This girl, she thinks that everything I do is just to repay her for saving her life?!
What does it mean that her death is better than my death?! If that's the case, what's the point of me working so hard to save her?!
But this girl obviously didn't understand anything and was still trying to persuade me.
"...And you have to think about it, is it worth exchanging a life of thousands or even ten thousand years like you for a life like an ant like mine..."
I have been patient, but when I heard her say these words, I finally couldn't bear it anymore!
In order to prevent myself from accidentally strangling her to death, I first tightly blocked that nagging mouth!
Nothing is worth it! I only know that her life is more important than anything else!
However, my angry venting seemed to hurt her. Seeing the tears of grievance in her eyes, all the anger was extinguished in an instant.
I helplessly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and told her: "Whether it's worth it or not, I know in my heart. It's up to me to decide what to do. All you have to do is stay there honestly."
But she said to me: "Fox, promise me, even if it's just a minute or a second longer, you will live longer than me, because I really can't bear to watch you die."
Fool! What a heartless fool!
She thinks she can't stand watching me die, but she thinks I can stand watching her die?!
If she dies, if she dies...
I don't know what will happen to me.
She said she was just a passer-by in my life who would soon be forgotten, so it didn't matter.
She said that she was different from me. She couldn't bear the loneliness and pain of losing me, but she thought I could.
She never understood it at all!
If she was just a passer-by, I would have abandoned her without hesitation as soon as my injury improved, and I would never have stayed for a moment longer!
It was also at this moment that I discovered in vain that the reason why I had stayed by her side was because, I don’t know when, she had become my only concern in this world.
Because of her, I am alive today.
So, I can’t let it go, and I can’t let it go.
So, nothing different!
So...if the day comes when there is nothing I can do, I will leave before my soul is gone and I will not let her see me die.
The so-called I will kill her first with my own hands is just a small comfort to her. How could I really do it?!
The truly important things, no matter the pain or sadness...even if you lose your life, you must protect it with both hands to the end!
However, I didn't expect Liuli to appear in front of me again.
What did she want to do when she came?
I didn't feel the slightest bit about her so-called concern, and I didn't want to say anything more to her.
But that girl couldn't help but jumped out again. It must be the first time in Liuli's life that she was scolded like this, right?
Although the expression on her face did not change much, her heart was definitely very shocked.
She has always been like this, never easily showing her true emotions in front of others, including me.
She kept talking about the past and the time I went to see her at the last temple fair. I knew that she just wanted to stimulate the girl.
And that girl is easily deceived and likes to think wildly.
I didn't want to say anything, but when Liuli said that being with that girl would cause me to lose my life, I couldn't help but get a little angry.
If that girl heard this, she might start blaming herself again and think about leaving.
Not wanting her to say anything to irritate the girl, I went into the cave alone with her.
The purpose of her coming is very simple, she just wants me to help Cang Xue quell the civil strife in the Fox clan.
I just find it a bit ridiculous. What do these things have to do with me?
What I'm more concerned about is that that girl has become the target of the entire fox clan again.
Liuli was rejected by me, but she kept mentioning that girl. Oh, did she want to persuade me to give up?
"...You must know that she is just a humble and short-lived human being. A few decades are just a snap of your fingers. Even if you are still alive, you will watch her grow old slowly and lose her youth, and you will watch her die like this.
, you can’t keep anything, even so, do you still think it’s worth it, and won’t you regret it?”
I laugh, I have nothing to regret, because it’s worth it.
Even though her life was short, even if I only spent a few decades with her, it was still worth it.
When I came out of the cave, I was really surprised and touched by what Liu Huo said.
I admit that I did not know these things about Liuli.
However, even if you know it now, nothing will change.
No matter what kind of feelings she had for me, she had her helplessness, and I also had my principles.
Perhaps, occasionally I will think of the fiery red figure that used to be around me, and think of how she took the trouble to say "I like me" over and over again.
After all, the past cannot be completely erased. People with feelings will not forget it so easily.
I don't think I've reached that level of heartlessness yet.
But, that's all.
Now, what I'm thinking about more is this silly girl in front of me who I can't let go of no matter what.
With such a depressed look on her face, she was probably starting to think wildly again.
Apart from silly, I really can't think of any other word to describe her.
Before Liuli left, she said to me: "Feiyue, you don't know, actually, I can be like you."
At that time, I didn't quite understand the meaning of her words, but at night, when I saw her being seriously injured and dying, being carried back by Liu Huo, I seemed to understand a little bit.
She said she was so seriously injured because she wanted to regain her body for me.
But, now, what's the point of her doing this?
What she wants to say is the same as me, is it okay to risk your life for the most important person in your heart?
However, she doesn't need it at all, and I don't need it either.
She asked me if I would feel a little bit sad if she died one day.
Will it? I don't know.
Because I never thought that she would die.
However, something was wrong.
Until I noticed that the flowing fire quietly exited the cave, I thought I knew what was wrong.
I sneered in my heart, she actually played such a trick. What did she want to save?
I think she should wake up.
Since she had given up at the beginning, she should not look back and try to find it again. No one would wait for her where she was, and there would be no chance to recover what was lost.
But she looked at me and smiled: "Really? But Feiyue, don't you know that when you chose to stay here, you gave up your most important thing?"
My most important thing... does she mean that girl?!
"That silly girl cares about you so much. If you don't stay by her side, she will just turn a deaf ear and she will run away to change her body... Feiyue, did you ever think of this when you stayed?
"
Yes, I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it!
How could I let that girl leave my side!
Liuli...she had planned this from the beginning!
I looked at her coldly, stepped back step by step, and raised a very stern and sarcastic smile on my lips: "Liu Huo? If we can't find her, I will let the thing you care about most be buried with her!"
A tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye, since she made this move first, let's see who is more ruthless than the other!