'Don't talk about separation, I won't cry because of this, it was just a dream last night... Don't say whether you are willing or not, I won't care because of this, it was just a game last night...'
Running under the dark sky, turning around and crying, the camera kept lingering on Han Yi'er. The helplessness and grief in her heart was no less than that of Yun Aotian who was dumped, or even worse...
This is not a game, but it has an ending like a game. How great would it be if life could be as free and easy as a lyric, without caring about anything?
I don’t know how long she ran, and I don’t know how long it took. She was tired and tired. When she turned around and couldn’t see his figure, Han Yi’er was so weak that she fell to the ground and started to cry loudly...
Her tears were a little desolate, helpless, and even more resentful of God's fooling her: "Why is this happening?! Why did things become like this!!"
There were endless questions, wanting to ask the sky even more than Yun Aotian, why they were teasing the relationship between them so much; the heart-wrenching sobs seemed to be the sorrow that penetrated the entire world.
Although it was not the first time that she cried on the roadside, nor was it the first time that her heart was so painful, this time her bright eyes and fragile heart were filled with endless despair...
"Yuze, it's been a long time since I last saw you. I heard that you have returned to Emperor Company again?"
Lin Yuze and several friends in the industry whom he hadn't seen for a long time were drinking and chatting in a noisy bar: "Yeah."
"I really admire you. There is a good young master who doesn't do anything but works for others. What do you think?"
When he asked this question, he had no choice but to shake his head: "Haha..." He smiled lightly and did not explain anything to this group of so-called friends. As the saying goes, people who have different ideas do not understand each other, and they do not understand their own interests and hobbies.
, there is no need to ask them to understand themselves.
"I heard that the new single released by Emperor recently is selling well."
"Yes, yes, just one week after it was released, the sales volume of the new song ranked among the top three. I think this single has great hope of hitting the golden song chart this year."
"By the way..." One of the men talking suddenly turned to Lin Yuze and said, "Yuze, is the lyricist who wrote this song having an affair with you... or with your boss?"
When you come to such a mixed gathering, it is inevitable that someone will mention gossip. Moreover, the recent news content, whether it is serious news or gossip, is closely related to Han Yi'er. This group of people will naturally be curious about these trivial matters.
Oh, if one of the people at this party wasn't someone Lin Yuze wanted to take advantage of, he really wanted to go up and give the man who raised this issue a hard punch!
"Tony, have you really read too much gossip? How can I answer you for the news that I don't even know?" After Lin Yuze answered cleverly, he picked up a bottle of beer on the table and drank it.
.
Everyone looked at each other one after another, shrugged with a smile, and drank together to accompany him.
As time goes by, there are more and more empty wine bottles on the table, and the drunkenness on everyone's faces is getting stronger and stronger. If they drink it, I'm afraid it will delay the business!
Thinking of this, Lin Yuze stood up and sat next to a middle-aged man with a smile: "Jia Zheng, I heard that your TV station is selecting scripts, right?"
This middle-aged man is a senior executive of CCTV and the most authoritative script reviewer. No matter which movie or TV series, once it is approved by him and broadcast in prime time, all the members of the crew will really want to
It’s hard not to be popular!
"Yes, Yuze, are you interested?" Zhang Jiazheng said with a smile, then put down the bottle and looked at him seriously: "If you personally write the script for me, no matter how bad it is, your script will definitely be
There is no need to go through the third review, it will be released directly!”
"Hahahaha, Yuze, look at how sincere Jia Zheng is."
"But I think, in fact, you don't need to use Yu Zexie at all, just put this movie's screenwriter Lin Yuze in your golden segment, and then keep showing these words until the 90 minutes are over, I guess the effect will be good."
"Yes, yes, maybe I can even win an Academy Award for 'Most Artistic Integrity'!"
"Hahahaha..." Several people around said jokingly and laughed together.
However, they were joking, and the facts undoubtedly proved Lin Yuze's strength. As long as the things he produced were of high quality, he was like a master of art, and no matter what works he created, they would be lasting.
"Haha, I have no interest in writing scripts for the time being, but..." Lin Yuze responded to Zhang Jiazheng's invitation simply, paused for a moment, earnestly and pleadingly, and said: "I can recommend to you a literary talent that is on par with mine.
Screenwriter, how about it?"
"Oh????" Hearing this, everyone opened their eyes, curiously waiting for Lin Yuze to say the name of that person: "Who is it, who is it."
"It's Han Yi'er who has collaborated with me and just debuted!" That's why he was able to sit down and party with this bunch of friends today!
If a successful screenwriter does not have a successful movie, even if he wins high praise from outsiders, he will not be recognized by professionals. It is just like the most popular words "mainstream" and "non-mainstream" today.
"This is the first time I see you recommending a newcomer to us, and you also said that the newcomer's literary talent is as good as yours. Yuze, are my ears burning, or am I drunk???"
One of them finished speaking exaggeratedly, and the other followed closely: "Hmph, I suspect that the purpose of Yuze's face-grabbing and our gathering today is for this!"
"Oh----------" everyone said with a wicked smile, looked at each other one after another, and shouted drunkenly: "Yuze, are you the girl who has hidden the rules?"
Bar?"
After listening to everyone's chatter, Lin Yuze frowned slightly. He was obviously unhappy with these people's jokes: "Jia Zheng, if it doesn't work, I'll leave first!"
It was just a joke. Did he, Lin Yuze, deserve to be embarrassed? It was too much to take a joke, right? After thinking about it, everyone suddenly put away all their smiles, and dissatisfaction gradually appeared on their faces.
In fact, if it were a normal joke, it would be a joke, but now Lin Yuze is extremely sensitive to others making fun of his relationship with Han Yi'er.
"Haha..." Zhang Jiazheng hesitated for a long time, and then gradually showed a faint smile: "You always know how to do things properly. This is the first time you recommend a new person to me. According to your vision, plus our friendship, you
Do you think I might refuse?"
"Haha." In an instant, Lin Yuze seemed to have changed his face, showing a happy smile. He reached out and patted Zhang Jiazheng on the shoulder: "Thank you, Jiazheng!"
"Oh, don't be too hasty to thank her. She is different from you. I just promised to give her a chance, but the specific operation still depends on her strength!"
"Okay, isn't that no problem?" Lin Yuze said confidently, raised his hand to pick up the beer, happily clinked the glasses with everyone, and drank heavily.
The rest of the people were a little dumbfounded. It would not be an exaggeration to describe Lin Yuze as elated at this time! His happy look was as if it was his own business... No! To be more precise, it was simply more beautiful than him.
I'm happy when my things are done.
The people around them looked at each other one after another and shrugged helplessly. No need to ask, he and she must have had "adultery"!
* * * *
About an hour passed, and several of the men were almost drunk. The man named Zhang Jiazheng stumbled to his feet and said, "Everyone, I'm leaving first."
"Well, it's almost time for me to go back."
One after another, everyone was preparing to leave. Only Lin Yuze was still sitting quietly waiting for the check: "Okay, please go slowly. Thank you, Jiazheng."
"Hahahaha, I'm so happy today. I heard so many thank yous from you! By the way... hiccup" Zhang Jia said with a drunken face in the middle of his words. He burped lightly and said with a smile: "Tell that girl, this
The first selection period is one month, so tell her to prepare quickly!"
"Okay, I know."
"Bye-Bye."
"Bye, everyone..." Looking at everyone's retreating figures, his smiling face suddenly looked tired, and he lay down on the big sofa in the bar without any energy: "I guess I have never laughed so much in my life.
" He reached out and pinched his stiff cheeks. Although it was very tiring this time, the final result still satisfied him.
As long as Han Yi'er has this trump card, it won't be a problem for her to gain a firm foothold in the literary and art circles and rise to prominence!
"What does it have to do with me whether she can stand firm or not? Didn't I say I won't care about her anymore?" A sudden scolding to himself made him confused. It seemed that he wanted to escape something every time.
things, but they try their best to complete them every time.
"Haha..." With a self-deprecating smile, he quickly stood up and said to himself with certainty: "The reason why I helped her is just because she is indeed a talent!"
As if a spell had finished brainwashing himself, he waved his hand in the distance: "Waiter, pay the bill."
"Sir, a total of eight hundred and nine."
Drowsily taking out his wallet from his pocket, Lin Yuze generously took out his gold card and a hundred-yuan bill and placed them in the waiter's tray.
"Thank you, sir."
He suddenly stood up and realized that his legs were very weak. Looking at the pile of red wine, beer, and foreign wine on the table, he was sure that he had really drunk too much this time!
Leaning against the wall, waiting for the waiter to come back by swiping his card, he took out his phone and dialed Han Yi'er's number...
"b------b------b" The messages coming from the phone were all busy signals. I frowned, looked at the phone, and listened to my surroundings...
"Sir, your..."
"Shut up!" His face changed, and he stopped the waiter sternly, his aimless eyes wandering around the dark bar...
I picked up the phone again and pressed the replay button...
‘With tears in my eyes, I asked the flowers without saying a word…Red flowers flew across the swing…’ This familiar cell phone ringtone seemed to break through the noisy music in the bar and reach Lin Yuze’s ears in an instant!
"Yi..." His wandering eyes locked on the target, and he saw a hungover woman lying on the bar not far away. From the back, she looked exactly like Han Yi'er.
Listening to the ringtone I specially set for her, she should be Han Yi'er!
only……
Her eyes wandered to the left and right again, why did she appear alone in the bar? Is Yun Aotian not there? She probably went to the bathroom?
After hanging up the phone, he didn't go forward to look for her because he didn't want to wait for Yun Aotian to show up.
Turning around, the waiter handed the gold card to him respectfully: "Sir, your card."
"Yes." He nodded slightly. He just took two steps forward when he heard...
"Miss, are you alone?"
Looking back quickly, Lin Yuze rushed to the bar without even hesitating: "Hey!" He patted the man who was chatting with Han Yi'er condensedly, and said gloomily: "Do you think she might be alone?"
"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Upon seeing this, the man who was chatting hurriedly ran away.
After Lin Yuze glared at the man angrily, he stood beside her for a long time without speaking...
"Hmm? Give me another drink." At this moment, Han Yi'er, who was lying on the table, had no idea what had just happened. She raised her head like a normal person and asked the waiter at the bar with a stupid smile.
liquor.
"Miss, here you go..."
Just as the waiter was about to hand it out, Lin Yuze stepped forward and snatched it away.
"Uh..." Han Yi'er's blurred eyes turned, and then she discovered his presence: "Hey, Yuze, what a coincidence? Are you here to drink too? Do you want to sit down and drink together?"
After she finished speaking vaguely, Lin Yuze didn't reply. He still stood there and looked at her coldly...
"Yuze? Are you like this? Aren't you going to sit down?" After saying that, she raised her weak little hand and stretched it directly towards the wine glass in Lin Yuze's hand.
With a flash of his eyes, he grabbed Han Yi'er's little hand with one hand, raised the wine glass with the other hand, raised his neck and drank it all.
"Hey, you don't know how to buy it yourself, why are you drinking from me?" With a complaining tone, she angrily threw away Lin Yuze's hand and looked at the bartender with a silly smile: "Please, please have another drink."
"Don't give it to her!"
After Lin Yuze finished his overbearing order, she was stunned for a moment and continued without paying attention: "Please, give me a drink."
"Don't give it to her!!"
The confrontation between these two people was not a test at all for the bartender who often worked here. After all, he had seen this kind of scene many times and remained calm. The bartender did not pass the drink to Han Yi'er, which could be regarded as irritating her.
Got it!
With a "pop" sound, Han Yi'er looked at Lin Yuze angrily: "Yuze, what are you doing!!!!"
"What happened?!"
Ignoring it, this was the first time she treated her former friend so rudely: "Bring me a drink!!!"
Lin Yuze frowned and grabbed her arm: "Let me ask you, what happened?!"
"Give me..." Before Han Yi'er could finish her words, he grabbed her arm and dragged her away from the bar.
"Let me go, let me go, I want wine! I want wine!!!"
Her constant struggle did not shake his determination, and he dragged her out of the bar. In an instant, the entire originally noisy environment suddenly became quiet...
The night was quiet; the moon was hazy; the light rain in February hit her body hard, and it was so piercing.
Only then did I realize that the weather had been hazy in the afternoon, but now it was starting to rain lightly.
After drinking, I suddenly woke up. I was no longer irritable, no longer fooling around, and my heart was no longer so empty and white.
"Yu..." Looking at Lin Yuze soberly, she wanted to plunge into his arms, she wanted to tell him everything, but she remembered even more...
'From today on, I will no longer care about you. Even if you are sad or cheated, don't look for me anymore.'
"Yuze, I'm tired. Let's go back and rest first." She turned around sadly and with tears in her eyes. Every time she took a step into the ice water, she seemed to be so shaky.
"Hiss..." After taking a deep breath of the tears that were about to leave her, she still couldn't help crying.
The mixture of tears and rain makes it difficult to tell which ones are tears and which ones are rain. The taste that invades your mouth is salty... salty... and it flows into your heart with a rustling... rustling...
The sadness of her looking back for a moment, the desolate figure walking under the rain, and the swaying shoulders, reflected in Lin Yuze's eyes gave him the unconfused answer.
she……
I broke up with Yun Aotian!
If it was just a quarrel, she would never cry so desperately. Her eyes were ashen and hopeless. What was the reason that caused them to break up?
How could Yun Aotian have the heart to embarrass her, how could he have the heart to hurt her, how could he have the heart to make her cry?!!!
"Remember..." Lin Yuze took the first step forward, but as soon as he uttered a single word of his worried call, his whole body froze in place...
'Lin Yuze! Lin Yuze! Have you made any progress? Have you forgotten what you said to her?'
'Whether she is being bullied or hurt now, it has nothing to do with you!!!'
‘If you continue to fall into this trap, you will be in agony again in the future!!!!!’
The 'insignificant' figure in his heart kept trying to dissuade him not to pursue him, not to comfort him, not to be soft-hearted, otherwise what awaited him in the future would be more painful than her...
As his body gradually softened, Lin Yuze clenched his fists and turned around resolutely...
On this rainy night, they chose to go in opposite directions. She was hurt, she was in pain, and she was helpless; he hesitated, his heart ached, and he hesitated...
Maintaining this mood, they got further and further away from each other... further and further... until she was about to disappear at the end of the street! He...
Looked back!!!!
He didn't understand why he wanted to look back. He was gradually following her with uncontrollable steps. His ups and downs became more intense because of her desolation. It was all because of her! Just because of Han Yi'er who he couldn't let go of thousands of times!!!
!
At this moment, there was a "plop" sound, and Han Yi'er's legs suddenly became weak and she fainted on the side of the road at the corner of the street.
"Yi'er!!!" The ups and downs in his heart suddenly condensed, and Lin Yuze once again called out the familiar and affectionate name for her...
* * * *
"call"
Lin Yuze carried her home from the street in the winter rain. Looking at her haggard face and cold body, he knew that maybe her heart was even colder at this time.
He had vowed countless times that he longed to warm her heart, but she chose to fall into the arms of another man countless times.
Now, that man had once again made her cry. Why couldn't he stop worrying about her?
"How can I really forget you?" Lin Yuze gently laid her on the bed, murmuring this softly with such helplessness and hesitation.
Glancing at her with pity, he slowly walked into the bathroom, wetted a dry towel, and gently wiped her cold body: "What happened to make you so drunk?"
"Even if Yun Aotian hurts you again, you shouldn't abuse yourself like this?"
"Maybe it's my fault. I didn't keep the promise I made to you, but what about you? You really hurt me too badly..."
No words can describe Lin Yuze's state of mind at this time, the feeling of love and pain; the feeling of not being able to get love is really too torturous.
Touching her soaked clothes, he glanced at Han Yi'er who was sleeping awkwardly: "You will catch a cold if you wear wet clothes. I... help you take them off first?"
After asking tentatively, Lin Yuze awkwardly stretched out his hand and unbuttoned her clothes one by one.
Facing a woman whom he once liked but could not describe as love or hate now, when he took off her clothes one by one, the nervousness and panic in his heart made his hands tremble slightly. After all, he had never
He has never been in contact with any woman, and has never penetrated any woman. In this regard, he is still like a newly developed child, very ignorant!
"Huh" breathed a sigh of relief, and Lin Yuze quickly turned around and took all the wet clothes that had been removed from her body and went to the bathroom...
I looked up at myself in the mirror, my cheeks were flushed, and my heart was beating "thump, thump" all the time. My mind wanted to wash away the naked phantom over and over again, but it only deepened and longed for me!
"What's wrong with me??" He frowned, turned on the faucet, and rinsed his head with cold water: "Oh!" He slapped the sink hard, and he simply took off his clothes and rinsed his whole body with cold water.
heat.
With the stimulation of the ice water, his tight lower abdomen and hot body gradually dissipated, and he felt relaxed and more comfortable.
I picked up a bathrobe and put it on my body. I accidentally looked at the clothes on the washing machine and was about to put my hand into the washing machine...
"Plop, plop..." His cheeks were flushed again. He quickly grabbed Han Yi'er's clothes and threw them into the washing machine, then turned and left the bathroom.
He wandered into the living room, took out a can of cold beer, and drank the bottle of beer in a big sip of "gu dong, gu dong". The drunkenness he had just had not cleared up, but now that he was adding this bottle of beer, he felt that his head was getting more and more dizzy.
I just took two steps before I remembered that I was asleep in the bedroom...
'Is she feeling uncomfortable after drinking so much?'
'She is not wearing any clothes now. Is she well covered with quilt?'
'Is she up?'
For the first time in his life, Lin Yuze was hesitant and undecided like a woman. He wanted to go in and see how she was doing, but he was afraid of seeing...
"Uh-huh……"
Suddenly, Han Yi'er's murmurings could be heard intermittently in the room. Lin Yuze's heart tightened and he pushed open the door...
"Thirsty...water..."
"Wait a minute, I'll get it for you right now!" After saying that, Lin Yuze quickly fetched a glass of water and ran to her side. He put down the water glass and gently helped her up: "Here you water..."
"Hmm..." In her hazy mind, she had no idea where she was, let alone that her naked body was nestled in a man's arms.
After lightly garnishing a small mouthful, she turned her head in a daze, and suddenly grabbed the corner of Lin Yuze's clothes with one hand: "It feels so uncomfortable... I feel so uncomfortable..."
Trying not to look at her, just holding her body made Lin Yuze extremely nervous: "Where...are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"I don't know... I don't know... I feel so uncomfortable... ugh..." Burying her head in his warm embrace, she seemed to have found a temporary shore, helplessly venting her inner sadness.
"Yi'er, what happened?" Lin Yuze's soft inquiry did not interrupt her tears. She was silent and kept crying. Her tears were like broken beads...
"Yi'er!!!" He pushed her away from his warm embrace in pain, and asked in confusion and confusion: "Do you have to be with him? How much pain has he caused you time and time again?
Huh? Why do you still have to endure this kind of harm?!!"
"Ugh..." She shook her head helplessly, her ethereal eyes were dim and lifeless, and the depression in her heart made her miserable: "I can't do it anymore... I can't do it anymore... I won't be with Yun Aotian anymore.
Together!!!!!!”
"You..." For some reason, after Lin Yuze heard these words, the confused road suddenly became clear, and his confused thoughts remained clear.
Are you happy? Or don't care?
Is it gloating? Or adding fuel to the flames?
It seems that these words cannot explain his mood at this time: "What...what did you say?"
"It's impossible for me to be with Yun Aotian, it's impossible for my whole life, it's impossible!!!!!!" The painful roar showed Han Yi'er's determination, and the painful tears also reflected the
Her unwillingness.
Does she still love Yun Aotian? And why does she say that she can never be with Yun Aotian? Lin Yuze doesn't want to care about these questions, he doesn't want to ask about them, he only knows...
"I love you, Yi'er, would you like to stay with me?" Lin Yuze grabbed her little hand excitedly, pleading and sincerely, and said: "I will love you well and promise not to hurt you or make you cry for the rest of my life.
, choose me, choose to be with me, okay?"
Unable to figure things out, unable to distinguish the situation, her drunken state made Han Yi'er lose her original reason. Without any doubts or thoughts, she nodded painfully and reliantly: "Okay...ok..."
At this moment, Lin Yuze was so happy, so joyful, as sad as the love that had been silent for thousands of years finally got the answer...
After all, only he himself knows how rare this hard-won love is...
The soft lips clung to hers eagerly and longingly, and the hot body heated up again. He also eagerly wanted to possess her and hug him.
In this way, the two confused men and women kissed each other tightly and became entangled, but...
When they wake up from being drunk and confused, where will they go?