"The worst thing about losing someone is that they are close to you, but they feel like they are far away..."
The weather is still so cold, but the sunshine is so warm.
At noon, the sun shines brightly on the earth.
The golden sunshine shines on the wilderness and rooftops, and on people's shoulders and backs.
Looking up at the blue sky against the background of white clouds, those unpredictable white clouds sometimes flow and sometimes stop, adding decoration to the blue sky intentionally or unintentionally.
Looking straight at the blue sky, you will see an endless plain, and your eyes will be filled with azure colors.
But at this time, a huge dark cloud gradually covered the rare warm light in winter, and the blue sky gradually turned dark yellow...
Looking at the woman holding the baby in front of her, Han Yi'er felt very familiar.
The first encounter was at the entrance of an alley in a civilian area. I was waiting for Yun Aotian and Tiantian to meet her.
The second meeting was just in a photo, and that photo was a photo taken between Yun Aotian and her that was placed in the purple room as a souvenir.
The woman in front of her is Yun Aotian's original fiancée, and she is also the true form of his shadow.
Looking down at the shadow under my feet, I suddenly realized that the dark clouds had blocked the sunlight that gave me life, and the reflection gradually became blurry...
I can't catch the passage of time, I can't fight God's tricks, everything happens too fast.
There is no time to digest the remaining warmth of today, no time to appreciate the sublimated happiness, I can only watch my love passing away bit by bit from the seam of my hands like quicksand...
Just wait...
She had already decided to wait quietly after Li Yi'er appeared, but Han Yi'er never expected that the waiting would come so quickly...
"Yi...er..." When Yun Aotian saw the bride he had loved and hated standing in front of him, his expression instantly fell into a dull state.
She has changed...
The beautiful appearance of the past no longer exists.
All that was left was the haggard face and empty, dull eyes.
In just two years, she was tortured like this. How did she suffer? What kind of crime did she suffer? Or...
Did the sadness in her heart torture her like this?
When he didn't know the truth about Li Yi'er's running away, Yun Aotian once imagined that if he met her, should he ridicule her? Or should he ignore her?
After learning the truth about Li Yi'er's running away, he had imagined that if he met her, should he apologize to her? Or should he repay her with his love for the rest of his life?
However, when he actually met her now, he no longer knew how to express his feelings.
His heart felt as if it had been hollowed out. The contrast between her appearance two years ago and two years later made him feel extremely distressed...
"You..." Li Yi'er, holding the baby, stood motionless under the wall.
Today, I just want to return the 10,000 yuan to him, because I don't deserve his money, I don't deserve it...
I have escaped twice, so why didn’t I escape this time?
Forget it, you'd better stop lying to yourself.
Obviously the purpose of coming today is to see him, are you satisfied now?
Li Yier was sad and self-deprecating, constantly blaming herself in her heart.
In the past two years, she has missed him all the time.
No matter how hard she worked during the day, as long as she met Yun Aotian in her dream, the next day, she would feel that yesterday was so wonderful.
After hiding in the dark and peeking at him twice, I realized that the real him was even more desirable to me than the him in the dream.
Finally, she couldn't hold back her longing and ran to Yun's house unknowingly. She wanted to see that he was serious about paying back the money.
However, she really never thought about asking him to see her!!!
What to do now? How to end?
I don’t understand, if I love him so much, why did I leave him two years ago?
Li Yi'er asked herself in confusion...
One second, two seconds passed, and the three of them stood in a triangle shape, no one moving.
Obviously the dark clouds have dispersed, but why are the figures of the three of them still dark and dull?
A gust of wind blew up, and the snowflakes on the ground were swept up and flying all over the sky. The wind chimes hanging in the surrounding villas suddenly made a fierce and mournful sound.
"Wow... wow... wow" Li Yi'er's swaddled baby cried bitterly, and the still scene was completely shattered.
Without any time to hesitate, Li Yi'er looked around in a panic, then ran away.
As if a shadowless thread was pulled under her feet, Yun Aotian's footsteps also started to move: "Yi'er!" She shouted, and he quickly chased after her.
But Han Yi'er still stood there, unable to move even half a step...
"Mom!" Tiantian, who was in her arms, stretched out her little hands to try hard to break away from her arms. Her calves inadvertently stared at her belly: "Mom!!"
Haha, now I know the reason why Tiantian’s name is Yun Aotian.
Is it because Miss Li missed Aotian too much? That's why she regarded the adopted child as his incarnation, which relieved her from the pain of lovesickness.
Who would have thought that he and Aotian would accidentally take away her only "little support". Now he is "restraining" little Aotian to find her mother.
So selfish...
He slowly put down Tiantian. The moment he let go of his hand, Tiantian was like an arrow that had left the string, running towards his mother without looking back.
She smiled bitterly, first watching Yun Aotian chasing Li Yi'er, and then watching Tiantian chasing Li Yi'er. Although it was a normal thing, why did her heart hurt so much?
I am so afraid, so afraid that one day I will be like a reflection in the water, my master will leave, and I will cease to exist...
Tears gradually filled her eyes. She should have been thankful that Li Yi'er was safe and sound. But she was afraid that the arrival of her true form would be the moment when she should leave...
"Yi'er!" Yun Aotian kept shouting. After running more than ten meters away, he stretched out his big hand and finally caught her firmly.
Standing motionless, Li Yi'er's empty eyes were instantly filled with tears, and he asked himself helplessly...
Why should you be afraid of him?
Why run away from him?
Didn't I rush into Aotian's arms every time I saw him before? What's wrong with me now?
Her mind gradually became confused, and she felt like she had remembered something and forgotten something. The only thing she knew was that the big hand grabbing her was real.
Time stopped for a long time, and Yun Aotian's eyes were gradually filled with sadness. Her body had become as fleshy as flesh and bones, and her arms seemed to be broken at a moment's notice.
I don’t want to know what kind of suffering she has suffered in the past two years, nor do I want to know how much impact my selfishness has brought to her. Things in the past can no longer be undone, so I can use another two years and twenty years to make up for what she has done.
All the pain.
He slowly let go of her thin arms, opened his arms and quickly embraced her thin body from behind, pleading and murmuring in pain: "No... do you want to leave now?"
"Woo..." With a pitiful cry, Li Yi'er burst into tears.
Tears are fake, memories are real...
Memories from childhood to youth and then to youth clearly appeared in her mind. Why did she choose to leave? Why did he not blame her for leaving when they met again?
Could it be...
Is the loneliness of these two years just a nightmare of mine?
Feeling the warm embrace behind her, it was so real. Li Yier thought she had completely woken up from the nightmare, right?
Slowly turning her head, looking at this familiar and handsome face with tearful eyes, she stretched out her trembling little hand and gradually moved toward his cheek. The moment she was about to touch it, she stopped her hand, for fear that if she touched it
He will disappear as soon as you see him...
With a bitter smile, Yun Aotian raised his hand, gently grabbed her little hand and stroked his face.
It has not disappeared, huh, it is warm. Her tear-filled eyes slightly curved into a crescent moon. Han Yi'er said with nostalgia and concern: "Aotian, you have lost weight..."
She shook her head in pain. Two years later, her love for him had not changed. She cared about him as soon as they met and never complained about the suffering she had suffered in the past two years.
But the more she acted like this, the more painful he felt...
He raised his warm hand, caressed her tear-stained cheek, and looked at her lovingly: "You have lost weight too..."
The crescent moon gradually faded away, and Li Yi'er's big, ethereal eyes couldn't help but shed pearls one after another. Her sour tears diluted painfully, and she hooked her hands around his neck: "Oh... Aotian... Ao
God...I miss you so much..."
On the verge of breaking out, Yun Aotian smiled painfully, his deep eyes sparkling, and he held half of her body tightly with one hand: "I also... miss you so much..."
"Mom...Mom..." Tiantian ran to their side, her face was filled with tears, and she grabbed her pants with one hand: "Mom, Tiantian doesn't want to leave you, but..."
He loosened his hands, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, smiled reluctantly, and touched Tiantian's forehead with one hand: "Tiantian, mother didn't blame you."
"Mom..." She hugged Li Yi'er's thigh and cried like a baby every day.
It turns out that Li Yi's change is not only in appearance, but also in personality...
The innocent aura she had two years ago has now been replaced by maternal love.
I still remember how stubborn she used to be, how naughty she used to be, how strong she used to be, but now, she is showing all her gentleness and maturity...
What changes all this is the passage of time, psychological experience, or...
Yun Aotian's eyes gradually moved to the baby boy in her arms, and she smiled painfully. Maybe it was this child that really changed her...
He sighed faintly, opened his arms, and hugged the mother and son tightly.
Suddenly, these four people showed happy and sad smiles...
On the streets covered with thick snow, two worlds gradually separated...
One side is full of joy of reunion, while the other side is endless sadness...
Looking at everything in front of her, Han Yi'er kept comforting herself in her heart. Isn't it normal for them to meet again after two years of separation and send each other thoughts and care?
After all, they had fallen in love and known each other.
But why do I feel more and more distant from Yun Aotian when I look at the four people who are closely connected to each other?
And who is the father of the baby boy in Miss Li’s arms?
Turning around, she slowly walked away from the happy world, leaving temporarily, perhaps with a vague hope of waiting, once...
"Mom, my brother has been crying."
"It's okay." Li Yi'er shook her head gently, looked at Yun Aotian, and reached out to hand the child in her arms to him.
The moment he took the baby boy, the baby boy stopped sobbing and looked at Yun Aotian with his big eyes flickering.
"Mom, why doesn't my brother stop crying when dad hugs him?"
After Tiantian asked Li Yi'er in confusion, she touched Tiantian's head, picked him up, and smiled happily at Yun Aotian: "Because my brother has met his biological father, he stopped crying...
"
In an instant, Yun Aotian's expression changed drastically. He glanced at the child in his arms and looked at Li Yi'er's happy smile...
He slowly turned his head and looked at Han Yi'er who stopped moving forward and turned his back to him...
Temporary departure is actually really little motivation to wait. Once...
After learning who the biological father of the baby is, even if he keeps waiting, it will be of no use, because the outcome of this emotional game has been announced in advance.
I really hate why I am only deaf in one ear instead of both ears. How wonderful it would be if I couldn't hear everything?
Why does God have to peel off even the time he told me to wait?
Oh, just think that God is blessing you. I don’t want to suffer in the long wait, so I asked myself to be relieved early.
For a moment, there was a soreness in her nasal cavity, and her tears dripped to the ground, slowly solidifying into small ice beads.
My heart was so cold that even the tears I shed were cold.
How many women grow old overnight because of love, but the best love and sex are nothing more than this.
What is real pain?
I can't tell anyone about my pain...
Give up someone who loves you very much...
Let go of someone you love very much...
The person you love doesn’t love you back, but you love someone else so much that you love them so much...
And the ultimate pain is...
Pursuing the wrong thing.
Taking a deep breath, she slowly turned her head and met his painful eyes...
'Aotian, have I pursued the wrong path?'
'If I hadn't fallen in love with you, I wouldn't be in such pain, and you wouldn't have any hesitation, right?'
'Maybe I should give up on you now, but I discovered that the painful love is so difficult to let go...'
'Now...I have decided to give you the choice. Please tell me quickly, whether I should give up...'
The painful and heartbreaking murmur ended, and she smiled like a spring breeze in winter.
However, this smile is so heartbreaking and heartbreaking...
She turned around and continued to walk her path alone.
Even if love is gone, even if the world is destroyed, the only thing that remains unchanged is her eternal "dream"...
Looking down at the quiet street from the sky, it seems that only Yun Aotian standing on the street can be seen, his eyes not distracted for a moment, commenting on Han Yi'er who is slowly walking towards the end of the street.
It was as if there were only the two of them on this street, and no one else could block it and blend into his line of sight. But gradually, she became blurrier and smaller in his eyes, until...
A crack cut off his sight, and the road that was originally connected has been separated into two different worlds...