Manshahua is avoiding me. She is trying every possible means to get rid of me, as if I am a burden and burden that she hates. She even hates me even looking at me.
But I know that she just hates herself. From the moment she transformed, she began to hate herself extremely and hate such a fate!
She does not belong to human beings, nor does she belong to the demon clan. She is not included in heaven and earth. Such a fate makes her hateful!!
Every time I see her painful transformation, so isolated and helpless huddled under the desolate moonlight, I can't help but feel heartbroken and want to step forward and hug her, but she always abandons me decisively. Open my hand and walk away silently.
She rejected me and would rather bear it alone!
But because of this, I can't leave her alone!
For eight...eight years, I followed her and never left her for a day.
I know every subtle change in her even better than she does!
However, the clearer you know, the more heartbreaking it will be.
Until one night, under the full moon, she turned into a half-demon, and for the first time, she pulled me out from hiding and told me not to follow her anymore, and told me to go back to the Jialan tribe.
I just shook my head gently and told her: "I promised you that I would never leave you alone."
I don't ask her to return my same promise, nor do I ask her to love me. I just want to watch her, accompany her, and protect her. That's enough.
"Protect me? Can your power protect me?" The coldness of her fingertips brushed across my neck, her eyes were still cold and ruthless, and her smile was full of sarcasm.
I have to admit that her words stung my heart deeply like a sharp knife.
Indeed, I am just a human being. Even though I am extremely talented and outstanding among the Jialan tribe, in fact, I am not even as powerful as Manshahua!
Can I really protect her like this?
For the first time, I also doubted myself.
With the last glimmer of hope, I looked at her almost pleadingly: "Manshahua, don't hate me anymore. Let go of your obsession and join me. I will take good care of you for the rest of your life. Isn't that good?"
However, she was still filled with hatred and remained unmoved, coldly pushing me away again.
This time, I finally didn't have the energy to keep up with her.
I wonder, should I really give up? Is it really worth chasing something that I can never get?
However, when I heard the news that she had returned seriously injured after breaking into the Fox Clan's palace, I was immediately confused. It didn't matter whether it was worth it or not.
Sometimes, infatuation and love are so irrational and unreasonable that even if a moth flies into the flame, I still can't let go.
However, when I went to look for her again, she was already in the Dragon Clan's palace, and there was even news that she was going to marry the Dragon King, Long Qingye.
In vain, I felt a little discouraged. I don't know what kind of mood I was in when I went to see her again.
Just...wanted to confirm her decision.
Maybe, getting married is not what she wants...
"He is powerful enough...and I like him." She answered me this way.
Powerful power... This is something I can't give her. I know that she still hasn't let go of the hatred in her heart.
But, she said she liked him...
I thought that I could not care as long as she felt happy, but I couldn't deny that I was still hurt after all.
It's like taking a razor blade and cutting it into your heart until it's dripping with blood.
Then, I saw a figure not far away, with long blue hair and eyes. I thought this must be the Dragon King.
Manshahua did not notice.
I don't know what kind of emotion I was driven by in my heart, I tilted my face and smiled coldly: "Manshahua, can you let me hug you one last time?"
Manshahua just frowned slightly and did not refuse.
I hugged her gently, as if I was protecting a treasure that I valued very much, tenderly and carefully.
However, his eyes glanced at the Dragon King in the darkness intentionally or unintentionally, and smiled secretly.
I never thought that I could save anything just by doing this, but I was a little unwilling, yes, unwilling.
Therefore, it is just a provocation out of anger, which is really childish.
I left, but I didn't go far.
I hid in the dark, watching her being gently embraced by him, watching her smile and hook her arms around his neck, watching him gently carry her into the house...
That night, there was no moonlight, and on the large bed in the house, there was only her and him, who were in love with each other. I leaned outside the house, my heart getting colder by the minute, but a sad smile appeared on my lips.
I told myself that this ending is good, as long as...she feels happy, that's enough, and I...it doesn't matter.
This time, I really left.
I didn't go back to the Jialan Clan. From the moment I decided to leave, I was no longer qualified to go back.
I still wander around, but I can always hear news from her.
She got married...she and the Dragon King lived peacefully...
Until the Dragon King suddenly disappeared, she led the Dragon Clan and started a war with the Fox Clan, and finally made an appointment with the Fox King Qinglan on the top of the snow mountain.
After getting the news, I immediately rushed to the top of the snow-capped mountains, although I didn't know what I was going to do there.
When I arrived, she was fighting with Long Qingye.
I also heard about the destruction of the Dragon Clan. Manshahua... went to hell for revenge!
Long Qingye and Manshahua were at the end of their strength at this time, and all their strength was put on the last move.
However, at the last moment, before Manshahua's move touched Long Qingye, he paused slightly for some reason, because this pause revealed an empty door.
I laughed.
She really loved him, so she couldn't bear to kill him after all.
Without any thought, my body spontaneously stood in front of her. That palm hit my chest. I could feel that all the internal organs in my body were shattered into pieces. I knew that I would definitely die.
However, I have no regrets.
At least, she is still alive.
His body fell heavily to the ground, and I saw the shock and panic in Manshahua's eyes. Like a frightened child, he stood sluggishly for a long time before running towards me in a daze.
She helped me up, her face looking panicked as never before.
"Ye Xi...Ye Xi!" She kept calling my name, and warm water gently dripped on the back of my hand.
She cried...she actually cried?
But why is she crying? And why is she crying? Is it because of me?
I wanted to ask her, but I couldn't make a sound.
I wanted to reach out and touch her face, but found that I had lost all the strength to even lift my fingers.
I could feel that my consciousness was gradually blurring, and her face was gradually blurring in my sight. A deep and deep feeling of exhaustion came over me, and I could no longer resist or hold on.
That's fine, I'm finally free.
What's more, in the end, it was enough to see her crying for me...