Extra: Nangongying's positive confession to Xiaolongnv!
In the struggle of life, dance in the name of love;
In the twists and turns of separation, loneliness in the name of love;
In the silence of death, falling in the name of love;
In other gentleness, sinking in the name of love;
How much I love you, only I know...
Yun Ling, I can survive, which is a miracle in itself. Love is romantic, but marriage needs a steady stream of water. True love can withstand the ordinary passage of time. Therefore, I sincerely hope that when I turn gray,
You can still stay with me, hold hands with me for a quiet walk at dusk, and watch the sunset together.
——Nangong Ying
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This day is the fourth wedding anniversary of Nangong Ying and Long Yunling.
The genius baby Nangong Mingyu was picked up by the considerate Bai Yuxin to play with. In fact, he did not want to disturb their world.
candlelight dinner.
Scattered warm candlelight reflected on Long Yunling's face. In the past four years, her hair has grown longer, she has cultivated her moral character, raised her husband and raised her children, and has completely become a family woman. She no longer has the cold temperament that a gangster killer should have.
, this looks more gentle and pleasant.
Nangong Ying looked at her with a smile on his face, a look of warmth and contentment on his face.
Long Yunling also smiled and sighed: "Ying, four years have passed in a flash."
"...Yes, four years have passed." He lowered his head and took a sip of red wine gracefully.
Long Yunling looked at such a husband and felt such plain and stable happiness. Yes, her husband had never been a talkative person. Recalling the rough relationship of more than two years and the four years of marriage, he
She always said very little, but had many details done for her in advance.
There were a lot of misunderstandings and heartaches in the past, but now that I have figured it out, it would be a lie to say that I am not touched.
Nangong Ying is the kind of man who is the most calm and makes her feel at ease. He always gives silently without thinking of anything in return. He seems to be a man who will never change his heart after one glance.
"Ying, today is a very special day. It turns out that we have been together for such a long time." Long Yunling said casually.
Nangong Ying raised his head and looked at his wife. The brows on his handsome face wrinkled slightly: "Soon, it's never long enough."
——Yes, his memory seems to still stay in yesterday. It stays at the moment when life and death must be separated.
Oh, looking at him like this, Long Yunling suddenly had the desire to tease him into talking more. Even though Ying still didn't say much, she still wanted to clear up the doubts from back then, or express some regrets. Then, by
She speaks, and he answers.
The answer does not have to be long, but she will definitely feel warmer. Four years later, she has not forgotten everything he did for her when he was seriously ill. And he has always felt that doing all this is natural and does not want to say more.
One word.
Today is our wedding anniversary four years later. Maybe it’s time to take a good look back.
She blinked her big and smart eyes, pursed her lips, and pretended to sigh and said: "Why isn't it long enough? I feel like time flies so fast, it's already been four years. Look,
Now I am so familiar with the big city of City A that I will never get lost again. But before, I was considered a road blind."
———— Speaking of this, she looked at her husband tenderly and said softly: "Ying, I will never forget that when I was carrying photographic equipment to interview you, I lost my way.
In addition, I had a cold, squatting on the side of the road, frozen and stiff, and it was you who found me. I still remember that the sun was so bright and dazzling that day, shining on your face, haha, shadow, your eyelashes are very long,
The eyes at that time were still as bright as now, uh... you pulled me up from the ground, hugged me so tightly, and you said to me, Yun Ling, I finally found you... Ying, these,
do you remember?"
Nangong Ying's warm and watery eyes revealed a layer of deep and strong emotions. His thoughts seemed to have wandered back to that year, and he no longer remained silent. He said seriously: "I remember. Of course I remember. That day, I remember
You smiled in my arms. When I said this sentence that I finally found you, I don’t know if it was because you had a cold that day. You were a little stunned and in a trance. Then
He also said to me, Nangong Ying, Nangong Ying, you finally found me!"
Yes, at that time, that day, she called him several times, and she was so excited. People who are sick are always so fragile, and he almost cried when he saw her that day.
Yes, at that time, that day, he promised so: You are here, and I will always find you wherever you are.
"Oh, by the way, Ying, there was a call from the UK a few days ago, and Chen Kexin said she was pregnant! Alas, after so many years, she and Ye Qianyi have finally achieved success. This journey has been very unpleasant.
It's easy. She also said that if we have time, we can go to the wishing flower tree in Singapore to pray for her family!" Long Yunling said happily.
"That wishing flower tree must have grown very tall again. Okay, let's go and see it another day." Nangong Ying looked out the window, his eyes a little blurry.
"I heard Chen Kexin say that you spent a lot of effort to get that real estate back then. In addition to losing everything, you also wrote some very touching words on a document that I haven't seen. Ying, you...can now
Tell me? I have always been curious about this matter." Long Yunling's heartbeat began to speed up. Even she didn't know why she was still looking forward to... the love he said personally after so many years.
Nangong Ying looked at her very intently for a long time, nodded, and said, "Okay, since you want to hear it, I'll talk about it today." Today is such a special day, so I should say something that I am not used to saying.
It doesn't matter.
Thinking like this, Nangong Ying stood up and walked to the bedroom: "Yun Ling, wait a minute. I seem to still have that document. I'll show it to you." After all, he was not a hypocritical person after all.
I can't express it in words, but I'd better show it to him in person because of such strong love.
After a while, Long Yunling held the two pieces of paper handed over by Nangong Ying in her hand. She closed her eyes and felt so at ease. She was so glad that she met him in such a beautiful time and persisted.
Fortunately, I have come to love him wholeheartedly over the years and did not choose to let him go and go with someone else at that critical moment.
Because, after four years, the paper still clearly and profoundly wrote this paragraph, a paragraph of Nangong Ying's deepest wish that he once wanted to bury under the wishing flower tree after it grew again:
May heaven bless you, may the gods protect you,
Even if I am no longer here, I will spare her pain in this life.
Save her from disaster, save her from pain, save her from shock, save her from disturbance,
In this life, even if I am gone, please find someone,
Find someone like Ye Qianyi who you can entrust and trust,
Treasure her well on my behalf and make her happy for the rest of her life...
——— What confession could be more sacrificial and touching than this?
Long Yunling held the two slightly yellowed papers tightly in his hands, and asked Nangong Ying with tears in his eyes: "During that time, when you wanted to push me away, how did you survive alone?
What? You refused to accept any chemotherapy, and you watched me and Qianyi together, how did you survive?"
—— A long time passed, but she still asked him the words that hurt him the most at that time.
Nangong Ying recalled it, suddenly smiled, and said softly: "In order to repay his kindness, Chen Kexin took care of me in the hospital every day. Yun Ling, do you know? During that period of illness, I still insisted on waking up at the dawn every day.
, I rely on my willpower to wake up. Because I remember you said that the rising sun can bring hope, and you are looking forward to miracles, so I force myself to wake up early in the morning every day, and then I say to myself, I still have hope.
."
Long Yunling couldn't help but ran over and threw herself into his arms. She put her arms around his waist and asked sadly: "Then how did you successfully buy that commercial building in Singapore? I heard that others
You don’t plan to sell it at all, it’s a newly built business district, how much money and words do you have to spend to convince them?”
"Oh, I remember that Chen Kexin was very angry with me that day, because at that time my health had deteriorated and I couldn't drink at all, but... you know, to successfully win a prime location, you need no social skills.
No. So... let’s not talk anymore, it’s all over. I also like the wishing flower tree very much. I’m very happy to buy it for you.” Even at that time, he felt that he could buy the piece of land as a gift.
She has already died without regrets.
"So... Ying, I heard from Chen Kexin that you had already pushed me to Qianyi at that time, but you still went with her to look for me in my apartment that had been abandoned?" She couldn't help it.
Imagine the complicated emotions he had when he went to find her.
Nangong Ying took a deep breath and hugged Long Yunling a little tighter. He really talked a lot today, so he didn't care to say one or two more words. So, he told her: "It's the time for land purchase negotiations.
I was so drunk that I refused to go back to the hospital with Chen Kexin, so I couldn't help but go to your apartment to look for you. I sat down in front of your apartment in a daze, and waited for a long time when you didn't come back, and then I listened to you.
The neighbor said...you have moved away."
——— When Long Yunling heard what he said, her heart suddenly hurt. Because she knew that Nangong Ying was a very restrained person and would not drink randomly. He must have been very depressed at that time, and he must have drank a lot.
There are many bars, drinking so much wine with such a body, what a sad and desperate thing to do. He went to her drunkenly, and knowing that she had moved away, he must have guessed that she had moved to Ye Qianyi's place, because
After all, Lu Henhen and Xiao Yu are already married, so it is inconvenient to disturb them.
If he had guessed that she went to live at Ye Qianyi's house, he would have been so... heartbroken but unable to do anything about it. He wanted her to be happy, he wanted to give her happiness, but his body at that time did not allow him
He gave no promise, so he could only watch step by step as she followed his plan and walked into the arms of another person...
Thinking of this, Long Yunling couldn't help but raised her head into Nangong Ying's arms, and kissed his lips deeply: "...Ying...I, love you..."
"Fool, I love you too, love... our child, we... want to be together forever..."
The long and lingering kiss spread like this in the warm and ambiguous candlelight...
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This chapter is specially added because some attentive readers feel sorry for it. I hope it will satisfy everyone. Next, I will write an extra story about Lu Renhen running away from home and being brought back by Leng Shao. It is heartwarming, funny, and genius.
The babies are also appearing one after another. I have been working hard on the writing journey, thank you for your support. Thank you Feiyu Lingling and 1999032811 friends for the big red envelopes.