Life is like a dream, and it’s hard to be a young man without a gray head!
A strand of soft intestines turned into a wound, and when I fell to the ground, I missed my old appearance.
The flowers are scattered and the flowers are dying. Who can pity the once beautiful colors?
Where is the infatuated east wind now? The remaining red leaves fly north.
When Youwan came out of the house, her temples were wet and her eyes were full of exhaustion. Geng Yuhuai was half supporting the wall and half supporting Xingli. There was still no trace of blood on his pale face. He was wearing a shirt with the front half open.
, the plain bandage covering the chest was vaguely visible. But when he saw You Wan, he staggered forward.
"She will sleep for 2 days and be fine when she wakes up."
"I want to see her."
You Wan stared blankly at the man in front of her who looked so similar to her. She almost couldn't help but want to reach out and touch his cheek. His eyebrows and eyes twitched, but she didn't touch him in the end. Her eyes couldn't really touch him.
Move away from his face.
Her son! ~ God has mercy, her son is really still alive, and he is so big and tall, he has her facial features, her eyebrows and eyes.
She nodded in confusion, and the figure in front of her flashed past her and entered the room behind her.
He doesn't know who she is?
In his heart, what he missed most was the woman lying in the room, which was the harbor of his soul. But to him, she was still just an enemy.
It is inevitable that my heart will be filled with bitterness, suffering and embarrassment, but I also feel a little bit lucky.
It is difficult to recognize each other, but after recognition, there is only misery and embarrassment, so it is better to recognize each other than to deny it. Without a close and longing call, the bloody past can never be dug out of the depths of memory.
This should be the best outcome for him and her.
A figure slowly came closer behind him, with such sunshine and proud stubbornness, there was no one else but him.
"Liu Yexun•amp;#8226;amp;#8226;amp;#8226;amp;#8226;amp;#8226;" Her body trembled slightly as a warning to stop him from getting closer.
But she tilted her body and was pulled into his arms.
Apart from the two of them, the only people in this suite are Geng Yuhuai, Xingli and Huayu. But Geng Yuhuai doesn't know when he will come out. He is so presumptuous, what should he do if he is hit? His body is struggling, but he is slender.
But her wrist was tightly held by his thick palm from behind, pressing against her heart. His lips were next to her ear, and his iron-like arms just wanted to hold her like this forever.
"You Wan, thank you." Thank you. She finally turned around and saved Yu Huai, but she didn't
Let today be a regret.
"Liu Yexun, you promised me." Her fingers tried hard to break open the clamp, but how could her strength compare with his.
"I know! I will keep this secret for the rest of my life and won't let Yu Huai know about it."
"Then what are you doing now?" Youwan stopped struggling and looked sideways at Liu Yexun behind him.
"You don't have to be the birth mother, but you can have me. We can still be together."
"Why are you crazy!" You Wan scolded coldly, her body no longer struggling, but her back was already stiff: "Liu Yexun, I turned around and came back just to do one thing to prevent myself from regretting it for the rest of my life. I didn't mean to have anything to do with you.
An unclear bond."
"Not sure? You Wan, is this how you view the thirty-year friendship between us? Since you have looked back, why don't you forgive us completely? Yu Huai is our son. Since you have not lost him, then you
Can the hatred give me a reason to let go?" Liu Yexun's voice was filled with pain and disbelief. He didn't believe that she would rather turn around to save Yu Huai and Hua Yu, but still refused to accept him. There were too many things between them.
If he could, he would make up for the scars. If he could, he would want to look back. If he could, he would hold her hand tightly and never let go. He had been separated from her for thirty years, and they would still be together for the next thirty years.
Are you feeling annoyed and missing?
But her body only slowly stiffened in his arms, and slowly cooled into frost and ice chips in the dark night. She smiled, with helplessness in her eyes and bitterness in her mouth. Her hatred for him began when she lost her son.
It started at a moment, but this was the only support she had given herself in all the difficult predicaments in the past 30 years. The amputated right foot subconsciously stepped hard on the hard ground. The cold and cruel pain spread into the body bit by bit from the worn area.
Every corner of it seems to remind myself that although the resentment of these 30 years has lost a pillar of support, it cannot collapse and disappear overnight.
The coolness in his fingers finally turned into thorns, and the pale, sad smile at the corner of her mouth finally forced him to let go of her arms inch by inch. The temperature between the fingertips was like a newly broken entanglement on the lotus joints, lingering and lingering.
.
Youwan...
Liu Yexun was unwilling to shout her name over and over again in his heart. It was low, depressing, and desperate. It hurt him so much that it penetrated his bones. But he could no longer send out this dreamy call from the tip of his tongue. His body was so weak.
Standing upright like this, people have never felt so desolate under their feet. The heart is desolate, and there is no trace of wild vines and autumn grass. The wind outside the window blows in with light colored glass.
Indoors, it is like being imprisoned in the darkness. The eyes that see the light for the first time cannot adapt, so they can only close their eyes and let themselves sink into the darkness.
Her back slowly walked away step by step, so slowly but so firmly, she didn't even look back once, without a single hesitant pause.
He shouted in his heart, but she refused to hear him.
My heart cracked inch by inch, and even the last softness hidden in the corner shattered into cold particles, causing severe pain in my heart. 30 years ago, he was the first to turn around and leave. Every step he took, he left those sweet things behind.
Bit by bit, he put it into the soft corner in his heart. He knew that these beauty and happiness had a place to go. But at this moment, she turned and left, and he realized that that corner was reserved for her. Once she left,
It turned out there was nothing left.
Collapse!
I can only watch helplessly!
It's not just happiness that's falling apart, and it's not just the last touch of warmth in my heart that's broken.
Her back was lonely and cold, resolutely taking away his soul.
~His world has since fallen into the darkness of hell! There will never be redemption!
pond!
At this time every year, Liu Yexun would come here to sit for a while. This day was the first time he and You Wan met. He leaned on the branches of the willow tree, and she stood in the bright sunshine of the warm wind. He saw her for the first time.
The smiling eyes like lotuses were dazzling in the bright glass under her eyes. Her heart felt warm, as if the darkness was peeking at the light, and she caught a glimpse of a happy glow.
He wanted her! Even though he knew the darkness was deep, he desperately wanted to embrace that white and flawless smile.
She twitched the willow branches, and the willow tree swayed slightly, and he made a frightening "Oh!" sound, and the cry on the tip of his tongue spread like honey from the taste buds all over the body, until it was sweet to the bottom of his heart. Her eyes were frightened, her face was pale, and her fingers were holding the book.
He secretly shrank in panic and doubt. He was very interested, but in his heart he smiled like a white lotus with the enchanting water color.
She gently touched Banzhe again, and he threatened her maliciously again. She jumped away from the pond like a little white rabbit, but could never escape from his world. But that was just what he thought.
It's a little cold on the shore. It's obviously the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, but even the air is filled with a melancholy coolness. The slightly drunken rain falls into the lake and spreads out in circles, like tears that draw traces of sadness in the bottom of my heart.
.In such weather, there are actually people in the lake. Several naked men are groping in the lake, and a man in a raincoat on the shore is shouting loudly.
Liu Yexun wanted to turn away and walk away. At times like this, he didn't like too many people sharing his memories. But the shout of the man on the bank caught his attention.
"Who was so bored that he accidentally dropped the lying rocks on the shore into the lake and blocked the drainage outlet?"
Someone in the water echoed: "You should say it was made by some kind of monster. Such a big lying stone can actually be brought into the lake."
"I think it's also a monster. This lying rock is either big or small. I remember it was more than four meters away from the shore..."
More than four meters?
Liu Yexun suddenly looked back. Every plant and tree here was so familiar to him. He had a clear memory of what kind of wild flowers were blooming on every inch of soil and where every stone would be. It was more than four meters tall.
! The lying stone more than four meters offshore! Only the lying stone that tripped You Wan when he first saw it.
I walked a few steps quickly and moved closer to the place in my memory on the shore. Before anyone could reach me, as far as my eyes could see, the steps under my feet were already as heavy as a thousand pounds. The place where it should have been was empty, and the slightly sunken earth pit was like a hole in my heart.
A incomplete hole was peeled off. My heart began to ache, and the steps under my feet became more and more urgent. The deacon behind him quickly followed. Although it was only lightly raining, the deacon still held an umbrella. He comes here with Liu Yexun every year, and he does not
I know the reason, but I also understand the significance of this place to Mr. Liu.
When Mr. Liu walked in a hurry, he could only take a few hurried steps; when Mr. Liu walked slowly, he could only slow down; when Mr. Liu stood still, he could only stop where he was. But this year it seems a little strange.
Likewise, Mr. Liu's fisted palms were shaking uncontrollably in the slanting rain.
"Mr. Liu..." He opened his mouth to ask, but it seemed that he had no idea what to ask.
Suddenly he stopped and ran towards the pond. The deacon was startled and hurriedly wanted to catch up, but Liu Yexun stopped him in place with a word: "Don't follow."
Then the deacon only saw Liu Yexun taking off his shoes and clothes and diving into the water.
"Mr. Liu..." Huo Ran exclaimed, and the deacon still followed him to the pond.
I saw Liu Yexun actually bending down to dive and groping in the lake for a while, and then leaned towards the workers who were salvaging the lying rocks in the lake. The workers on the shore and in the water seemed to be startled by his actions, half surprised and half surprised.
Staring at Liu Yexun in confusion. Watching him approach, watching him groping forward in the water, watching him finally stop in the drizzle of the lake.
My fingers touched the edge of the lying stone, and the heavy stone in my heart seemed to have just fallen to the ground.
~Found it!
Liu Yexun's lips couldn't help but curl up with a smile of happiness, and it's still there! He used a little force on his hands, but he didn't move the heavy weight in the water. The water was slippery, there was light rain on the lake, and the rocks were lying on it.
It was so huge that it was pressing down on the drain outlet. With Liu Yexun's spare strength, he fiddled with it for a while, but he couldn't find a more ideal point to exert force.
For a moment, there were traces of water on my forehead, and I couldn't tell whether it was lake water, rain, or sweat.
"Mr. Liu... I'm going to call someone." The deacon suggested after seeing the situation in front of him clearly, and turned around to leave, but was stopped by Liu Yexun. The deacon frowned secretly, Mr. Liu was already in his 50s, and he was like this
How much can your body withstand being immersed in the lake in such weather? I thought to myself that I was about to take off my clothes and go into the water, but Liu Yexun shouted to stop me. Not only did he refuse the help of the deacon to go into the water, but even the salvage workers on the side were shouted at by Liu Yexun.
Stopped.
The sound of water ripples through the fine rain silk, time and time again, like lingering memories in my heart slowly blurring out the ripples of water.
Youwan!
~With a roar in his heart, Liu Yexun hugged the corner of the lying stone tightly and raised the lying stone against the wall of the lake at waist level.
Why do people always understand the value of possessions when they lose something?
But after making a decisive choice, how much more can you have when you look back?
Liu Yexun, who had always been in good health, fell ill only momentarily after he came back from the pond in the old school garden. No one knew the cause of the illness. Except Geng Yuhuai who stayed in the "Gengzhai" because he needed to cultivate and talk about flowers, Kuang Lie fell ill because of Dafka's injury.
He also stayed in n city, and everyone else left n city and returned to their original places after the crisis. Therefore, even fewer people knew that Liu Yexun was ill.
But Liu Yexun knew it, and You Wan knew it.
As long as it's his matter, no matter how small it is, You Wan will definitely know about it.
He was waiting for her, even if he was suffering in his heart, he just wanted to wait for her; even if she continued to hurt and retaliate, as long as she did not leave his world, he would accept her willingly. But it stopped! The "Assault" organization, even
The "Python Gang" stopped moving. The undercurrent of calculations and voyeurism disappeared into nothingness in an instant.
The "Dong Jing Alliance" spies in city n reported to him three times a day the whereabouts of You Wan who lived in "Mulan Villa". He clearly knew everything she did every day, but none of them were related to the "Dong Jing Alliance"
"Someone involved, connected with him. Just like when she turned around and left that day, she was so decisive as if she walked out of that door and walked out of his world.
He could salvage the lying stone that she pushed down from the pond. Could he also let her forget the past that she wanted to forget?
After being entangled for half a lifetime, loving and hating her for most of her life, did she actually stop when she said she wanted to?
Or is it because you know that what you lost is not lost, you care about your son in your heart, and let go of the grudges between him and her?
The slight cold, amidst the tangle of thoughts, became a lingering depression in my heart.
He knows that if he wants to let go of this life, he can no longer do it. But You Wan, if I take another step forward, can you give me another chance?
In the early morning, the fog in the middle of the mountain slowly faded away in the morning light.
Liu Yexun dragged his body with a low fever and walked slowly towards the "Mulan Villa". Today, he did not bring the butler and driver, and went up the road alone. The clear dew was still shining among the dark green leaves, and the crystal light did not know where it was. How much hope does the guild have standing in front of it, waiting eagerly?
As he walked in the car, the closer he got to the white fence, the more timid he felt. But as if pulling him from somewhere, Liu Yexun still stepped forward step by step, looking forward to it.
Finally, he walked outside the fence. Inside the fence were evergreen vines, and in the corner were bright yellow and white daisies. He had always known that she lived here, but in the past two months, he had not had the courage to really get close. Until that day in the light rain. After finding the lying stone, I had the courage to give myself a reason to get closer.
Youwan!
That night you left, but I failed you. Today I am here, I just hope that everything can be done in time.
He raised his hand and rang the doorbell. Not long after, someone answered the door.
There was no questioning, no obstruction, the fence was opened, and the person who answered the door respectfully gave way to the road ahead.
"Mrs. Wan is waiting for you."
She turned around lightly and led the way. Liu Yexun followed closely. She knew he was coming, and she took the initiative to meet him without any embarrassment. Does that mean that she is also waiting for him? Does it mean that there is still hope for everything?
My heart was filled with joy, and my steps were no longer as heavy and hesitant as when I went up the mountain. It felt like I had lost a lot of years, and I secretly blamed myself for why I had hesitated for so long, when I should have come earlier.
As the maid entered the living room door, walked through the corridor, and stepped into the inner room, she discovered that there was a small door in the inner room, which led directly to the backyard of the house. The maid stopped at the door, turned slightly sideways, and signaled Liu Yexun to enter alone.
Nodding to the waitress, Liu Yexun pushed the door open and entered.
The black thin blouse and long skirt reached to the heels, and her straight long hair was elegantly tied with a slender ribbon. She turned her back to him, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she did not look back. She continued to change the basin in her hands.
She knew that he was sick, so she silently planted a garden of daisies for him, hoping that the legend she heard could share his pain. But how should she face others when they were really close at hand?
She once teased and forcibly kissed him, she once sneered and plotted against him, but she could no longer find the courage and method to face him when she let go of love and resentment.
Put it down or lift it up?
Holding hands or missing?
Maybe she needs more time to think.
"Liu Yexun." She turned her back to him, without looking back or turning around: "At this time next year, I hope I can give you the answer you want."