The girl had no father since she was born, and her only mother was always depressed and never gave her even a moment of love.
But the girl continued to work hard and make money in order to help her mother cure her illness.
After that, she heard her mother say to her: 'My child, mother loves you.'
Now, the girl has embarked on the track of success and is about to bring happiness to her mother. But...
I learned that my mother, my only relative and my only support, was leaving me.
That kind of pain, that kind of unwillingness, is not something ordinary people can understand, let alone children who live in a greenhouse and receive infinite love from their parents.
With a sob, Han Yi'er's sobbing cry suddenly stopped.
Yun Aotian was frightened, and loosened his hands holding her tightly, looking at her thorny face with fear: "Yi'er? Yi'er, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me????"
Like a building of wood, she stood there with empty eyes, unable to cry or laugh, and even her breath was so weak.
"Yi'er!!! Cry, cry if you want!!!" He didn't want to ask her to cry, but seeing her current appearance, Yun Aotian would rather see her crying and fussing, with trembling hands.
Gently caressing her moist cheeks.
His heart was so frightened that he didn't know what to do, let alone how to restore her to normal consciousness.
"Haha..." She smiled stupidly. She didn't know where her empty eyes were looking. She took off his big hand with her small hand and tilted her head dullly: "You're scaring me, right? You're taking revenge on me.
I just made you cry, right?"
He also hopes these are fake!!!
He also hopes that his aunt can be healthy!
No one would know that the pain in Yun Aotian's heart at this moment was a hundred times more painful than when his own mother passed away.
Perhaps, because he was still young at that time, he did not understand what the separation of his relatives meant.
Now, seeing Han Yi'er's face burst into tears, his filial piety also surged up.
They looked at her in silence, huddled together with painful expressions, not knowing what to do to make her strong enough to face the pain of life, separation, and death.
"Yi'er, I beg you, please stop doing this, okay?"
"I believe my aunt doesn't want to see you like this, right?"
The pleadings, gentle and warm, passed into her ears and into her mind...
Unwilling to face reality, she cannot escape now.
tears……
Falling again.
His empty eyes gradually regained their spirituality, and he had to accept the reality that his mother was about to leave him.
Why? Why is my mother so cruel and doesn’t give me some time to feel my mother’s love?
"Yi'er..." Putting her head into his warm embrace, Yun Aotian's body trembling gradually disappeared, and he realized that his heartstrings were fluctuating with her every smile.
However, she...
She ruthlessly pushed away his warm embrace with both hands, neatly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said coldly: "Get out!"
"Yi'er?"
"Get out! Get out!!!!" She quickly opened the door of the ward, not allowing him to stay for a moment longer, and drove away the man who was always worried about her with coldness and disgust.
Without saying anything, Yun Aotian took a deep breath and forced a smile: "Yi'er, call me if you need anything..." After saying that, he put his hands in his pockets and reluctantly left the ward.
Then, there was a "bang" sound and the door was closed tightly.
He was ruthlessly expelled from inside and outside, and inside that door, her sobbing tears could be vaguely heard...
I don't understand why she can't rely on herself when she's sad?
Is it because I can't give her a sense of security or can't gain her trust?
Time and time again, he made her cry, forcing her to cry in the arms of others.
This time, he could finally warm her cold body with his arms.
However, she didn't even give herself a chance...
'Yi'er... do you know that I'm really worried about you...'
Outside the door, Yun Aotian leaned on the door panel in pain, and talked to Tian long about how he longed to wipe away the tears of the beauty inside.
How about conveying all your warmth to her?
As the saying goes, there is a swing inside the wall, but there is a way outside the wall. Pedestrians outside the wall, the beautiful lady inside the wall laughs. The laughter gradually disappears and becomes quieter, and the sentimental people are annoyed by the ruthlessness...
Inside the door, there was no one else in Han Yi'er's empty heart except her mother.
She still remembered that a long time ago, she had two people, her mother and her father, in her heart. When she learned about her father's viciousness, her heart with a complete family in her heart abruptly let go of her father.
Slowly, another person, a man, settled in her mind.
He-----is Yun Aotian.
After being hurt again and again, her heart had long been broken by him, and she could no longer tolerate anyone.
It was her mother, and it was her mother's presence that made her piece together a complete heart again.
But now...
My mother was about to abandon herself and leave...
Taking a deep breath, Han Yi'er slowly walked to the bedside, took her mother's hand, and the sour tears formed a hole in her heart.
"Mom, you are so cruel, so cruel..."
Memories from childhood emerge little by little...
I still remember that when I was 4 years old, other children were picked up and dropped off by their mothers, but I had to go to and from school alone.
Once, it suddenly started raining heavily when school was over. All the other children were taken away by their parents, but I was the only one left in the kindergarten.
'Han Yi'er, hasn't your mother come to pick you up yet?'
"Mom, you don't know how I felt when the teacher asked me this sentence."
Looking at her sleeping mother, Han Yi'er smiled bitterly: "At that time, I really wanted to tell the teacher that if I wait a little longer, my mother would come to pick me up. But, I know... you won't come.
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"In the end, I went home alone that day. I was soaked all over. It was so cold... so cold... But Yi'er's heart was even colder, because..." There was resentment in her expression, and she took a deep breath.
In a faint tone, he said: "You only know how to sit on the threshold and wait for dad, without even looking at me."
"Do you know how sad I was??"
After diluting the constant stream of tears, I recalled that year 6 years ago.
I had a high fever of 39°C and a half, so the aunt next door sent me a bitter decoction.
That Chinese medicine is really bitter, so bitter, so bitter that I can't swallow it.
'Mom's medicine is so bitter, Yi'er doesn't want to drink it.'
'Drink, it won't get better if you don't drink.'
"In the end, I forced myself to drink the bowl of medicine, but did you know? In fact, Yi'er is not afraid of the bitterness of the medicine. Yi'er is acting like a baby to you. She just wants to hear you say, 'Good boy, take the medicine.
After drinking it, mom will just kiss you..."
"As I grow older, I finally understand why you can't love Yi'er anymore. It's because of your father, because he caused you to be like this."
"I don't blame you, I don't blame you for not giving me a hug or love, but..."
The snot and tears in her nose filled her little face. She wiped her face again and again, but she couldn't completely stop the tears from falling.
Holding her mother's little hand, she gradually loosened it, with a sad expression filled with confusion and reluctance: "But, why don't you wait for Yi'er? Don't you want to give Yi'er more time? Tell Yi'er to feel you..."
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"Woo..."
"One...even one love is okay!!!"
Lying next to her mother, Han Yi'er buried her head and burst into tears.
This miserable cry is so desolate and helpless.
She kept asking her mother in her heart, was it because she was too late to try hard? Or was her mother so unfeeling that she wouldn't even give her love once?
The bright sun in the west slowly went down the mountain, and the blue sky gradually dimmed.
I could no longer feel any warmth in the ward, leaving only a chilling chill.
If God is really affectionate, please take care of this poor child and ask her mother to give her maternal love before leaving...
The scene when Lin Yuze stepped into the Lin family's mansion was just like what was described in the novel. The rich young man who had been away from home for many years suffered a lot and finally achieved success. But his family was in dire straits, so he asked him to come back to help solve his problems.
It's a pity that his return today is not a homecoming in fine clothes.
Haha, I wonder if I will be ridiculed severely after meeting those people at home?
"Master? Where is the second lady?"
When Liu's mother asked, Lin Yuze smiled faintly and shook his head: "My mother passed away a long time ago."
"What?" Liu Ma was stunned for a moment, and the tears of excitement in her eyes gradually turned into tears of grief: "I really didn't expect that the second lady actually..."
"Haha, Ma Liu, don't be sad anymore. Maybe it's a good thing that my mother left. After all..." As a son, he couldn't give his mother happiness at that time, and as a husband, his father couldn't give his wife his only love.
In this life, a woman has to obey her father when she is young, her husband when she gets married, and she longs for children, but neither her husband nor her children can bring her happiness, and she will be unhappy in this world.
I just hope that my mother can find a good family in the next life, and I am willing to be her son and give her happiness.
"Second Young Master, do you hate me very much now?"
The forward movement stopped, Lin Yuze stood on the spot, took a deep breath, and shook his head slightly: "It doesn't matter whether you hate it or not. To put it bluntly, I have no spine and took the initiative to go home. How can I still be qualified?"
To hate?”
"Second Young Master, you may not know..." Ma Liu took Lin Yuze's hand and said thoughtfully: "I have had many wives and concubines in my life, but the one I love most is none other than the Second Madam. So far, I have not married the Second Madam."
If you give your position to anyone, in the same way, the child you love most in your life is also you, the second young master..." He lowered his head and sighed slightly: "After you and the second wife left home, the master never mentioned the second wife's affairs, and
He keeps insulting the eldest young master and the third young master, saying that they are useless and not as good as one ten thousandth of you. Every night, the master will always cry holding the photo of the second wife and you..." Raising her head, Liu Ma was puzzled.
Looking at Lin Yuze: "I still don't understand why the master wants to drive the second lady away. If it is because of the third lady's affairs, it is absolutely impossible!"
Sister Liu's words disrupted Lin Yuze's thoughts.
That day, I clearly remember that it was my mother who beat my baby mother, and then my father saw her and drove her away.
However, my father's love for my mother indeed surpassed any of his wives and concubines. Why?
I have been hating him for more than ten years, but it seems that I just found out my doubts today.
As for the little mother who had a disagreement with Lin's mother, since she is Lin Yuxi's mother, this third aunt of the Lin family is too great!
With foggy thoughts, Lin Yuze did not ask about Sister Liu's past, but asked about the present: "Sister Liu, is my father sick?"
Sister Liu was stunned and shook her head inexplicably: "No, the master is not sick. I heard from the eldest young master that he has been depressed recently. No one is allowed to enter the master's room and harass the master."
"Then who brought food to my father?"
"It's the third lady."
Hearing this, Lin Yuze felt more and more that something was fishy. He thought that the third lady was stingy and liked to scheming. She was always worried about the world being in chaos and causing trouble.
On the contrary, Mrs. Lin, the first wife, usually has a calm personality and does not strive for fame and fortune, but she is by no means a ignorant woman.
After all, she comes from a famous family and is as intelligent and well-educated as her father.
How could she just sit idly by and leave all the power to the third lady when her father was so well behaved that no outsiders were seen? Thinking of this, Lin Yuze asked curiously: "What about the madam? Will the madam allow the third lady to take care of my father alone?"
"Madam..." After sighing, Sister Liu shook her head sadly: "Since the master has not seen anyone else, my wife has stayed in the Buddhist hall to pray wholeheartedly all day long and has not been concerned about worldly affairs."
No, not right!
If something happens to my father, it stands to reason that my wife should be in charge of the house. Now that my wife has devoted herself to practicing Buddhism, the position of head of the house is left to the third wife.
The career matters were naturally handed over to Lin's eldest son.
But I don’t understand why the eldest young master is obviously the wife’s son, so he matches up with the third lady both internally and externally?
"Oops!" Lin Yuze exclaimed and looked up at Lin House not far away.
A dark aura filled the entire mansion.
Presumably the wife refused to submit to her eldest brother and imprisoned my father, so he was also imprisoned.
The third lady has always fought for power and profit, so she obediently became the elder brother's puppet!
"Master, what's wrong?"
After Sister Liu asked anxiously, Lin Yuze looked at the watch on his wrist: "Sister Liu, Yu Xi may be here soon. You wait for him at the door and tell him not to come in yet. I will meet you at the gate in a while."
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"Oh, okay, okay, I understand." Liu Ma nodded knowingly.
"Sister Liu..." Looking up and looking around the extension of Lin's house, Lin Yuze asked seriously: "Which room does my father live in?"
"That's it..."
I saw that the direction of Sister Liu's finger was to the leftmost position on the third floor of Lin's House.
And this room was also the dormitory where my mother once lived.
Taking a deep breath, Lin Yuze rolled up his sleeves and walked quickly towards the backyard of Lin's house...
Now, it is 8 o'clock in the evening Beijing time. Accompanied by tears, Han Yi'er fell asleep in her mother's arms unknowingly. When she woke up, the room was dark.
With all his strength, he walked to the power supply and turned on the lights in the ward.
When I saw my mother on the bed, her expressionless face slowly became sad again.
On weekdays, the first thing she wanted to see her most in big and small matters was her mother, but today, she wanted to forget her mother and her mother's illness.
It's so stuffy, this room makes me suffocate.
Turning around, Han Yi'er quickly opened the door. As soon as she took a step, she saw...
Yun Aotian leaned against the wall and fell asleep.
Just imagine, he hasn't had any rest since yesterday, and coupled with the lack of food, his physical strength has already been exhausted.
There was a burst of sourness in my heart, not to mention that the man sleeping in the corridor was Yun Aotian, even if he was a strange man, it would inevitably arouse the sympathy of others.
Han Yi'er really couldn't understand, why was he still working hard when it was already impossible to be with him? No matter how much he paid, there would be no reward!
His body slipped slightly, and Yun Aotian's body fell towards the door of the ward. Then, he woke up from his sleep.
Looking at everything around me inexplicably, I wonder when I fell asleep?
Turning to look at each other again, their eyes met Han Yi'er who was standing at the door of the ward: "Yi'er..." He stood up worriedly and asked nervously: "Are you okay?"
He frowned, and his faded face instantly turned cold: "Why are you pretending to be pitiful? You have to go home and sleep!" With a "bang", the door ruthlessly shut him out again.
There was no explanation, just a helpless shake of the head.
It wasn't that he was pretending to be pitiful, he was just worried that she would do something stupid, so he kept waiting outside the door.
Who would have thought that I would fall asleep so badly???
He clenched his fist and punched the wall hard.
Should I really go home?
However, Yi'er...
Oh, whenever she sees herself, she will be very unhappy
Presumably, he has disgusted her to the extreme, right?
The bitter smile, the hurt in my heart, no one can understand.
Even if he returns home, the mess at home will sooner or later drive him crazy.
But he reluctantly stayed here because he was afraid that he would torture Yi'er and go crazy.
The sky is so vast that I realize that there is no place for me to stay or live in...
Looking reluctantly at the door of the ward, Yun Aotian turned around and was about to leave.
Who knows, the ward door opens...
Standing there blankly, looking at Han Yi'er walking out of the ward, he forced a smile and lowered his head guiltily: "I'm sorry, I'll leave right away."
"Wait a moment……"
After saying this, Yun Aotian raised his head in surprise and looked at her expectantly.
"Can you go for a walk with me?"
No matter how much grievances he suffered, no matter how much humiliation he suffered, just after Han Yi'er sent out this request, all the wounds in his heart seemed to heal at once.
He nodded excitedly and readily accepted her plea.