After discovering some clues to the truth that day, Bai Yuxin became more and more silent.
The days passed by like running water. Loneliness has become a normal life for Bai Yuxin. She allowed more time to enrich her studies.
Bingbing Che is still busy with the company and other things, and returns to the villa almost once a week.
Every time he comes back, he is always like a tired traveler who has found a home to stay in, a source of thirst-quenching, and is deeply entangled with her.
But even so, in the past four years, he has always taken the initiative to take protective measures very well. Every time this happens, Bai Yuxin always thinks with extreme sadness that he does not want her to be pregnant with his child! He thinks she does not deserve to have his child!
Such thoughts almost made Bai Yuxin heartbroken to death.
She began to try to take back her love bit by bit, curling back into her own shell. Maybe... the day she breaks out of the shell again will be the time for her to leave. Before that, she needs time to recover and change back to ten.
When she was six years old, she was a brave woman who was not afraid of death, hardship or wandering before she met Bingbing Che.
If...if one day, she took the first step here, she told herself that even if all her tears were shed, she would never look back.
If she loves him, she loves him deeply. If he insists on not loving him, she will choose to leave.
In that bet, she knew that she had actually... lost...
What Bai Yuxin didn't know was that the reason why Bingbing Che took such good protective measures was actually a disguised form of protection.
I heard someone said that taking birth control pills for a long time would be very bad for a woman's health. He didn't want to make fun of her body.
In addition, it was because she was too young at first. When I met and had her...she was only sixteen! But later, after getting engaged to Nangong Ying, although I selfishly wanted to keep her, I didn't want her to get pregnant.
.Just because of that, he would have a deep sense of guilt, as if the life of a woman who was originally as pure as a piece of paper was ruined in his hands.
Bingbing Che's psychology is very strange and contradictory. He can't bear to let go, but he can't bear to destroy her. This feeling of not knowing what to do with Bai Yuxin, he has never delved into whether it is love.
In that contract and sincere bet, Bai Yuxin thought she lost, but... who lost and who won?
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The author has something to say: Xiaoyu will still be pregnant in the future, because...someone lost control. Please continue to pay attention to the reason for the loss of control. The story has officially entered the climax of the climax. Don't think that I am describing in a leaping way, it is all at once
Four years later, I will review the key points of these four years through the description of future characters' dialogues and psychological activities at a bright pace.
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