The second hand of time wants to stab Qu Motong's fragile nerves with a sharp knife.
This feeling, to use an idiom to describe it, is like sitting on pins and needles.
Not knowing what Si Junyi would say or what he would do next, and having no way out, his whole heart was raised.
Finally, the frozen air began to flow.
Si Junyi slowly raised his head and asked lonely: "At least, at least tell me the reason why you rejected me?"
Qu Motong seized the opportunity and asked, "What about you? Why do you like me?"
Si Jun remained silent, not knowing where to start.
Why do you like her? Why are you attracted to her? Why do you think she is special?
If every why in this world had an answer, then life would be much simpler, because if there is an answer, there will be a solution, and all pain will not be pain.
Seeing Si Jun's silence, Qu Motong said frankly: "I think, in fact, you are just used to me. Once people get along for a long time, they will feel dependent. This feeling is not love. I am also dependent on you, and you
I will be very worried when there is danger, and I will find ways to make you happy when you are unhappy. You are a very important and important friend to me. I cherish my relationship with you, but I cannot be with you.
.”
Si Jun smiled bitterly, "Is it true that love can only be considered love if you have been pursuing it for more than ten years like you did for Shen Yan?"
Qu Motong said with longing, "Just like you do to Shen Ran, no matter whether she is indifferent to you or turns a blind eye to you, you can be happy with her, that is true love."
"Have you not understood after the separation and reunification between Shen Yan and I, and you and Shen Yan? The love we have for them is actually just a kind of infatuation, and the people we love are not real.
They are the person we imagined. This kind of relationship seems beautiful, but it is actually very dangerous, because once we get along, we will find that they are very different from what we imagined, and our dreams will wake up.
It will be broken, so we all end up breaking up."
Qu Motong had to admit that what Si Junyi said made sense. She and Shen Yan did quarrel and break up because Shen Yan betrayed the warm and kind person she imagined. However, it cannot be because
In this way, she rejected all her previous feelings for him.
So she said firmly: "No matter what you say, I still think it's impossible between the two of us."
After all, Si Junyi was still unwilling to give in and asked: "Why?"
Qu Motong had long thought about the reason. To put it bluntly, it was because she still couldn't let go of Shen Yan. But she didn't want to tell Si Junyi so clearly. If he knew that she was rejected because of another man, he would be very hurt.
Yes.
Qu Motong then evaded the important and said: "Because I don't want to think about emotional issues now. Besides, your dad is not in good health right now. Our most important thing now should be to take care of him."
"So, you will still stay at Si's house, right?"
"This..." Qu Motong hesitated, not knowing whether he should stay or not.
Si Junyi took advantage of her silence and helped her make a decision, "Stay. If you leave, I'm afraid I will never find a nanny as handy as you. One day you will know that I don't care about you."
Habit, not dependence.”
As long as she doesn't leave, the days ahead will be long.
Si Jun's scorching gaze made Qu Motong's heart beat faster. Fortunately, not long after, Si Jun stood up and said, "Let's go, I'll take you home."
**
Qu Motong returned home and thought about it, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became.
Is she lucky or unlucky? Could it be that God saw that she had endured enough hardships, so he deliberately sent Si Jun to rescue him? How could he choose her over such a good woman as Shen Ran?
If you ask yourself, Si Junyi is actually a very good man. Although he is a bit domineering at times, he is at least responsible and responsible. This can be seen from his attitude towards Yuhan.
If it weren't for Shen Yan, she probably wouldn't be able to withstand his confession.
Maybe it was because she knew from the beginning that Si Junyi belonged to him, and Si Junyi also knew what was on her mind, so she never put up a guard when getting along with him, and they gradually got into each other's hearts and became closer and closer. They became more and more inseparable, but because they were so close, they became more and more like family. She never had any romantic thoughts about him.
Qu Motong now only hopes that Si Jun will not mention his liking for her again in the future. If he mentions it again, she may really choose to run away.
**
Si Junyi returned to the hospital and was questioned by Si Yaotang, who had been avoiding the topic.
Si Yaotang then guessed that he must have failed, and said angrily: "Why are you so unsatisfactory! No, I have to take action myself."
"You should rest, I will handle my own affairs myself." Afraid that Si Yaotang would act recklessly, Si Jun threatened, "Dad, I'm warning you, don't do things secretly behind my back, otherwise I will kill Yan Yan." Send him away secretly so that you never see him again."
"Okay, okay, it's up to you." Si Yaotang also threatened him, "But I want a deadline. If you can't handle Momo within the deadline, then you must accept my plan."
"One month, give me one month." Si Junyi didn't want to delay it too long. He was also afraid that Si Yaotang would leave this world with regrets.
“It’s a deal!”
**
Two days later, it was Si Yuhan's birthday. The child invited children from kindergarten to his home for a birthday party. At Si Yaotang's insistence, he was also discharged from the hospital. The hospital sent a doctor and a nurse to stay at Si's house. Prepare for emergencies.
Early that morning, Qu Motong started busy in the kitchen because Si Yuhan's child put a high hat on her and said that the cake she made was delicious and she must eat the birthday cake she made...
ps, the author has something to say: Next, the relationship between Si Junyi and Qu Motong will heat up at a rocket speed...