Zhan Shaoqing looked into Lian Hua's eyes and said lovingly: "I never knew you had such a knot in your heart..."
"I don't have any knots in my heart. What knots do I have?" Lian Hua denied, "If you think these thoughts of mine are because of some shadow left in my heart, then you are wrong. This is just my attitude towards life.
, I think this kind of future is very good, you don’t need to use your standards to measure me!”
"Okay, I was wrong." Zhan Shaoqing obeyed her tolerantly. He knew that Lian Hua did have shadows from the past in her heart, but she did not admit it or agree with it. Now, what he has to do is to use
Let her feelings melt her coldness and heal her scars, instead of arguing over this issue.
Zhan Shaoqing continued: "Your life is naturally arranged perfectly and satisfactorily by you. I will not control you how you like to live. However, you are willing to infect Xiaobai with this attitude towards life, so that he can
Will the future life be so lonely and helpless..."
"Xiaobai, what does this have to do with Xiaobai?" Lian Hua frowned, "He has been taught carefully by me since he was a child. My love for Xiaobai will never change. He will definitely grow up safe, healthy and happy. Why do you
Said he would feel lonely!"
"Let me ask you, besides being sincerely attached to you, who else has Xiaobai opened his heart to?" Zhan Shaoqing guided Lian Hua in a persuasive way, "It's not right or wrong, he only likes everyone superficially, even if
For me and my father, he didn’t take us into his heart.”
Zhan Shaoqing sighed and deeply analyzed the similarities between his son and Lian Hua: "Xiaobai's rejection of me is not actually rejecting daddy's love. What he is afraid of is that I love you and that I will pursue you and rob you. He asked
Monopolizing the only mommy, isn’t it?
Afraid of being abandoned and neglected by you, afraid of losing you completely? Lian Hua, you don’t know that our son is just like you, he never loves others and never dares to love others. If he has always been like this, when we grow old, he will
Isn’t it a lonely life..."
Zhan Shaoqing became sentimental as he spoke. He used Xiaobai's incident as a starting point at first, and just followed Lian Hua's weakness and tried to persuade her by taking advantage of Xiaobai's weakness. But in the end, he thought that if that day
When it really comes, Xiaobai will have no one to love in the whole world, and he will feel so alone and lonely.
As a father, he couldn't help but feel sorry for Xiaobai.
"..." Lian Hua was silent. No one had ever told her that her Xiaobai would become as obsessed with her as he is now, and would be unfaithful to any man who came close to her. It was because of her influence.
Because Xiaobai doesn't know how to love others.
If you think about it carefully, Xiaobai is indifferent to everyone. Except for his favorite business of design and investment, Xiaobai has flaws in emotions and friendships.
He did not enjoy his childhood like a normal child. He did not like to play with children of the same age. He never had a friend to play wildly with and make trouble with. He also did not hide his coquettishness and cuteness to anyone like he did to her.
This was true for those uncles and aunts in the past, and it was also true for Zhan Shaoqing, the father, and Mr. Zhan, the grandfather. Xiaobai looked lively and cute and was easy to get along with, but it was never easy to be sincere.
Lian Hua always thought that her son's arrogant words and deeds were just because he was not sensible yet. She and her son had been dependent on each other since childhood, and their relationship was beyond the ordinary affection between mother and child. It was normal for Xiaobai to cling to her and love her, but his resistance and struggle with other men
, maybe it’s just a kid’s prank.
Four-year-old Xiaobai is too young. She has never felt that her son has been infected with this attitude towards life. Could it be that Xiaobai is only four years old and will really be incapable of love in the rest of his life and will really be unable to learn to love someone?
?......
Zhan Shaoqing looked at Lian Hua's pale face and comforted her gently: "Don't worry, I just said that if Xiaobai can't accept others for a long time, there will be such consequences... He is still young, his
Life has just begun, don’t worry, we will definitely not let him become like this!"
"What should I do? What should I do?" Lian Hua looked at Zhan Shaoqing for help and asked helplessly.
"Don't you think that Xiaobai lacks a complete family - he has you, the most perfect mother, but he lacks a majestic and intimidating father, and a doting and kind grandfather? I want him to never have a complete family.
With the beginning of family love, a complete family will make him face his emotions and let him know that there will be so many people in his life who need him to love..." Zhan Shaoqing whispered in Lian Hua's ears like a hypnosis, with a low magnetic voice.
The thread said seductively,
"The real way for Xiaobai to learn to love is that you have to change your mind first, and you have to learn to love others..."
"For Xiaobai? Let him have a family? Let him know how to love and learn to love?" Lian Hua heard Zhan Shaoqing's words in her ears, and her mind was in a daze. She just repeated this sentence conditionally.
, said slowly.
"Yes, so why don't you give it a try, try loving me..." Zhan Shaoqing pressed Lian Hua's forehead, looked into the depths of her soul with his expressive eyes, and said slowly, "Lian Hua,
You must learn to love people now, starting from loving me... You must show Xiaobai how to open your heart. You must fall in love with me first, and then our son will learn to love his daddy——"
"I..." Lian Hua closed her eyes slightly, and the fierce thoughts in her heart kept colliding and fighting. She could do anything for her son, and she could give up any persistence, but Zhan Shaoqing said such words and asked her to love
Alone, she tried to accept his pursuit. She couldn't tell whether she was swayed by the highly persuasive words or manipulated by the sense of resistance rising in her heart...
Her body stiffened and she kept fighting, wavering between agreeing and disagreeing.
After a long time, she opened her eyes and said like a vow, "I promise you, I will try hard -"
After making this decision, Lian Hua's body suddenly collapsed as if after a long period of exhaustion.
She leaned softly on Zhan Shaoqing's chest and whispered: "I know, I don't hate you. If you were ranked among the men in the world, you might be ranked first among them all. Maybe it's because
Five years ago, I chose you among the crowd. I was attracted by your appearance and temperament, and I still can't be immune to it until now; or maybe it's because you are Xiaobai's daddy, and we have Xiaobai as our father.
Tie, you are the most unique person to me. But no matter what, I will try it for Xiaobai so that he will no longer only guard the world between me and him, so I am willing to step out first,
Try to love someone. And if I have to fall in love with someone, you are indeed the most likely...I will not run away again, but if there is still no way out in the end, don't blame me——"
"Although I only heard one sentence from you, I am really happy -" Mr. Zhan tilted his lips with a bright smile, "Believe me, you will definitely fall in love with me, as long as you don't run away,
Your heart will tell you the right choice, and you will definitely give your heart completely..."
As he spoke, his lips wanted to fall again, wanting to exchange a kiss of love with Lian Hua. At this moment, when Lian Hua was finally willing to face his feelings, nothing could represent his excitement and joy except for the kiss.
Already.
"Ah -" Lian Hua blocked his lips with the palm of his left hand and cursed with a red face, "I haven't finished speaking yet, don't move your hands or feet!"
Lian Hua pushed Zhan Shaoqing's head firmly, not allowing him to come near.
Lian Hua was definitely not a shy person. Once she made up her mind, a faint smile returned to her face. She looked at Zhan Shaoqing and said seriously: "Since we have reached an agreement today, then we will
There should also be a detailed charter. In the future, in addition to seriously making designs for Zhan, I will also get along with you more seriously and get to know you better. I will work hard to
Try to accept you, and for Xiaobai, I hope that in this process, you will also let him accept you! My lover cannot be a person who is rejected and hated by Xiaobai. It is your responsibility to surrender to Xiaobai, even if
He will deal with you harshly, and I won't care about how he makes trouble or troubles. If you can't even pass my son's test, I don't think I have any need to love you."
Zhan Shaoqing nodded slowly. This was originally his intention. In addition to Lian Hua, he also wanted Xiao Bai. Bringing the woman and son into his arms was his ultimate pursuit.
He murmured: "As you command, my Queen..."
The lips that were blocked by Lian Hua's hand opened and closed gently, and while speaking, he pecked Lian Hua's palm into his mouth.
After leaving wet marks on Lian Hua's palm, his tongue restlessly climbed up along the lines of the palm. Gently but firmly, his thin lips covered Lian Hua's fingertips, licking and sucking.
Her green and white jade-like fingers kissed on the round and lovely nails, lingering and turning between the five jade fingers.
"Ah!" Lian Hua was startled again by his action and hurriedly took out her fingers. The ambiguous wet marks on her palms and fingertips made her blush, and she raised her hands not knowing where to put them.
She jumped up in panic, gave Zhan Shaoqing a hateful look, turned around and ran out of the room, "Then it's settled... Well, it's already late, I'm going to see Xiaobai, too.
I’m going back to sleep…”
"Lian Hua, I love you, good night!"
Looking at Lian Hua's back as he ran away, Zhan Shao tilted his lips with a smile of satisfaction. He licked the corners of his mouth. Her breath was still there, and her sweet and charming taste was swallowed into his belly forever.
stay in my heart.
Finally, his months-long pursuit achieved the first step of success.
Finally, she was ready to start loving him.
The bright future was not far away, and he had the patience to wait for Lian Hua to willingly admit that she loved him.