My name is Fei Yue because I had a crescent moon mark on my forehead when I was born.
It is said that when my father saw me, he was more excited than ever before.
Although, I never knew what he was excited about, and I had no interest in finding out.
Anyway, he is only a father in name. I have never received the so-called fatherly love from him.
Because all my father's efforts were given to the entire fox clan.
At that time, the Fox clan was not yet unified, and the various clans were fiercely fighting for territory and the position of leader.
In order to unite the forces of other clans, his father married Feng Wu, the princess of the Golden Fox clan. She is Cang Xue's mother.
My mother, who has the bloodline of the Silver Fox royal family, is an astrologer in the family. It is said that astrologers have strong spiritual powers and can observe the stars and predict fate. It takes a thousand years to see one person.
Perhaps it was for this reason that her father married her.
In fact, my mother married my father first, but Cang Xue was born ten years earlier than me.
Because, if combined with an astrologer, the astrologer's spiritual power will be weakened.
And for his father, who is determined to unify the fox clan, he needs his mother's strength.
This war lasted for fourteen years, and finally the fox clan was unified the year I was born.
Led by the Silver Fox Clan, my father, Silver Fox King Cangming, became the leader of the Fox Clan.
My mother often said that she and my father were in love, but I never saw it.
Because, after the war, her father rarely came to accompany her. Even if he came, he would only stay for a while and then leave in a hurry due to business matters.
When I was young, the most common thing I saw was the faint loneliness on my mother's face.
My mother didn't complain, she said she understood.
It’s not that my father doesn’t have love, it’s just that he has great love, and in the face of great love, he always has to sacrifice his little love.
Therefore, my mother told me that if I find someone I really want to love in the future, I must not become a king.
Because it is difficult to have both big love and small love.
I just smiled disdainfully. I had never wanted to be a king. As for someone I really wanted to love, it should be impossible for me to exist.
I learned about my father's love for my mother when my mother passed away.
Although he is a demon, his lifespan as an astrologer is never long.
Mother is no exception.
The mother's body was placed in a crystal coffin in the clan's ice cellar.
That day, my father stood in front of the coffin and watched quietly all night.
I watched indifferently and couldn't help but sneer.
It's really ridiculous to wait until someone dies and then pretend to keep vigil here.
But, unexpectedly, I saw a drop of crystal water slipping from his eyes.
...that kind of thing, I often see on my mother's face.
My mother said, these are tears, she sheds tears because she is sad.
Is he sad? That man who only sees the great cause of the Fox clan is actually sad?
My father saw me, smiled lightly, walked over and patted my shoulder gently, and said, "Feiyue, would you like to chat with me for a while?"
I didn't answer, and he just took it as my acquiescence.
This is the first time that he has said so many words to me.
He talked about his acquaintance with his mother and said many things about her.
At that time, his expression was so gentle. For a moment, I suddenly remembered that every time he came to see his mother, although he didn't stay long, his eyes were always so gentle when he looked at her.
"Feiyue, you must have been blaming me for never treating you mother and son well. All of this is indeed my fault. But this is my responsibility. As the king of a clan, I cannot evade my responsibility. Maybe you understand?" He
Say this to me.
But, so what if I don’t understand? This kind of thing will never happen to me.
Although among the royal family, I am one of the most gifted, and my strength is one of the best in the family.
It seems that my father has long been interested in passing the throne to me. I don't know why he always values me, but I am not interested.
Cang Xue, on the other hand, seemed to be unable to notice all her hard work.
For Cang Xue, I can't say I hate it, nor can I say I like it.
He is an extremely cold guy, his emotions and anger never show on his face, he is like a snowman without any emotions.
He looked at me with the same cold eyes. Although he didn't show any emotion, I thought he might hate me.
Because he and his mother never received any care from their father.
But it was my mother who my father loved, and he valued me even more.
Therefore, compared to my mother, his mother Feng Wu is more miserable.
It was a marriage without feelings, just for profit, but Feng Wu had to marry her father at the beginning.
Now, should you regret it?
That's why she named the sword "Acacia" given to her by her father, and she could only stay alone in the empty room and miss it silently.
Speaking of swords, my father once found two thousand-year-old cold iron and hot copper and made two swords, which were given to Feng Wu and her mother respectively.
The scarlet one is called "Li Ge", which is the name given by my mother.
My mother gave me the sword and said, "When you give away 'Li Ge', it means never separation. If you return it, it means goodbye. Feier, if you want to give this sword to someone, you must do it."
The choice is clear. You must remember that if there are people who can hurt others, there will also be people who can heal the scars. You will meet them in the future."
At that time, I did not understand what my mother said. Now that I think about it, I am afraid that my mother has already divined everything about today, right?
In the years after my mother died, I was alone and did not interact with anyone.
I like to go outside the palace, so that I won't see many faces in the royal family that I don't want to see.
It was also because of this that I met Liuli, the woman who almost changed my life.
That time, I just left the palace to relax in the forest, but I met a red fox caught by a hunter.
The fiery red hair is a very bright color, and it shines in the eyes, making it extremely bright.
When she saw me, her eyes, which were already ashen, immediately flashed with joy.
I know she recognized the same kind.
It was easy to save her, it was just a whim.
But if I had known that rescuing her would lead to a lot of entanglements and betrayals, I think I would have walked away indifferently.
However, if I am saved, I am saved. I never regret anything I do.
"Thank you." She transformed into a human form in front of me, a very beautiful girl, always with a light smile on her face.
She said that she wanted to take a sneak peek at the human world, so she slipped out of the Red Fox Clan, but accidentally fell into the hands of a hunter.
"My name is Liuli, what's yours?"
I ignored her and turned around to go back. I was used to being a loner and had no interest in dealing with others.
But she kept following me, looked at me and smiled slightly: "I know even if you don't tell me, you are His Highness Feiyue of the Silver Fox Clan. The crescent moon mark on your forehead has already told me."
It turns out that this mark has such convenience.
I sneered and continued to go my own way.
But she seemed to be entangled with me, and this entanglement lasted for countless years.