"Do you want to go find her?" Yun Duo asked in a low voice, "The wound on her forehead is not healed yet, it's a long one."
"No, maybe she doesn't want us to see her. Duoduo, let's read the letter first." Zhan Aoze said as he unfolded the letter and took Yunduo's hand back to the room.
"Come, let's read it together." He smiled playfully and put her on his lap. Zhan Aoze unfolded the letter. You Sisi's Chinese characters were not very good, but they were very neat and you could tell that she was very attentive.
"Brother Ze, Yun Duo:
Yunduo, please allow me to call him this in my letter. It's just the last time. I hope you don't mind. I also hope he won't feel ashamed of being called like this. In the following, I will change the title to "him".
I'm very surprised, why didn't I continue to be entangled and chose to leave instead? In fact, I didn't expect that I would really figure it out, after all, I was so persistent.
When I came back from the United States, I had Yujia's diary in my suitcase, which was locked. I found it when I was cleaning out Yujia's belongings. I was selfish and didn't give it to him because I knew that what was recorded in the diary was theirs. Every bit of love, when he sees the content, he will be even more unable to let go of this relationship.
And I need him to let go, let go of Youjia, and fall in love with me.
Speaking of which, I am really selfish!
Since Yujia's death, I have kept this diary. I once wanted to throw it away, but every time I wanted to throw it away, Yujia's kindness to me would appear in front of my eyes. My parents were too busy to take care of us. , and didn’t want to care about us, Yujia cooked for me to eat. As long as I liked the things he gave to Youjia, Yujia would give them to me even if I didn’t want to part with them. When I had a fever, Youjia would watch over me during the exam. I did well on the exam, Youjia cheered for me...
It is precisely because of this that when Youjia died, I could not sleep well. I would always dream about me in my sleep, and my quilt would often be wet with tears of regret.
…
I often think about how I could fall in love with her man and hate her because of it.
However, what can all this do? I can't change Youjia. So I learned to deceive myself and comfort myself: I will help Youjia love him and love him well.
But, I failed. I tried my best to get him, but he found the woman he loved again, and that person is you, Yunduo.
I was unwilling to give in. I wanted to cause destruction, but I saw with my own eyes that your contract turned into a true love. In the end, my love hurt him, his wife, and even almost hurt his child. .
I am a sinner.
I'm sorry, Yunduo, I don't expect you to forgive me, but I'm really sorry.
One night a few days ago, I secretly returned to the apartment. I was very grateful that the lock had not been changed and the key in my hand could still open it. I took out Youjia's diary. I was too lonely and needed it to accompany me. Hold me.
Sitting in a small hotel, I dared to open the lock of the diary for the first time and look through Youjia's diary. I won't go into details about the contents in it. I was surprised to find that it not only recorded about him and her. , and me. Youjia has recorded all my hobbies, and she is always looking forward to my well-being. I have not known what "touching" is for a long time, and I feel the taste of these two words again.
I suddenly discovered that love is not necessarily more important than family affection, and I also saw how selfish my own love was.
My kind of love is really unbearable. Even if I love him again, my love is based on selfishness and hurt after all. So what if I love again, it will hurt others and myself.
Yun Duo, brother Ze (haha, I called him this again, this is the real last time) is a good man, he is very kind, and I took advantage of his kindness to do very shameful things.
It also hurts you...
Speaking of which, I am really despicable.
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I have seen your love and I like it. I also understand that not every love has a result.
So, I let it go and I wish you all the best.
There is no need to go to a drug rehab center to see me, I will get rid of my drug addiction, even if it is difficult, I will. I have Youjia’s diary to accompany me, and I have the testimony of her love for me. I will be fine. When I go to her cemetery again,
I will go to see her with a reborn look.
You should also be well and wish me well again.
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The two of them held their breaths after reading the letter. Zhan Aoze folded the letter paper and took out the lighter.
"Do you want to burn it?" Yun Duo was puzzled.
"It's all over." Zhan Aoze chuckled.
"Are you curious about the contents of Youjia's diary? Do you want to take a look?" Yun Duo moved slightly and told him, "You can take a look. Your beautiful memories are recorded there."
Holding her tighter in his arms, he smiled and kissed his lips: "Wife, accompany me for examination, go through discharge procedures, and then we go home."
The past can never be brought back. Cherishing the people in front of him is what he wants to do most. He knows it very well. After experiencing so much, he loves Duoduo more than he loved Youjia when he was young and young.
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Yunduo replaced Youjia, but no one will replace Yunduo. After losing so much, he knew how to cherish and care for her.
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"That's great, you can go home soon!"
Watching Zhan Aoze and the driver put their luggage in the car, excitement was written on Yun Duo's pretty face.
No matter how good the VIP room in the small villa is, it is not her own home. And even if Zhan's house is not a villa, but just an ordinary residence, she will still like it very much.
There is home, especially the bedroom that belongs only to them. It is their love nest, the most warm and charming place.
"Honey, don't forget to go to the supermarket. Make soup for me tonight."
Zhan Aoze blinked his eyes happily, the warm sunshine shone through the dead trees, and golden light shone on the two people who walked out of a fairy tale, making everyone in the hospital envious.
"Of course I haven't forgotten. Drink my soup and your injuries will heal quickly." Yun Duo smiled, feeling more relaxed than ever before.
After buying enough ingredients from the supermarket, it was still very early when I got home. Under Zhan Aoze's strong suggestion, Yun Duo agreed to go to bed and rest for a while.
"Ze, call grandpa and ask him to come back early. I'll get up after a while." She was really sleepy. She didn't have obvious symptoms of vomiting, but she was very lethargic.
She was also very worried about her grandfather being in the company. He was over 70 years old and had not been involved in the company for many years. She was really worried that he would get tired.
"Go when you fall asleep. I will pick up grandpa." He pressed a kiss on her forehead and Zhan Aoze chuckled.
In fact, there is not much going on in the company now, and he has dealt with many problems through the computer. However, he really wants to pick up his grandfather. After so many things happened, the old man is still waiting for him to report. Especially Duoduo was bullied.
He found out about Meng's kidnapping when he went to the police station and was very worried.