In the dream, there was a hazy figure in front of me in the vast white field. I wanted to catch up and see the person clearly, but every time I almost caught up, the person disappeared like a broken shadow.
before.
This dream started after I woke up one day.
When I woke up that day, Cang Xue, Liu Li and Liu Huo were all beside me. I sat up with a joking smile and said, "You guys are really leisurely. What's the point of being guarded like this?"
Are you still thinking of dragging me along to quell the civil war in the Fox clan?
Liuli looked at me with a strange look, but asked carefully and tentatively: "Feiyue, are you... okay?"
I laughed: "Shouldn't I be okay?"
"Then last night..." Her eyes flickered, but she hesitated to speak.
I frowned slightly: "Last night? What happened last night?"
A look of surprise clearly flashed across Liuli's face. She glanced at Liuhuo next to her and asked me hesitantly: "You...don't remember?"
Remember? What should I remember? What happened last night?
He frowned and thought about it carefully, but in vain he realized that he had forgotten what happened last night.
No matter how hard I try to think about it, I just can't remember it. I just vaguely feel that it is a very important thing.
But why would I forget?
"Last night Liuhuo was naughty and hurt you with medicine, so you fainted." Liuli told me.
However, how could I really believe such an obviously lame reason?
With the ability of Flowing Fire, it is impossible to design me.
But since she didn't want to say it, I didn't ask any more questions, but...what exactly did I forget? This question has always been settled in my heart and has never dissipated.
And that dream began to haunt me often.
About the civil war of the Fox clan, about the Xuanyuan brothers, about Xiao Wushang and Manshahua, about the Dragon King Long Qingye...
I remember everyone and everything, but I seem to have forgotten someone.
Among all these people, there should be an important person who connects everything, but I can't remember who it is.
Another three months have passed, and the civil war in the Fox Clan has been settled, and Cang Xue has finally become the leader of the Fox Clan.
Although I didn't like participating in this war, I still took action in the middle.
Some responsibilities should still be fulfilled.
But now that the war has been decided, I no longer have the need to stay, and plan to leave the Fox Clan Palace today.
I don't know where I'm going, I just have a vague feeling that I should be looking for something, although even I don't know exactly what I'm looking for.
On the day she left, Liuli seemed to have something she wanted to say to me, but in the end she never said anything.
Cang Xue still had the cold temperament and only said to me: "When you want to die, at least come back first, and maybe you won't want to die."
I don't know what he meant by this, but it certainly didn't sound very good to me.
Living alone is very boring. I have traveled to many places and met many people. This should not be the life I like. I have never liked walking around in the world.
However, I always felt in my heart that only among these people could I find what I was looking for.
Occasionally when a person is alone, he will habitually look around him, as if there should be someone there, but in the end there is nothing.
Such empty and confused days passed for another seven years until I met Long Qingye.
In Ye City, we met like this very occasionally.
When he saw me, a sigh flashed in his eyes, and he just smiled and said: "It seems that you are alone now."
I laugh, I have always been a person, I was before, and it is no different now.
He, on the other hand, had a little boy who was no more than six or seven years old with him. He cuddled up next to Long Qingye and called him "daddy".
I looked at Long Qingye and laughed jokingly: "When did you have a child?"
Long Qingye reached out and stroked the child's head, smiled slightly and said, "Don't you think this child looks familiar?"
I frowned slightly and looked at the child again. Although his delicate face was still very immature, his eyebrows looked exactly like the same person.
"It turns out it's him." I smiled, "You are really thoughtful and you can actually find his reincarnation."
"It wasn't intentional. It was an accident that I met him. His parents died at the hands of bandits. I just happened to pass by and saved him." He looked at the child with some pity in his eyes, "He was also suffering in the previous life.
He has lived a whole life, and since I have met him in this life, I hope that I can make him live a better life...maybe, I can still find her."
I know who he is talking about, but the world is so big and the sea of people is so vast. Isn’t it so easy to find someone? Maybe I won’t be able to see her in my lifetime.
Long Qingye smiled faintly: "We will meet... Even if it doesn't work in this life, there will be another life, and there will always be a day when we meet."
"Dad..." The child suddenly grabbed his sleeve and pointed to a corner of the street: "That girl... I like her... I loved her the first time I saw her!"
Long Qingye looked in the direction of his finger, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then he smiled gently and patted the child's head gently: "In that case, then go over and tell her."
The child's eyes immediately showed joy and he ran over happily.
Long Qingye looked at me and smiled: "Look, we just met..."
It turns out that the world is actually very small.
But, where is what I am looking for?
"Are you lonely when she's gone?" He suddenly asked lightly. I looked at him, but I saw in his eyes the unconcealable look of loneliness on my face.
But, who is she that he is talking about?
"who is she?"
He looked at me with a bit of surprise: "You...forgot her?"
"Who is she?" I asked him again, feeling a little inexplicably irritated in my heart and just wanted to know the answer.
He looked at me quietly for a long time, then sighed softly: "Luo Shui... have you really forgotten?"
Luoshui? Luoshui?!
Why is this name so familiar? Why does my heart throb uncontrollably when I hear this name?
This name is like a key, unlocking the answer I have been looking for.
Something that had been suppressed for a long time rushed to my heart uncontrollably and kept flooding into my brain, making me press my forehead tightly.
"fox……"
"fox!"
Smiling faces, crying faces, sad faces... all came up like a tide in an instant, until that peaceful smile at the end——
"I'm sorry fox... If I die, I'll be fine alone... This medicine will make you forget everything about me, so even if I die, you won't be in pain. Thank you for staying with me until now..."
I think I finally know what I was forgetting...
I actually forgot about that girl for seven whole years!
Whether it was the weakening of the medicine or the shock of her name, I still remembered it after all.
That heartless and silly girl! She thought she could make me forget it forever, but how could such a profound memory be forgotten so easily?!
However, when I remembered her, she was no longer there.
The fire of red lotus can burn even the soul, but I don't even have a chance to find her reincarnation!
I held my hands tightly, feeling like my soul was trembling.
At that moment, I hated her...I hated that she could cruelly leave me alone!
Now that she is gone, what is the meaning of my survival now?
"When you want to die, at least come back first. Maybe you won't want to die." In vain, he remembered what Cang Xue said at the beginning. Now that he thought about it, he might have expected that such a day would come.
And I finally went back.
"It seems that you have already remembered." Cang Xue was as calm as ever when she saw me.
I just looked at him coldly: "You would rather I forget it forever."
They must have known about that girl's plan back then, but they all hid it from me.
"Feiyue, I'm sorry... This is Shuishui's wish. She said, 'Please don't ever mention me in front of the fox, okay? I want him to forget me and find his happiness...' And we
It's the same as Shuishui, I just hope you won't suffer from this and can live a good life." Liuli sighed and told me, with a young child beside her, becoming a mother has made her more mature.
I sneered: "But who has ever asked me if I want to forget?"
Forget her and find my happiness? Who does that girl think I am?!
Without her, without her being my only concern in the world, why should I live?!
"She may not be dead." Cang Xue said calmly.
"Do you think I still believe it?"
"Feiyue, it's true...that night, we saw with our own eyes that Shuishui...disappeared."
I looked at Liuli coldly: "Disappear?"
"Yes, she disappeared... Since she is a person from another world, maybe she has returned to her world."
"You also know that I am not from this world. I don't know when I may suddenly go back and disappear... Fox, what will you do if that day comes?" What the girl once said suddenly echoed in the room.
in mind.
Could it be...she really went back?!
but--
"So what if we go back? She will still die." That mark of death cannot be removed.
"If it were a different time and space, the engraving might lose its effectiveness." Cang Xue looked at me very calmly and said, "If you have the patience to wait, you might as well go find her."
Looking for her? Can we really find her? I don’t even know which time and space she is in.
But, no matter what, there is at least a glimmer of hope.
I will look for her, even if it takes a thousand years, I must find her!
In this way, how much time and years passed by me, so long that I had forgotten the time, but in the endless days, I kept searching alone, looking for the girl I never wanted to forget.
Then, I will tell her something -
If accumulated once a year.
The world is constantly changing, and it has gradually become strange to me. However, in this strange place and among the people, I finally saw that familiar face...