The night is blurry, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse.
The pungent smell of medicine floated in the Bingyu Pavilion. The beautiful young man was leaning on a wicker chair, his long and thick eyelashes trembling gently with the night wind. Occasionally he opened his eyes, his eyes clear and clear.
The purple eyes exuded a sad aura that penetrated deep into the bone marrow.
He flicked the table with his jade fingers, his eyes drifted lightly over the thick black ink-like concoction on the table, and there was a hint of bitterness on his flawless thin lips.
Suddenly, he raised his sleeves, touched the edge of the warm bowl with his fingers, and tilted it toward an unknown pot of grass on the windowsill.
The door creaked open gently, and the person who came was none other than Fang Qing. She noticed something was wrong with Suye's expression in Xuanhua Hall today, so she came over specifically to take a look. She didn't expect to see this scene.
Fang Qing's indifferent eyes were shining. She stared at Su Ye's actions in slight surprise, wondering why he secretly poured the concoction on the grass again.
"Ye." She called softly.
Suye turned around, and the sad aura swaying in his ice-blue eyes had no time to settle down, and was caught by Fang Qing's sharp eyes.
The hidden fragility suddenly appeared in front of Fang Qing with no trace of escape and no protection. Suye's eyes were filled with horror, and his heart suddenly sank.
She hurried forward, grabbed the medicine bowl in his hand, and watched as more than half of the medicine was poured into it. An unknown fire suddenly exploded on her chest. She stared at his flashing ice-blue luster.
"Why? Are you afraid that someone will see him drinking medicine in an ugly way?" There is no one in the room at this moment. Who will see him? Who will see him drinking medicine?
So, very simply, he lied, he lied to her.
boom--
The medicine bowl slipped silently from Fang Qing's hand and fell to the ground, smashing into sparkling silver fragments. The splashing residual juice stained her snow-white clothes bit by bit.
"Qing'er, don't go." Suye took a quick step and hugged Fang Qing tightly from behind.
"Why did you lie to me?" Fang Qing asked indifferently, her cold eyes, the luster frozen into ice.
"Qing'er, I don't want to lie to you. I really don't want to lie to you. I just don't want you to worry. Qing'er, I don't mean to hide it. It's just that I know that telling you will only add to your troubles. I don't want to tell you."
You." In Suye's icy blue eyes, the deep pain was dug out from the darkest place in his heart. It was so cold, so painful, and so scary. He hugged Fang Qing's waist tightly.
, the slightly cold fingers are getting colder and colder.
Perhaps it was the panic he conveyed to her the moment she noticed the physical contact, the helpless panic that made her look suddenly shocked. She turned her head and held his hand, finding that his knuckles were stiff and his fingers were colder than cold.
It's three points cooler.
"Ye, Ye, are you okay? Ye, Ye -" He looked like a child who was extremely insecure. He curled up his body and hugged him, in the same posture as a baby in his mother's belly, slowly.
Slowly she tightened her grip and hugged her tightly.
"Ye, what's wrong with you?" Fang Qing felt panic in her heart. She hugged his body tightly, trying to convey warmth to him. She held him close to her heart and raised her hand to softly comfort him.
He looked at his back and coaxed him with gentle words. "Ye, I'm here, I'm here with you, it's okay, Ye, it's okay. With Qing'er here, everything is okay, nothing will happen, Ye
.”
Suye raised a pair of unfocused ice-blue eyes in her arms. His expression was blurred and confused. Suddenly, he hugged Fang Qing tightly, wishing to rub her into his flesh and blood. This kind of depth
The coldness of the bone marrow, the bone-deep despair, the feeling is colder than falling into an ice cave, it is very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.
But Fang Qing endured it. She knew that Suye was suffering more than she was. She had touched the deepest and most secret wound in his heart. Once she dug it out, it would definitely be bloody and painful.
"Ye, I'm sorry, Ye, I won't ask anymore, I won't ask anything, you don't need to answer, there is no need for anything." She didn't want to ask him why, didn't ask him anymore. Sometimes, when he asked, it was already over.
It was a kind of injury. She didn't want to hurt him. In fact, she should have understood a long time ago that if a person would rather give up his life than take medicine, there must be a reason. And his evil face and clear smile will be
She lied to her, she lied to her.
She really thought that he refused to take the medicine because he was afraid of taking it, but that was not the case. In fact, her earlier guess was correct. There must be a special reason.
She shouldn't ask tonight, in fact, she shouldn't ask, but she was so impulsive that she became inexplicably irritated and impulsive because she was frightened that he was ignoring his life, so that she spoke uncontrollably.
When did she suddenly become so uncool and irrational?
"Ye, don't be afraid, no one will hurt you, no one. With Qing'er by your side, no one will hurt you." She hugged him heartbrokenly, her indifferent eyes filled with water.
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The breath on her body was very warm, and the feeling on her body was very peaceful. Maybe it was like this. Suye slowly recovered. He broke away from her arms, stood up slowly, and sat down slowly, and then he
Suddenly she laughed softly, and that smile was as transparent as a smile. Seeing in Fang Qing's eyes, it looked so desolate, and her heart suddenly felt sour.
He looked at her with no trace of water. The soft facial lines suddenly seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, making her unapproachable and her mind wandering.
"Actually, with Qing'er's intelligence, you have discovered the problem a long time ago. Shangguan Yiyun is not my biological mother. My biological mother is the saint Mo Xueying from the Netherworld Palace twenty years ago." He ended his words.
, suddenly stood up, walked to the bookcase, opened a drawer at the bottom, took out a picture scroll, slowly spread it out on the table, and showed it in Fang Qing's indifferent eyes.
The woman on the scroll has an alluring appearance, she is as beautiful as a poem, as if in a dream, and her eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to Su Ye.
"My mother, she is beautiful, isn't she?" His ice blue eyes seemed to be lost in memory, with dreamy colors floating in them. "I inherited most of my mother's appearance, especially these ice blue eyes.
My pupils are almost exactly the same as my mother's." He brushed his jade fingers over the stunning beauty on the scroll, and a hazy moonlight appeared in his ice-blue eyes. "But no matter how beautiful my mother is,
No matter how touching it is, in the eyes of the father, there is only the queen, and he believes that the queen is the most beautiful woman in the world. Therefore, it is destined to be a tragedy for my mother to fall in love with the father."
"My mother is a proud woman. She thinks very highly of herself and has never put any man in her eyes. Maybe it is because my father is not moved by her beauty, or maybe it is because my father is infatuated with Shangguan Yiyun. My mother loves her so much.
After falling in love with her father, she fell in love like a moth to a flame. She fell in love passionately. She prayed that her father would have the slightest affection for her one day, but no matter what she did, even if she gave her father the aphrodisiac poison, even if
She has me, and my father has never had the slightest affection for her. He just ignored her and destroyed her self-confidence." At this point, the sadness in his eyes became more and more intense.
"Because of this, my mother's love turned into hatred. Although my memories before the age of five are a bit blurry, some things are imprinted there forever. I will never forget them and cannot forget them. My mother often loses her temper and throws things. What about her?
Everything was smashed, everywhere, even me, with hot soldering irons, sharp porcelain shards, and hot whippings. My eldest brother Suli always loved me, every time he saw the wounds on my body
, he would take medicine to treat my injuries. He also wanted to tell my father and tell him about my mother’s cruel treatment of me. But I stopped him. I knew that my mother’s heart was very painful. I was even thinking at that time.
, if scarring wounds on my body would make her happy, I would willingly bear the pain she would give her. But, I didn’t expect—" Suye’s ice-blue eyes suddenly took on a stinging light.
"When I was five years old, one day I had a high fever, kept coughing, and even coughed up blood. My father saw this, and he took the initiative to care about me, and for the first time he stepped into the Bingyu Pavilion that my mother designed after him.
.My mother looked at the gentle way my father gave me medicine, and her dead heart rekindled again. She actually added the forbidden blood poison from Netherworld Palace to my fever-reducing medicine. This blood poison entered
The blood of the human body will cough up blood like flowers every month for seven days before and after the full moon night. And when I was five years old, I drank the bowls of poison cooked by my mother, the concoction
, the hot air is curling up, as dark as ink, and the breath is pungent." Di——
Hot drops of water flew out of Suye's ice-blue eyes and dripped on the back of Fang Qing's hand, burning her heart. Her heart suddenly felt so painful, so painful.
He raised his head and took a breath, with a perfect light flowing from the corner of his mouth. "Then my illness kept coming back and forth, and I never got better. My father went to the Bingyu Pavilion more frequently. My mother felt that this was the moment when I got sick.
Seeing her father, she was no longer satisfied. She wanted to see him all the time, so she added more and heavier portions to the concoction, regardless of whether my body could bear it. The more times I coughed up blood, the more
It happened more and more, and became more and more serious. Finally, one day I couldn't hold it anymore and I fainted. When I woke up, everything changed. My father knew about my mother's methods, and he hated her for being like this.
Cruel and vicious, he took me away from my mother and brought me to my queen, and my mother was not allowed to see me again."
"Ye, don't say it, please, don't say it anymore." Fang Qing's eyes were indifferent, and crystal clear tears fell down her cheeks.
"No, let me finish, Qing'er, let me finish. My mother suddenly became crazy after that day. She seemed to have forgotten everyone overnight and could not remember anything. My father was soft-hearted.
He took pity on her and neglected to guard his mother. My mother quietly avoided everyone and took me away from the hospital bed. She said she would take me to a place where there is only happiness and no sadness. She said she
From now on, she will take good care of me and will not hurt me again. I believed my mother’s words and left with her. But I didn’t expect that my mother wanted to take me to jump off the cliff together. She wanted me.
I wanted to die to vent her hatred for my father. Unexpectedly, my eldest brother Suli had been quietly following behind. When he knew my mother’s intention, he suddenly rushed over and pushed me away, but he fell into the trap with my mother.
Amidst the tens of thousands of feet of broken walls.”
When he finished speaking, his voice was choked with sobs, and he sat slumped in his seat.