most lovable and beloved husband.
Looking at his ex-girlfriend.
Maybe, when you see this text message, you will be very angry, think that I am unreasonable, think that I am not open-minded enough, think that I am petty...
In this regard, I, who have always been open-minded, are indeed petty, because in my world, love is selfish, exclusive, and unique to each other.
In my heart, you are my only one.
What about me? Am I your only one, or am I one of them in your heart?
…
There is a ring on the dressing table that you gave me when we got married. Can we make a promise? If I am your only one, can you put it on me again when you come back?
I don’t know when, the melancholy elements in my heart began to increase, and my worries became even more serious. I clearly want to ask you these things to your face, and I clearly know that couples should treat each other candidly and should not keep these things in their hearts.
.
Ze, forgive me for not being able to do it at the moment. I have no confidence in this love, I have lost my courage, and I have lost my direction. Although you will say "you love me" to me affectionately, even though my ears hear it and my eyes are clear.
I saw it. However, I am still uneasy. I am afraid that when you say and do these things, you have not seen your true heart clearly. I am afraid that what you give me is only half of your heart.
I have read Youjia’s letter. I can understand a girl who is about to die and has no regrets about her lover. I also know that she is a girl who is loved by everyone. So, if your heart is still
I can understand loving her, and I don’t want to blame you.
However, understanding does not mean being able to tolerate it. What I mean is that if you are as smart as you, you should understand.
After staying in Wuzhen for a few days, I will go to Suzhou and Hangzhou alone for a few days to give us more time for each other. Do you still remember what we said that day in the "most beautiful scenery" love hotel? To this day, I still hope that our happiness can
Long-lasting. It is the kind of real long-lasting, relying on each other and having no other worries.
…
There were too many words, so it was sent in the form of several text messages. Zhan Aoze looked at the text message, and his handsome face became more serious. He held the phone tightly in his hand, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window in annoyance, and looked up.
Toward the sky.
The sky had swept away its previous brightness and turned gloomy at some point. No clear white clouds could be seen. And he couldn't see her either, and his heart ached with pain.
At this moment, besides missing her, his heart still missed her.
I really want to call her back loudly in the direction of the sky, I really want to rub her hair and say to her, silly girl, it turns out that your trip was just because I made you sad again.
He had never regarded her as Youjia's shadow, nor as someone's substitute. He did not expect Yunduo to think so, nor did he expect that she would see Youjia's letter.
It was his fault for not giving her enough confidence to let her know where she stood in his mind...
Zhan Aoze blamed himself over and over again, but he could only helplessly look at the sky without white clouds. If it weren't for the fact that the company was currently at the most critical moment, he would have immediately gone to the airport to take a flight to capture her.
Instead of letting her continue to be sad for a few more days.
"Sorry, I asked you to wait for me." Looking at the dark screen, Yun Duo took a deep breath, ran in the direction of Qin Yuhang, caught up with them and apologized, with a smile on his lips, but his eyes still couldn't hide it.
helplessness and uneasiness.
"Your face still looks bad. Eat something early and go to bed when you get to the hotel. If it still doesn't work, David and I will take you to buy some medicine later." Qin Yuhang frowned slightly and looked at her.
Her pretty face was still clean, but for some reason, it always looked a little pale, and the lonely look on her face when she hung up the phone just now made him feel distressed again.
"Duoduo, why don't you go buy medicine first and then eat." David suggested, his handsome face full of concern.
"That's right, let's go take a look first. You haven't looked very good since you got on the plane. No, to be precise, I don't think you've been very good these past few days. You really should take a good look." Yue Shan also said
Get worried.
"It's okay with me." Yun Duo put on a smile as best as she could on her pretty face, and said in a good mood: "I'm really hungry, Yuhang, please take us to eat something delicious quickly. David, it's said that Jiangnan has many
Beauty, take a good look, there may be a girl you like who can be your Chinese wife."
She deliberately imitated David's tone when pronouncing "daughter-in-law", which made Yueshan and Yuhang couldn't help laughing. David also laughed: "We really need to take a good look at that, Duoduo, you can help me give advice.
"
Seeing that the atmosphere finally became lively, Yun Duo breathed a sigh of relief. She didn't want everyone to worry about her because she was violating the original intention of the trip, and she didn't want others to see her worries and ask questions.
There were two couples on this trip, and seeing them unabashedly showing off their affection in front of others. Yueshan couldn't help but regret not bringing her boyfriend over. She quietly pulled Yunduo's clothes and asked lightly: "
Lando, when will you bring your boyfriend to the company for us to see?"
"I said I'm not my boyfriend anymore. Eat something quickly. It's raining outside. I really want to see what it's like on a rainy night in the south of the Yangtze River." Yun Duo smiled and urged him.
I felt sad in my heart: I am not a boyfriend, I never have been. I am just a husband. Can I stay as my husband for a long time?
Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel, looking at the drizzle and listening to the raindrops hitting the carved railings like pearls falling to the ground, Yun Duo felt confused in addition to being confused.
She didn't know what kind of response Zhan Aoze would make. If it was just one of them in his heart, if she had to share his heart with You Jia, then it was inevitable that she would leave.