After returning home, Yunduo took a shower three times, but she still felt extremely dirty. The trash can was full of papers she used to wipe away her tears of regret.
Why did you make such an unforgivable mistake? Why didn't you block the glass of juice?
The love in her heart is pure and sacred, a perfect combination of body, mind and sex. She hopes to hand herself over cleanly to her future husband - a man who can support her for a lifetime.
But what happened last night didn't matter. She hated that glass of juice and hated herself for sleeping with a strange man in such a muddle.
And that damn man actually thought of her as...a prostitute...
Damn it, beast!
It wasn't until night that Yun Duo got out of bed, cooked a bowl of noodles and barely ate some. After washing the dishes, he lay back on the bed and turned on his phone.
The heartless ringtone rang immediately. After looking at the number, Yunduo pressed the connect button. Xu Xue's roar came from the other end of the phone: "Yunduo, where did you die? I can't beat fifty."
Listen carefully, there are at least fifty calls. I turned on the phone in the morning and didn’t answer it. When I went to the bathroom, you actually turned off the phone!"
Yun Duo rubbed his temples, with a hoarse voice, holding back his sobs, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Xu Xue, my phone is out of battery."
"Isn't it because I have a cold? The sound doesn't sound right."
"Well, a little bit."
"Why is this happening? Yun Duo, have you taken your medicine? You must take your medicine. Don't forget that you have an interview with Zhan Group tomorrow. You must be in good condition." Xu Xue was nagging and full.
Concerned voices came continuously from the other end of the phone.
Yun Duo didn't know what to say for a moment. Xu Xue was her best friend and had always cared about her. Although this incident was related to her job at Charming to help Xu Xueding lead the dance, she really couldn't blame her.
.After all, it was my own negligence...
At this time, she really wanted to hold Xu Xue and cry loudly, and tell her the unbearable things last night, but she was so embarrassed that she couldn't say it. She could only pretend to be sleepy:
"I understand, Xu Xue, I'm sleepy now and want to sleep."
The night became more diffuse.
Yun Duo lived in a house rented by his cousin, who was transferred to the coast for work. It happened that the rent of this house had not yet expired, so Yun Duo moved in.
Standing in front of the window, letting the evening breeze blow into the room, the clouds remained motionless, and the knuckles of the hand holding the cup turned white.
After the pain and crying, what next?
Let this wounded heart be shrouded in darkness?
No matter how many tears you shed, they are just a tool to vent. They cannot erase the facts of what happened. After crying, you should still face it. She knows this very well. So she will never let despair dominate her future life.
.
Isn't it just that she lost her virginity? If her future life loses its bright color because of this, then she is not Yunduo.