After experiencing the coming storm, the Su family was uncharacteristically calm. However, under this deep pool of calm, they didn't know how fierce the storm was in their hearts.
At dinner, Suli was still smiling as brightly as the spring breeze. He served Fang Qing with dishes from time to time. "Qing'er, come and eat a piece of pickled fish. It tastes very good." His warm pupils were full of warmth.
payment.
Fang Qing accepted it with a smile. "Thank you, brother. Since it tastes good, brother, I'll have a piece too." She added a piece of fish to Su Li and gave a piece to Su Ye at the same time. "Ye, you eat too."
Um--
Su Ye nodded faintly, the water in his ice blue eyes was swaying with constant ripples. He seemed more silent than usual, and his face didn't look very good either, with a slightly desolate pale color.
"Ye, you look very tired, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" Fang Qing, who noticed something was not right about Su Ye, had a hint of worry in his indifferent eyes.
Suye raised his thin lips in a beautiful evil arc, and chuckled: "It's nothing, it's an old problem." There's nothing better than this excuse, isn't it?
Fang Qing didn't ask further at the moment, but just glared at him. "Ye, didn't you drink the good medicine prepared by Gong Ziyu? Did you use it to water the flowers again?" There was a hint of reproach in her tone.
"Ye'er, this is why you are not good. You know clearly that Qing'er is worried about your health, how can you not take medicine?" Suli's gentle eyes conveyed the message silently. Ye'er, you have to protect Qing'er for the rest of your life.
Yes, how can you be so willful? No, only if you cherish your life and live well can you protect Qing'er better. Ye'er, do you understand?
There was a hint of moisture in Su Ye's icy blue eyes. He nodded and said softly: "Brother, I will drink the medicine well." His life no longer belongs to him alone. For Qing'er,
For the sake of Sujia, he will no longer abandon his life willfully.
"The weather has turned cold recently, don't catch a cold. Ye'er, Mom, I see that you are always wearing thin clothes. Although you are a martial arts practitioner, you should wear more clothes. Mom just gave you three brothers one person a few days ago.
I made one. Mom will pick it up later. You all must remember to put it on." Shangguan Yiyun raised his hand and touched Su Ye's forehead. "Well, I don't have a fever, but Ye'er has been in poor health since she was a child.
, I’d better ask Gong Ziyu to come over tomorrow, and then I’ll feel at ease after seeing it.”
These warm and soft words were already very common to Su Ye. But when he heard it today, the feeling was completely different from before. He was already shocked in his heart, but now he looked at the woman holding back the pain and forcing a smile.
Facing their Shangguan Yiyun, a spontaneous respect rose in his heart.
This woman has kind eyes, a smile, and a sincere heart. Why has he turned a blind eye to her for so many years?
He didn't know until today that he had always been very important to this family.
He once thought that he was the extra person in this family, someone they had no choice but to adopt because of their blood relationship, but he was so wrong, his idea was so wrong.
People in this family did not regard him as an outsider. He was a member of the Su family and always had been. Even when his eldest brother Suli fell off a cliff to save him, Shangguan Yiyun was heartbroken, but he never felt less pain.
Cherish him even a little. It's him. It's him who has been locked in a knot in his heart too deeply. He has been blaming himself and feeling guilty until now. It's him who thinks that in the face of life and death, he will always be the first to be sacrificed among the people of the Su family.
that one.
But he was wrong. He was wrong in being humble and in darkness. His heart was already dark when his biological mother was about to end his life as revenge, and the knot had already been tied.
Over the years, he thought he had walked out of the shadow and the knot. But in fact, he had not. Because he never wanted to call Shangguan Yiyun mother, and he also refused to call Su Mingjing father.
Deliberately avoiding their love was actually the deepest silent resistance in his heart. He still cared about the death of his biological mother.
It should be said that he even hated Su Mingjing's ruthlessness and Shangguan Yiyun's exclusive favor, why Su Mingjing refused to give even a little bit of love to his mother, and why Shangguan Yiyun refused to accept his mother generously.
If, if Su Mingjing could give up a little bit of love to his mother, if Shangguan Yiyun had asked for a favor in front of Su Mingjing, then maybe the tragedy of that year would not have happened.
But now, when he faced feelings, he realized that sometimes ruthlessness is better than passion. If Fang Qing and him were to have a big brother Suli inserted between them today, and if Fang Qing also divided her love with Suli,
Then he will go crazy, he will go crazy. So from another perspective, Su Mingjing is not wrong. He fell in love with Shangguan Yiyun, so he must guard the woman he loves all his life and not allow other women to hurt her.
Shangguan Eyun is not wrong either. Her love does not allow other women to share it because her love is unique.
What was wrong was that his mother was wrong. What was wrong was that she knew she was late, but she intervened desperately between them. What was wrong was that she knew clearly that feelings could not be forced, but she still rushed over like a moth to a flame. Yes.
It's her fault, it's her fault.
However, that was his biological mother, the woman who brought him into this world. Despite the struggles and contradictions in his heart, the hatred and grief, he still always stood for his mother, but he ignored Shangguan Yiyun and ignored Shangguan Yiyun.
Another mother's love.
Tonight's care and past images flashed through Suye's mind many times. His blue eyes suddenly gleamed. Perhaps when he politely rejected her kindness many times, he called her without emotion.
When he was his mother, he had already hurt her bright motherly heart.
But he never cared. I'm sorry. He apologized in his heart, his ice-blue eyes misty and floating. He picked up a chicken drumstick with his chopsticks and put it in Shangguan Yiyun's rice bowl.
"Mom, I'll put on an extra piece of clothing for you to eat chicken legs." Perhaps it was the first time she called, but Suye sounded a little unnatural and looked a little awkward.
Snapped--
The chopsticks in Shangguan Yiyun's hand slipped down, and the whole table fell silent.
She stared at Su Ye's beautiful face in shock. For a moment, crystal dewdrops formed in her clear eyes.
Why--
She responded with a trembling voice, and took a bite of the chicken leg with excitement. The meat was crispy and sweet, and it was fragrant in her lips and sweet in her heart.
"Ye'er, daddy also wants a chicken drumstick." There was longing and longing in Su Mingjing's deep black eyes. In fact, what he asked for was not a drumstick at all, but the intimate word that Su Ye had never spoken.
He also wanted to hear Suye call him.
Suye raised his thin lips, and he gently held a chicken wing to Su Mingjing. "Dad, the chicken legs are gone. Unless you and mother go to grab them, I will give you a chicken wing."
Su Mingjing, who rarely looked moved, heard Su Ye call him daddy, and the corners of his eyes and brows couldn't help but shine with excitement. His fingers trembled slightly, and he pinched the chicken wings several times before he put it between his lips and took a bite.
"It tastes good, not bad, really good." He praised.
Suye who was sitting next to him patted Suye's shoulder clearly. He didn't say anything, but all his gratitude was reflected in his warm black eyes.
Fang Qing quietly ate the pickled fish, with a shallow, sweet smile flowing from the corner of her mouth.
The dinner ended in a peaceful and warm atmosphere.
The bright moon hangs high, and the moonlight is like water.
In the quiet courtyard of Sujia, a cool and sober figure walked towards the Bingyu Pavilion, carrying an exquisite lotus lantern.
Knock knock knock——
She raised her hand and knocked gently on the door panel, but there was no movement in the room.
The water in her indifferent eyes could not help but ripple, and a touch of confusion covered her eyebrows. She opened the door, and the room was dark, and Suye was not in the room at all.
Strange? She clearly remembered that he was very tired when eating dinner, and she also told him to take a good rest. Where was he at this moment?
When she was surprised, the door was pushed open.
A beautiful face with unparalleled elegance appeared in her sight. In his pair of ice-blue eyes, there seemed to be a strange red light flickering faintly.
At this moment, he looked even more exhausted than when he had dinner. There were still traces of fine beads on his forehead, and his face was as pale as snow.
Fang Qing couldn't help but walked towards him quickly and helped Su Ye. "Ye, what's wrong with you? You seem to be very uncomfortable. I'll call the doctor to come and see you?" She turned around and wanted to leave, Su Ye
But he grabbed her wrist.
He shook his head and said a little weakly: "Qing'er, I'm fine. I have an old habit and it happens from time to time. Don't worry, I'll be fine after I rest for a while."
Is he really suffering from an old problem? Why didn't he hear a cough or see any symptoms of coughing up blood? He looked like he was in a state of collapse due to excessive physical exertion and exhaustion of vital energy.
Could it be that he went to do some martial arts to save people? But couldn’t the person he was treating tell her? Could it be that she was a woman, so that’s why he couldn’t tell her?
Fang Qing's indifferent eyebrows could not help but condense.
Maybe there would be no results if she continued to inquire about this matter. Forget it, it would be better for her to follow him quietly in the future to investigate.
However, if he wanted to follow Suye, he would probably need help from his elder brother Suli. Fang Qing secretly made a decision in her heart and asked her elder brother for help later.
While her mind was spinning, Suye's surprised gaze fell directly on her indifferent face. "Qing'er, what are you thinking about?" Why was there a faint uneasiness in his heart.
The corners of Fang Qing's cold lips curled up slightly, and she said calmly: "It's nothing, I just think that the queen is right, it's really time to let Gong Ziyu see your condition tomorrow."
oh--
Su Ye suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. He smiled softly and said, "They say it's an old problem. After he came to see me, he probably prescribed the same medicine." After he finished speaking, he leaned on the back of the chair weakly.
Fang Qing helped him up considerately. "Ye, it's getting late, I think it's time for you to rest." She unwrapped his robe, placed him on the cloud, and covered him with a quilt gently.
When she turned back, she saw that Suye had fallen asleep deeply.
The center of his eyebrows couldn't help but bulge, and Fang Qing's eyes were calm and light-colored. It seemed that he was really tired. But why was he so tired?