Impulse makes people lose their minds, meditation makes people regain their minds...
In the dark and quiet study room, the moonlight reflected a soft light through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Yun Aotian stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with a glass of red wine in his hand, raised his head, and stared at the alluring moon...
The moon was hazy and the film was intoxicating, but at this moment the moonlight illuminated his heart, allowing him to see through everything...
If she really wanted to take revenge as she said, she could definitely seek revenge from the excellent Lin Yuze, so why would she need to find a servant?
Haha, I never thought of this at the time...
"Master, Yao Chenguang has been brought here." After the two men reported, they dragged Yao Chenguang, who was covered in scars, into the study.
He took a sip of red wine from his glass, waved his hands coldly and proudly, and the two men respectfully exited the study.
Looking at the dark room and Yun Aotian's gloomy back, Yao Chenguang was so frightened that he fell to his knees with a thud: "Young... Young Master." His whole body was trembling and shaking, and his shameless look was fully displayed: "Young Madam
Haven't I told you everything that she did it voluntarily?"
Suddenly, Yun Aotian turned around, his calm and icy eyes were so sharp under the moonlight that they seemed to be able to pierce people's hearts: "Please tell me the whole process of her consent!
"
"The process?" He raised his head and saw the young master's sharp eyes. He immediately lowered his head in fear: "The process is..."
Not allowing him to hesitate at all, she walked up to him in two steps: "You wanted to rape her, right?!" The cold words fell.
Yun Aotian slumped down on the office chair and slowly closed his eyes...
Finally faced...
Want to know the truth, but afraid of knowing the truth...
The moment I kicked the door open, my mind had been frozen, and all I had was anger!
Impulsively, after hearing her say the words "I am voluntary", I wanted to kill her...
But……
Arriving in the study, the darkness gradually calmed people down, hehe...
Should she be called stupid? Or should she be called smart?
If Han Yi'er hadn't taken the blame on himself, Yun Aotian, who was carried away by impulse at that time, would have killed Yao Chenguang to vent his hatred!
But her "confession" pushed Yun Aotian to a point of no return!
Just imagine, the woman he likes admits to having an affair with another man, where does this put him??
Even if she just wanted to save Yao Chenguang's life, she shouldn't have tortured Yun Aotian like this!!!
"Master, please let me go, I just..." Yao Chenguang knew that the discerning young master might have seen through everything, and his own life...
"Ha." He smiled in disappointment and drank the wine in one gulp: "How did the Yao family give birth to a coward like you???" With a "bang", the goblet that was put down hit the table and instantly cracked.
ruthless.
"Young Master..." He raised his head and looked at Yun Aotian in surprise. He never thought that the Young Master would know his identity. After thinking about it, Yao Chenguang asked in surprise: "Do you know that I am..."
"Your father asked me to take you in!" With Yao Chenguang's qualifications, he has no qualifications to enter the Yun family. If it weren't for the friendship between Yun Yao and his family, Yun Aotian would not have kept Yao Chenguang at all, but now...
Oh, you really let the tiger into the house.
It seems that Yi'er should not have been attacked by his overlord, otherwise she would not have stood up to protect Yao Chenguang.
Waving his hand, he no longer wanted to see this spineless man: "Let's go..."
"Leave??" Does he mean that he can leave? Yao Chenguang looked at Yun Aotian in confusion.
"Yes..." He nodded affirmatively and said without questioning for a moment: "Leave the Yun family!!"
After hearing this, Yao Chenguang hesitated a little. The young master drove him away, but he would not kill him?
Moreover, her father asked the young master to keep her, so maybe her father still has affection for her? Maybe it would be good to take refuge with her father...
However, knowing what his father's character is, hehe, his father will never take her in! After thinking about it, Yao Chenguang crawled to Yun Aotian's feet in prayer: "Master, don't drive me away, I don't want to be poor anymore...
…”
Seeing him begging for mercy, Yun Aotian shook his head in disappointment...
Not to mention that a 7-foot-tall man wants a woman's protection for money, and now he is still on his knees, which is simply sad!
Clenching his fists tightly, he kicked Yao Chenguang away: "Are you a man?" He roared and asked the pathetic and shameful man in front of him.
I don’t know how hard it is for a rich person to become poor. I never expected that a man would even abandon his dignity for the sake of money!
"Young Master... I just ask you to keep me..." Yao Chenguang lay on the ground and begged, even crying as a man.
But Yun Aotian remained indifferent. If it weren't for the man in front of him who had lost his dignity, he might not be so impulsive as to beat her again.
Who will compensate for her pain and my own pain?
She grabbed him by the collar and said coldly, "I really want to kill you!!!"
Hearing Yun Aotian's cold words, Yao Chenguang smiled bitterly.
I begged others for mercy like this, and in the end, that person not only failed to pity me, but actually wanted to kill me.
Who is the real bitch? Thinking of this, he seemed to have seen through everything, and the look of begging for mercy just now gradually disappeared: "No, young master, you will not kill me..."
"After you left, the young mistress gave me a hard slap..." He knew everything about the slap. He smiled bitterly and continued: "Maybe it's because the young mistress is kind and doesn't want me to die, but it is undeniable.
, Young Mistress doesn’t want you to break the law. Now you know Young Mistress’ intention, so you won’t kill me, right?”
Yes, Yao Chenguang has seen through Yun Aotian's thoughts...
He is very aware of Han Yi'er's painstaking efforts...
'Oh, Yi'er, Yi'er... are you kind or evil?'
'If I kill Yao Chenguang, I will violate the law, but do you know? How heartbroken I was when you admitted to committing adultery with him??'
Yun Aotian murmured softly in his heart and threw Yao Chenguang away: "I won't kill you, but if you force yourself to stay, I guarantee you won't have a good life!"
"Haha, young master..." Standing up slowly, Yao Chenguang restored his sunny smile, but this sunny smile was so desperate: "I'm leaving..."
He stumbled out of the door dejectedly, his mind seemed to have figured everything out...
Looking at the mansion that had given me ample food and clothing, the past seemed to slowly come back to me...
[The past of distant morning light]
"Bitch, get this bastard out of the house!!!" My father kicked the 5-year-old me out of the mansion.
Living in an abandoned courtyard, I was hungry and cold all day long, and my mother cried all day long.
I know that my mother's tears are not tears of repentance, but tears of regret for the lover who abandoned her...
"Mom, can we ask Dad to tell us to go back?"
"Chenguang, we can't go back. Your father won't ask us to go back." Mom gently stroked my forehead and said softly: "Don't be afraid of Chenguang. Mom will give you a good life."
I didn’t know what my mother paid for this promise at the time...
As I grew older, the children around me looked at me strangely. Whenever I wanted to play with them, they would say, "You are the son of a prostitute, and my mother doesn't want me to play with you."
"Don't talk nonsense, your mother is a prostitute." I was so angry at the time, why did they want to slander my mother as a prostitute???
I didn't know at that time that what they said was true...
When I went to junior high school, I saw how happy the children around me were. They were all rich. In fact, I was richer than them.
Gradually, I learned to compare.
Comparing money, food, drinking, and clothing, who would have thought that the money actually belonged to my mother...
After that, I fell in love with a girl, and this girl also liked me very much.
But one day, when she and I were shopping, I saw my mother soliciting customers on the street, her charming smile pleasing disgusting men. Doesn’t she even know her shame? It’s so disgusting and despicable!!!
"Chen Guang, is that your mother??" The girl looked at me with disgust. I will never forget her expression at that time. It was disgust and contempt...
I don’t want to admit that it’s my mother, because my mother can’t be a despicable prostitute!!! “No, you’re dazzled, she’s not my mother!”
"We'd better break up."
Gone, the girl resolutely left me...
It doesn’t matter, just go away, there are plenty of women in the world!
However, who would have thought that the whole school would know that I was the child of a prostitute, and they would ridicule me and laugh at me all day long.
At first I knew how to defend my mother, but gradually...
I think they are right, my mother is really mean!
If she hadn't stolen men behind her father's back, she wouldn't have become a prostitute who could do whatever she wanted, and I wouldn't have lived a hard life and been ridiculed by my peers all day long!!
Gradually, a hope arose in my heart, that is...
I really hope my mother dies...
I really hope she dies!!!
Oh, the opportunity came. A customer beat my mother all over her body. She lay on the bed and moaned in pain: "Chen Guang, can you help me get some medicine?"
"Oh, Mom...don't you think it would be better if you died like this??" I will always remember that sinister and disgusting smile at that time, as if as long as my mother dies, I will be happier!
Finally, I got what I expected...
Mom died, she died right in front of my eyes...
I thought I would be happy that that bitch mother who was a prostitute was finally dead, but no...
No!!!!
I regret it so much, mom...
Mother……
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, if I had given my mother the medicine, my mother would not have died.
If I could turn back time, I would be willing to accept a mother like this and love her!!!
In this way, a young boy who was 15 years old at the time was left with a serious psychological shadow. He has been carrying the burden of killing his mother with his own hands, and he was in pain...
He seems to be a normal person, but once he comes into contact with women who are similar to his mother, he wishes for their death, but he will regret it when they really die.
Repeatedly torturing his psychology, he thought that his illness had been cured when he entered the Yun family, but...
The day I saw the young mistress and Lin Yuze leaving the Yun family together, I really wanted to kill this humble cousin.
However, even if she dies, she will regret it, just like she regretted her mother's death.
He kept enduring, but her beauty lingered in his heart. He wanted to possess her and violate her, but when everything happened, he realized how perverted his love was...
I have been lost in my true nature all my life, and now I suddenly wake up. The young master will no longer accept me.
No matter what, I am freed myself...
Arriving in the kitchen, Yao Chenguang turned on the kitchen light. He remembered that he had promised Yi'er that he would give her a birthday cake. Although the date was a bit wrong, he still managed to keep his promise!
His sunny smile was restored, and he was happily making sweet cakes.
Once you make your own cake, you will be very happy because...
Mother said: 'Chen Guang, when you grow up, would you like to make cakes for your mother?'
Haha, I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry...
I can’t make any more promises to you…
In my next life, I must be a filial son!
Tears dropped drop by drop into the pastry, and soon a beautiful little cake was ready.
Plug in those 21 bright candles and illuminate every dark corner of the entire mansion...
At this moment, he is gradually getting rid of the dark figure...
After placing the cake in front of Han Yi'er's door, Yao Chenguang whispered softly at the door: "I'm sorry... Yi'er..."
The moment he turned around, his original sunny temperament slowly transformed until it became dim...
Returning to the cold servant's room, I looked at the photo of my beautiful mother: "If I still want to see you one more time, you must meet your son!"
Tears blurred his eyes, and he closed them slowly, happily murmuring the last words of his life: "Mom, my unfilial son is here to accompany you..."
Early the next morning, there was a huge quarrel in the Yun family mansion.
Hearing the noisy sound outside, Han Yi'er, who had been sleeping leaning against the wall, slowly woke up...
I opened the room, accidentally kicked something, and looked down...
cake……
Now the 21 candles on the cake have been burned out, and the entire cake has been changed beyond recognition.
Who could send this cake??
Suddenly, I remembered that when I first arrived at Yun's house, Yao Chenguang said, 'Yi'er, I will make you a cake when it's your birthday.'
A bad premonition filled my heart, and I quickly ran into the courtyard...
Looking at the flow of people in the courtyard, tears instantly blurred her eyes...
Not far away, two policemen carrying a body passed her by. The ray of sunshine the day before yesterday and the ray of darkness last night have disappeared from this world today...
There will be no Yao Chenguang in the future world, and no one will show his gentle and sunny smile...
I hated him, I really hated him last night, but when I saw him closing his eyes and sleeping quietly, all the hatred and resentment slowly turned into grief...
Human beings are not ruthless, and Yun Aotian wanted to kill him at that time. At this moment, his expression was the same as Han Yi'er's, they were all so sad...
"Yi'er..." walked to her side, wondering if she would think that she was the one who forced Yao Chenguang to death, and even more wondering if she still resented her irrationality last night, but now he just wanted to show off a man's love for women.
privilege.
That is to make her rely on and give her warmth...
Looking at his open arms with tearful eyes, the sadness in her heart at this moment could only be healed by him...
"Aotian..."
I threw myself into his arms, only to realize that he was so dependent on me. I was afraid that I would never be able to let go of this warm embrace in my life...
The fall of a meteor may have been a source of grief, but the death of Yao Chenguang unexpectedly allowed Han Yi'er and Yun Aotian to put an end to their past feud.
The two hearts of each other let go of all the previous grudges and united tightly...
"Master, this is Yao Chenguang's suicide note." Butler Li sadly handed over the last words of the deceased man.
Yun Aotian didn't accept it, but Han Yi'er urgently wanted to know what the man's last words were...
[When you read this letter, I will no longer be in this world.
My death may be proof of lack of courage, or it may be a symbol of cowardice, but I really don’t want to be poor anymore, because I am afraid of being poor.
I don't blame the young master for resolutely expelling me from the Yun family, because if the young master hadn't left me behind two years ago, I might no longer be in this world.
In addition, I did something that hurt the young mistress...
I don’t want to ask the young mistress for forgiveness, I just hope that the young master and the young mistress can cherish each other more because of my passing.
Maybe you don’t know what irreparable regret and miss are...
I just hope that everyone in the world can cherish what they have in front of them, and never regret it until they miss it...
I don’t know if the young lady can see this suicide note, but I still want to say to the young lady...
Yi'er...
Happy birthday to you……
The last words of a man who is too cowardly to face life]
"Woo..."
I cried out in grief, and it seemed that Yao Chenguang's sunny smile appeared in front of my eyes, and I vaguely heard him singing the blessing song "Happy Birthday to You"...
Yun Aotian and Han Yi'er sat closely in the bedroom, looking at the birthday cake that was no longer perfect...
After quietly tasting it, I realized that this sweet cake had a bit of a bitter taste...
Are they tears?
Are they the bitter tears carried by the distant morning light?
I really didn’t expect that the first cake I ate in my life would be so bitter...
He is a cowardly person because he dare not face the poor life, but when he is no longer in this world, all the contempt for him turned into grief...
"Yi'er..." Wiping her tears gently, Yun Aotian smiled softly: "After today's incident is over, I have something to say to you."
Looking at her affectionately, he forced out a smile: "Aotian, I also have something to say to you..."
The two of them were deeply touched by Yao Chenguang's suicide note, and they knew how terrible the regret would be after missing it.
Seize the present moment and express all your love and affection, maybe you can truly retain happiness...