When we arrived at the second lady's residence, she looked at me calmly. I asked her straight to the point why she wanted to leave, "The worldly atmosphere here is too heavy, and it is impossible to achieve enlightenment here." She said lightly, with a somewhat thin body,
It can be seen from the clear outline that she was a beauty when she was young.
"Correction Fruit, do you think people can really cultivate it and become gods and immortals?" I looked at her angrily. Zhongjie has lived in a world without maternal love for her since she was a child. She still wants to cultivate it. It's really a big deal.
joke.
"That's why I want to go to the Jingchen Temple." "Do you think it's enough for you to abandon Zhongjie here and go to the Jingchen Temple? Can you tolerate it in your conscience? He has been with you since he was a child because you didn't love him.
He is a well-behaved and sensible person. I hope you can come back to him one day. Now that he knows you are leaving and how sad you are crying, do you really not know this?" Seeing her look like she can throw away anything.
The way she looked, I really wanted to beat her up.
"Yes, I am not qualified to be his mother at all. If I had gone with my cousin, I wouldn't have to live so hard and tired now." The second lady looked away, and she seemed to have her own difficulties.
, also has an unspeakable secret.
"What is going on? Your cousin is..." I looked at her with confusion on my face. It seemed that the second lady did this for a reason.
"I have never told anyone about this matter for eighteen years. I have always regarded it as my own sin. I burn incense and worship Buddha here to wash away the mistakes I have committed. I will tell you about it today!" 2
The lady called me into the inner room.
He slowly said: "Actually, when I was working in the Yin family, I had already made a private life-long marriage with my cousin. My cousin was a medical student. Unfortunately, he fell into a valley and died when he went to the mountain to collect medicine. My mother was ill for a long time.
In bed, my cousin was basically taking care of her. After my cousin died, my mother's condition worsened, and I found out that I was pregnant with my cousin's child." The second lady's face was full of sadness and pain.
I had no words to comfort her, I just held her hand.
"My cousin's departure made my sky feel like it collapsed. I really wanted to leave with him at that time, but I saw my mother sleeping on the bed, skin and bones tortured by the disease. She was also pregnant with my cousin and
The crystallization of my love was the only treasure he left to me. Thinking of this, I hesitated again. With the heavy daily medical expenses and the need to give my mother some nutritional supplements, my meager salary was simply not enough.
And I don’t dare to let the masters know about everything in my family, because if you get pregnant out of wedlock, you will be burned at the stake here.”
"I lived a life of panic all day long. That day my master was drunk outside. My eldest sister's room was locked, so I helped him to the study. Looking at him sleeping soundly, I suddenly felt helpless.
Then she took off her clothes and slept on his bed." When the second lady said this, the expression on her face was one of contempt and hatred for herself.
"The next day, when the master got up, I cried and told him. He was drunk last night, so...the master is a very good person. Not only did he doubt what I said, he also took all the faults on himself.
. He also claimed that he took me as his second wife because of my beauty and intelligence. Not only did he treat me very well, he also hired the best doctors to treat my mother. My mother died six months later. The better he treats me.
, I couldn't let it go anymore, and then I gave birth to Zhongjie. Although he looked nothing like my father, my father never said anything. Zhongjie was almost carved out of the same mold as my cousin. Every time
As soon as I saw him, I felt longing for my cousin and felt guilty for the master."
"That's why you deliberately alienated Zhongjie and spent more than ten years burning incense and worshiping Buddha here to wash away the mistakes you made. Why don't you go and make it clear to me!" I said the following for her.
, I was also very angry for her doing this.
"Because I'm afraid that if I tell the master, the master's reputation over the years and the rest of Zhongjie's life will be disgraceful. If he knows that his mother is such a person, he will definitely be very angry.
Sad and disappointed." Look at these ancient people who can't always be with the people they like. They also have to avoid other people's gossip. It's really pitiful.
"But if you do this, it's too unfair to Zhongjie!" I shouted angrily, does this kind of person deserve my sympathy and pity for her?
"People always have to go through some hardships. I hope you don't tell him, okay? Here I can't forget what happened back then, and I can't redeem the mistakes I made back then, so I have to leave here. Go to a place where I can
A place of atonement." The second lady glanced at me, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye, which she quickly wiped away.
"I hope you will take more care of Zhongjie in the future. He is indeed pitiful, but he is also lucky because there are so many people around him who care and take care of him." The second lady glanced at me, said nothing, and ignored me.
He picked up the wooden fish stick on the side and started knocking it.