Out on the street, Gardenia went into the drugstore and bought some medicine. She held it in her trembling hands and walked on the street with a dazed expression. She had just made up her mind and felt nothing strange in her heart. But when she got the medicine, she realized that her heart was a little bit different.
It hurt so much that I couldn't help but burst into tears in my eyes. How could it not be heartbreaking to take away my own child? What's more, I did it myself and gave him the starting point of life, but then I wanted to wipe him out, but the child was indeed
You can't stay. Now the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. If you don't want to blame your mother for being cruel, just blame the heaven for playing tricks on you.
Gardenia was feeling sad, her medicine bag wet with tears, so she didn't hear anyone calling her, until the wall of people blocked her, and she bumped into it.
"Brother Feng." Feng Qing, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, appeared in front of him. He looked at him complicatedly and said, "Zhi Niang, why are you crying? What happened?"
Gardenia felt guilty for a while, and she looked unusually panicked. At this time, she really didn't know what to do. She tightened the medicine package in her hand and covered it behind her back as if nothing had happened, saying, "No...no...nothing."
He said nothing, but the constant tears in his eyes betrayed him. Feng Qing took the medicine package, opened it, took a look, smelled it, and said in surprise: "Gardenia, you..."
Gardenia lowered her eyes and said nothing, Fengqing pulled her and said, "Follow me."
Pulled by Feng Qing, Gardenia followed. In this side of the city, now that we have left the City Lord's Mansion, we really have nowhere to go. We crossed the opposite street and arrived in front of a carriage. Feng Qing said, "Get in the car."
Gardenia hesitated for a moment before getting in the car.
The carriage is walking, but I don’t know where I’m going? Gardenia doesn’t want to ask, haha, where are I going?
Just looking at Feng Qing's worried and serious face, Gardenia felt a little embarrassed and said: "Brother Feng, I..."
Feng Qing knew that she must be suffering in her heart. This woman of few words had already occupied half of her heart, "Gardenia, it's okay. Since it was you who made the decision, I will definitely be by your side to protect you."
He was moved to tears and asked himself when he became so vulnerable. "Brother Feng, I didn't sleep all night last night and I'm a little sleepy."
Feng Qing hugged her and leaned in his arms and said: "Go to sleep, go to sleep, I will call you when the car stops."
"Yeah." She closed her eyes without any thoughts, just thinking about sleeping...
I gently teased her hair and smelled the unique medicinal fragrance on her body, and my heart suddenly became quiet. When I learned that she had become Ling Jiyun's woman, I felt so unwilling that I didn't even know it. I just felt
During that time, I didn't look like myself at all. As much as I was angry with her, I had as many reasons to excuse her. I thought that if I saw her less or not seeing her, the thoughts in my heart would stop. Unexpectedly, I controlled my heart, but I couldn't restrain my desire.
Seeing her pace, Ling Jiyun didn't say anything, so she was free, and he still had a chance. After wandering around the border town for a few days, and when he was about to return to the city lord's palace, he saw her crying sadly on the street.
She, is all this God's will? Or is it predestined?
When I opened my eyes, I found myself lying on the bed. I straightened up and looked around. The room was simple but elegant. On the table not far away, a candle was emitting a warm light. In this boundless blackness was
So shiny.
A fifteen or sixteen-year-old woman dressed like a schoolboy came in, saw Gardenia sitting on the bed, and said with a smile: "Girl, you can really sleep, it's already dark."
"Lan Yi, don't be rude." Feng Qing's voice came from outside the house.
Lan Yi stuck out his tongue playfully and said, "Yes."
Feng Qing walked in and asked with concern: "How are you, have you slept enough?"
Gardenia smiled faintly and said, "Well, Brother Feng, where are you?"
Feng Qing pretended to be mysterious and said: "This is my secret home, by the Wangyue River."
Gardenia murmured the words "Wangyue Creekside", and Fengqing asked with some confusion: "What's wrong?"
"It's okay, I just think the name sounds nice." After finishing speaking, Lan Yi handed over a glass of water and said, "Girl, please have some tea."
"Thank you." Gardenia thanked her. She was really thirsty and drank all the glass.
Lan Yi took the cup and said, "Sir, I'm going to see if Zi Yi's rice is ready."
"Okay, let's go."
Gardenia thought about the purpose of leaving the house, her eyes immediately became indifferent, and she asked: "Brother Feng, where is my medicine?"
Feng Qing was startled, stood up and walked to the front door and said: "Zhi Niang, actually you can keep the child. Although I don't understand why Jiyun still has no heir, I think if I go and talk to him, he will admit it.
"
Gardenia smiled bitterly and said, "Are you saying you want me to use the child as a bargaining chip?"
"No, that's not what I meant." Feng Qing explained hurriedly.
"Brother Feng, Gardenia didn't have the destiny to enjoy wealth and honor, so why did you get this desire to cling to the dragon and the phoenix? You, like the third brother, take me too lightly." Gardenia leaned on the bed, tears still falling from her eyes.
Feng Qing walked to the bed and said, "Zhi Niang, you misunderstood, I just don't want you to suffer."
Gardenia calmed down and said, "Zhi Niang can bear no matter how much suffering she goes through, she just wants to leave the last trace of seriousness behind."
"Does Jiyun know about your pregnancy?"
Gardenia shook her head and said, "My lord, I don't know. I told him that he had some private matters to attend to and that he had to leave the house for half a month. Because Cai'er's freedom is in his hands, he knew about my relationship with Cai'er, so he agreed."
"Hmph, I didn't expect that Ling Jiyun would also have a miscalculation one day." Feng Qing said: "Zhi Niang, you can stay here these days. I will ask Ziyi to cook the medicine and deliver it later."
"Thank you, Brother Feng." Gardenia said sincerely, and then said: "Also, please don't tell the prince about my happiness."
"Why? Don't you want him to be responsible?"
Gardenia sneered: "Responsibility? Do you think he will be responsible? I never expected him to admit anything. Our meeting itself was a mistake. Telling him now will only make me feel more embarrassed. Why bother?"
He held her in his arms and felt Gardenia's sadness at this moment.
The moon rises coldly in the sky, but fortunately there are stars as companions, so I feel less lonely and lonely.
"Ah——." Waves of heart-wrenching screams came from the room, breaking the usual tranquility along the Wangyue River. Feng Qing sat uneasily in the yard, her palms covered with cold sweat.
Gardenia clutched the sheets in pain, her milky white clothes soaked with sweat. Lan Yi wiped her sweat and comforted her softly, but what was the use? Only she knew that a soul was peeling off itself bit by bit.
His pain is his reluctance to abandon the world, his revenge for abandoning him, and his own pain is the abandonment and betrayal after giving. The pain is natural.
The trickling stream flows, calming and tranquilizing as one's heart agitates, and irritating as one's heart surges.