'Why do you always appear in my sight like an innocent soul seeking your life?'
'Did I owe you too much in my previous life, so you keep asking for more from me in this life?'
"I'm always looking for a choice between giving up and continuing. How much do you understand the pain and helplessness?"
"Just because of your look or your words, I can regain the love that I had given up. Thinking about it, I am really a bitch."
In the Mercedes-Benz sports car, Han Yi'er leaned against the car window, venting her unbearable feelings over and over in her heart.
Even though this relationship is painful, there is no denying that her love for Yun Aotian remains the same and has never changed...
But the reality is really cruel, there are too many disallowances, which do not allow her to continue to love without hesitation and persevere!
Why doesn’t he understand such a simple truth??
"You... haven't said where you are going yet?" Lin Yuze saw through her change of mood and also saw Yun Aotian who was standing by the roadside just now.
Being selfish, he pretended not to see Yun Aotian's presence and drove the car past.
Now, Han Yi'er's reaction made him feel guilty.
However, Lin Yuze's selfishness is good for her. Her heart is on the verge of wandering. Once someone exerts a little force, she will definitely fall into that painful sea of love again.
Taking a deep breath and trying to forget the lonely figure on the roadside just now, Han Yi'er smiled slightly and pointed ahead: "Go to my house!"
"Your home???" Lin Yuze was very familiar with the basic location of her home. Although he was a little surprised that she would invite him to her home, there was an inexplicable tension and excitement in his heart.
This may be a common problem among men. They want to know more about the woman they like. However, home is the source of the deepest understanding of her.
As the speed increased, the yellow sports car shuttled across the open road, looking particularly eye-catching and eye-catching.
At the same time, he also unknowingly attracted the attention of the paparazzi...
Following Han Yi'er's detailed directions, Lin Yuze finally parked the car in front of a narrow alley.
A luxury car parked in such a place is very out of place and out of place. It attracts passers-by to stop and watch.
When he got out of the car, he was not surprised to see the poverty in front of him and the excited eyes of the children. After all, he had lived in such a place before.
"Need to buy something?"
Han Yi'er was stunned for a moment after hearing the question, and asked in surprise: "Buy something? What to buy?"
"Well..." Lin Yuze smiled awkwardly and looked away a little shyly: "After all, this is my first time coming to your house. Don't you need to buy some gifts for your uncle and aunt?"
How could he have known that his unintentional words would hit two of Han Yi'er's minefields...
I only know that her life is difficult and her mother is sick, but I don’t know that she has no father at all and her mother has been delirious for many years. Where can she go to buy things to honor her uncle and aunt?
If his current performance wasn't so silly and hilarious, Han Yi'er would definitely look sad.
With a faint smile, she teased: "I'm here to treat you to dinner. Do you think you're meeting your father-in-law and mother-in-law? You want to buy a gift? Are you stupid?"
"Uh..." At this time, she had aroused Lin Yuze's "fighting desire". She turned her head, looked at her seriously, and put her affectionate hands on her shoulders: "After listening to what you said, I think
I even need to buy gifts for my uncle and aunt."
He thought for a moment without confusion and asked curiously: "Why?"
"Of course..." A mischievous smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, he put down the hands on her shoulders, and looked around the nearby stores: "Of course, this is to lay the groundwork for meeting my father-in-law and mother-in-law in the future."
"..." She wanted to tease him, but in the end it made her face turn red.
He reached out and punched him hard, grabbed his arm, and carried him deeper into the alley.
However, they were just joking, but they didn't realize that every move they just made was captured by others with cameras...
Arriving at Han Yi'er's home through twists and turns, Lin Yuze seemed extremely cautious as soon as he entered.
Putting away the bohemian behavior of the past, he really showed a sense of sincerity and reliability just like a future son-in-law meeting his mother-in-law.
After all, he knew clearly in his heart how he really felt about Han Yi'er, so he treated her family with special care.
But Han Yi'er didn't know. Seeing his current appearance, she thought Lin Yuze, who had always been "too big", was possessed by a ghost.
"What are you standing there for? Why don't you sit down?"
"Uh... aren't your uncle and aunt at home?"
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Is he really Lin Yuze???
Why has even the voice of speaking changed??
Every time he looked either confident or selfless and serious, why did he suddenly become so soft and soft-spoken now?
"Are you...are you okay?" Han Yi'er asked him tentatively, and touched his forehead worriedly. Doesn't he have a fever?
"Well, it's okay."
Something is wrong, there is something wrong! There must be something wrong!
If I had suspected that he was sick, he would have retaliated a long time ago, but now he is very personable and says with a smile: "Well, it's okay."
Could it be that he is particularly nervous now?
Thinking of this, Han Yi'er said tentatively: "No one in my family..."
"..." After saying this, Lin Yuze completely returned to his original state.
He frowned dissatisfied, sat down on the not-so-large sofa domineeringly, and scolded fiercely: "I told you there was no one at home, it's true!"
Oh my god, it turns out that Lin Yuze, who is not afraid of anything, is actually afraid of meeting his friend’s parents???
simply……
so cute.
Holding back her smile, Han Yi'er softly "shushed", pointed mysteriously in the direction of the bedroom, and whispered: "My mother is resting in the house."
"..." He took a deep breath, put away his bully face, and stood up in embarrassment, with cold sweat breaking out from his nervous forehead.
I was really convinced by him. He transformed faster than flipping through a book. She shook her head helplessly. Han Yi'er opened the door of her mother's room: "Come in." Her words returned to their previous elegance.
Lin Yuze was panicked and followed Han Yi'er into her mother's room...
When he saw the sleeping woman on the bed, his expression suddenly froze, and the tension he felt just now gradually disappeared.
"Mom, this is my friend, his name is Lin Yuze." I knew my mother wouldn't be able to hear me even if I said this, but at the very least, I had to tell her that I now have a very good friend.
"Hello, Auntie." Lin Yuze also knew clearly that her mother's condition seemed to have exceeded her imagination.
"Yuze, I'm going to cook. You can find a place to rest."
"Yeah, I got it." She nodded with a smile. Until she left the room, Lin Yuze's forced smile gradually turned into sadness.
Slowly walking to her mother's bedside, his eyes were filled with sadness.
Perhaps because my mother passed away, I hope Yi'er's mother can be healthy.
But now after seeing her mother's condition, his heart ached.
Grabbing his aunt's hand, Lin Yuze sat beside the bed and smiled calmly: "Aunt, Yi'er is very sensible and capable. I believe you must feel very relieved now, right?"
He looked around at this small house. Although it was shabby, it was well organized. I believe this must be the result of Yi'er's carefulness.
Haha, whoever marries her must be the happiest man in the world, right?
"Aunt, I promise you that I will protect Yi'er from getting hurt. I hope you can also promise me that you must get better soon..."
This committed plea came from his heart. Firstly, he hoped that his bedridden aunt could feel at ease. Secondly, regarding Yi'er's family situation, the grown man's heart of protecting the weak gradually emerged.
"Okay, it's time to eat." After a while, Han Yi'er had already prepared lunch.
Lin Yuze immediately adjusted his sad expression, not wanting her to see how much he cared about her family.
He walked into his mother's room carrying the chopped food and patted Lin Yuze on the shoulder: "You go and eat first. I want to feed my mother first."
"Haha, let me help you." Finally understood the reason why she said she had something to do at noon, he smiled slightly and took the food from her hand. Seeing her confused look, Lin Yuze frowned and said confidently:
"Don't underestimate me, I used to take care of my mother a lot."
Yes, I am already familiar with his story.
Now that I think about it, maybe the reason why I got along with him is not only because of my love for literature, but also because of adapting to each other's living habits.
After finishing everything, she sat back at the dining table. The food on the table was very simple. Han Yi'er lowered her head a little shyly: "Well... the food is not good, so you can make do with it."
Picking up the rice bowl, Lin Yuze showed a happy expression, and said with nostalgia and longing: "This is the best food for me."
Since his mother's death, he has never enjoyed food cooked by a woman. The word "best" contains more of a feeling of home.
No amount of money can buy this feeling.
Suddenly, I had an extravagant desire to eat the food she cooked every day, to take care of my mother with her, to share hardships with her...
However, he knew clearly that this was just his fantasy.
"Where is your father? Is he at work?"
Asked casually, Han Yi'er put down the bowls and chopsticks in her hands, took a deep breath, and forced out a smile: "My father abandoned me and my mother when we were young. It was because of his unkindness that my mother became insane.
Unclear..."
For a moment, Lin Yuze's whole body froze, and an unprecedented thought arose in his mind, which impacted his heart.
'Love her, do everything for her, make her happy, and protect her with your whole life!!'
Maybe it was a feeling of pity, but this impulse almost made him speak out and reveal the love he had been hiding so hard in his heart.
Suppressing the fierce love in his heart, he finished the happiest lunch for him in silence...
When leaving, Lin Yuze was a little reluctant, and even boldly made a request: "Can I come to your house for dinner often in the future?"
"..." He smiled slightly. He had never called a friend to be so close to his life before, let alone called a friend of the opposite sex to his home for dinner.
I have been lonely for many years, and now I realize that this time I feel pretty good. Maybe this is the importance of close friends in a boudoir?
Han Yi'er classified her relationship with Lin Yuze as a close friend in her boudoir. In fact, it was not just her who was happy with this kind of belonging, but also him...
"sure."
"Okay, then come again at noon tomorrow!"
"Ah? Are you coming tomorrow?"
"You're not at a disadvantage either? I'll be your driver, and you'll take care of my business. Isn't this just and fair?"
"..."
"Stop standing there, you're going to be late!" After saying that, Lin Yuze grabbed her wrist and ran towards his parking space quickly...
At this time, his expression was filled with brilliant happiness.
Although I am not a couple with her and I cannot love her from the perspective of a lover, I will be satisfied if I maintain such a relationship for the rest of my life.
However, I know this is impossible...
Sooner or later, she will choose her other half, and then she will have to escape unscathed.
Now I can only long for this day to come as late as possible...
It was already 2pm when we arrived at the company. Due to the impromptu meeting in the afternoon, Han Yier and Lin Yuze came to the conference room together.
Managers from various departments also took their places one after another.
"Come here." Fang Yaru waved her hand and asked Han Yi'er to sit next to her: "It's your first day at work today, are you still used to it?"
"Well, it's okay."
"I'll be hosting tonight, let's go have some fun together."
Of course, Han Yi'er couldn't resist Fang Yaru's generosity and nodded readily.
Looking at the time, it was already past the agreed point for the meeting, and everyone began to feel restless.
"What's going on? Mr. Yun has never delayed a meeting?"
"Yeah, what happened today?"
The whispers whispered by several people reached Han Yi'er's ears, and the image of Yun Aotian standing on the street flashed in and out of his mind.
What was the content of that text message?
Is he still in the cafe now?
Slowly, her heart began to have ups and downs and an inexplicable impulse, until...
"By the way, just now I saw Mr. Yun waiting for someone at the coffee shop opposite the company..."
I don't know who made this statement, Han Yi'er seemed to have received the call and stood up quickly.
"Yi'er?"
"Manager Han?"
Fang Yaru and Lin Yuze looked at her in surprise.
He slowly raised his head, and the uncertainty in his eyes turned into certainty in an instant.
Since I have endured setbacks and blows again and again, why bother trying to escape this time?
Knowing that it's impossible, why are you afraid of hearing what he wants to say to you?
Maybe what he wanted to say was just to wait indefinitely, maybe...
Ignoring the eyes of others, she resolutely rushed out of the conference room and chose to listen to what he had to say, even if she was rewarded with expectations that were hard to let go...