Nangong Ying felt slightly uneasy when he thought of Bingbing Che's persistence and perseverance, as well as his evil attitude as if he had changed into a different person. He seemed to have a premonition that before long, Xiao Yu was actually not on Beihai Island, but on his place. The news can no longer be concealed.
It turns out that Bingbing Che has been paying attention to the bone marrow extraction information of various major hospitals. He has been quietly paying attention to Xiaoyu's condition. He has also... put on a show for the world to see, watching him linger among the flowers.
Looking at Xiao Yu's sleepy thin face again, Nangong Ying sighed slightly. This time, he didn't want to let go.
Putting his hand under the quilt, he held her hand, uh... didn't Professor Lu say that she had a fever after chemotherapy? Why were her palms so cold?
Unable to bear it and feeling distressed, he picked her up and held her in his arms again...
Overflowing worries flowed in his mind, and his heart was in doubt. She, ah, she, with her, he didn't want anything.
"Idiot, you always make yourself so miserable and hurt, don't even think about me letting you go." He whispered in her ear.
Bai Yuxin woke up, opened her sleepy eyes, looked at Nangong Ying vaguely, and murmured: "...Ying?" Just now...just now she thought...that such a warm embrace came from...Che. Glacier Che. The man who loved her to the core.
The instant loss in her eyes hurt Nangong Ying's heart. Without asking, he knew who she was thinking of just now.
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The days passed by like water.
One month passed in the blink of an eye, and the hopes of Nangong Ying and Professor Lu were frustrated time and time again.
They could not find a suitable donor, and the continuous chemotherapy had reduced Bai Yuxin's resistance to a minimum. She no longer had the strength to hold her child.
Often, her fever would not subside, she would vomit, and her arms would be covered with bruises and purple drug residues. Several times, the pain would make her want to give up her life first, but it was Nangong Ying's persistence that kept her going.
Her physical strength is very poor, and she knows that her chances of survival are slim. If she wakes up by chance this time, she may not be so lucky next time. In fact, she doesn't care anymore. She has been mentally prepared for a long time. It's just... just before she died. How much she wanted to see someone in City A; but...it was just that she couldn't bear to watch the movie and feel sad...
Shadow, I am really sad that her condition has worsened. Such a gentle man has become irritable, nervous, extremely restless, hesitant and melancholy, especially in the past few days, because Xiaoyu's average sleep time has exceeded the entire day. Three-quarters of the way, he was going crazy!
He stared at his phone for a long time, looking at the phone number of Bingbing Che that he pulled up on the screen of the phone.
After all...should I let him know and let him come?!
Ah! It's really... going crazy! A moment ago he said he would never let her go, but at this moment he wants to notify his biggest love rival to come! He is really... in so much pain!
Holding the phone tightly in her hand until her palms became sweaty, Nangong Ying desperately dialed the number...
He wanted to be selfish, but...but...
He really can't be completely selfish, especially when facing her life and death. If...if...in a few days, ten days and a half, no bone marrow can be found, will it...she will leave this world? ?Leave everyone…
If it is really impossible to keep her, at least let her go without any regrets. As for whether Bingbing Che will be more painful after she leaves, these... he really can't care about. He only knows that for two people who love each other, To me, insisting on concealing and separating is the cruelest thing.
Nangong Ying knew that at the moment he made the phone call, he had already lost, so completely that he never had any chance. Perhaps, he had never won before.
It doesn't matter, nothing matters, as long as...she is happy.
It turns out that in this world, there are still people who can love someone to this extent. Nangong Ying laughed at himself.
After a low and cold "Hello" came from the other end of the phone, Nangong Ying started to speak. He didn't have much description, he just said straight to the point: "Xiaoyu is in my villa in Singapore. She... is about to die..."
"...You, what did you say?!" Thunderous surprise and roars rang out, which hurt Nangong Ying's eardrums. You could hear how out-of-control and anxious Bingbing Che was over there.
Enough, really, this is enough. As long as they love each other deeply, it will be complete. He... quit!
Nangong Ying said to him weakly: "...Please put everything aside first and come over to see her one last time. Maybe... it really is the last time."
"Beep!" sounded, and the phone on the other end was hung up instantly. Nangong Ying seemed to be able to imagine Bingbing Che rushing to book tickets.
Che...will be here soon.
Then, let him cherish every minute and every second with Xiaoyu from now on.
That day, because Xiaoyu didn't have much strength, he ignored her objection and insisted on picking her up, acting as her footsteps. He walked around with her in his arms, looking around, chattering endlessly, even though he never mentioned her illness.
I didn't mention the news that maybe Glacier Che would come over in the evening.
Yes, with that person's speed of movement and concern for Xiaoyu, I'm afraid he will really come here tonight.
In the afternoon, he sat under the tree, sleeping very restlessly with Xiao Yu in his arms.
Had another nightmare?
She has been having nightmares recently. When she wakes up and asks her what she is dreaming about, she always shakes her head.
Shaking his head and shaking his head calmly, he was also filled with anger, but he couldn't bear to get angry at her.
"Xiaoyu, wake up." He pushed her, trying to wake her up.
Suddenly, she opened her eyes and found that she could still see, and breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, she was still there and did not die immediately.
"Tell me, what did you dream about?" Nangong Ying's handsome eyebrows were knotted between his forehead. He couldn't stand it anymore, couldn't stand her not saying anything, "Don't shake your head, don't say no, this time, I will definitely
You need to know what you dream about." He said firmly.
"It's just a dream..." Why would she scare him with a dream?
"Even if it's just a dream, I still want to know the content." He rarely became stubborn, because... after Che came, it wouldn't be his turn to greet her with concern.
She sighed and touched his face. The shadow that loved and cared for her made her full of guilt. She could clearly feel that her life was rapidly draining away. If she could not find the bone marrow, she would be dead.
, just recently, she would not survive this month at most. Thinking like this, there was a burst of sadness in her heart. She looked at him steadily and said sadly: "I dreamed... you and him were crying. He didn't
He knows about me, so...he won't cry. But Ying is a man who stands upright, so when the day comes, don't cry, okay?"
Nangong Ying frowned, looked at the weak and sad woman in his arms, and retorted stubbornly: "There is no need to worry about this problem, because... you will not leave."
After saying that, he leaned over and pressed a soft kiss on her forehead. It was not a kiss, but his heart. He wanted her to feel his vitality and to understand deeply that his life was because of hers.
Existence has meaning.
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