There are always many dilemmas in life, many times of indecision, and many times of making wrong decisions.
Si Jun gave himself a week to think about his future with Shen Ran and whether to propose to her.
He knew that he and Shen Ran would definitely treat her well after they got married, and they would become a good couple that everyone admired, but in his heart, he was not in love with her now.
He didn't know if, after a long time, he would regain his feelings for Shen Ran or forget his feelings for another person.
He didn't expect that Shen Ran wouldn't give him time to think about it.
Shen Yan told him that Shen Ran was going to Europe to set up a branch for Shen. He expected to stay for a year and leave next month.
Si Junyi asked in confusion: "Can't someone else go? Just to set up a branch? There's no need for Shen Ran to do it himself, right?"
Shen Yan agreed with Si Junyi's statement, "Logically speaking, my sister shouldn't go there in person. It would be fine to just send a vice president to lead the project team. But my sister insists on going by herself this time, and I don't know." Why."
On the day Shen Ran returned to the hospital for follow-up consultation, Si Junyi was waiting for her at the hospital.
Shen Yan was originally pushing Shen Ran's wheelchair, but when he saw Si Junyi, he found an excuse to run away.
Si Junyi took the handle of the wheelchair and pushed Shen Ran towards the doctor's office, saying nothing all the way.
It is around three or four o'clock in the afternoon when the sun is at its best. The hospital corridor is filled with sunlight, making the green vines even greener.
Shen Ran thought, how beautiful it would be if she could keep walking in this warm light. Maybe she will miss this afternoon very much after she leaves. This is a rare peace after she and Si Junyi are together. of good times.
But the peace did not last long, because Si Junyi spoke first: "I heard you are going to Europe?"
Shen Ran responded calmly, "Yeah. Shen Yan told you."
"The Shen family is entirely relying on you to take charge now. Can you rest assured that you will be able to take care of the Shen family if you have to leave for a year?"
"It's time for Shen Yan to mature. He will be the last heir of the Shen family. I can't carry such a big burden of the Shen family all my life. I will also be tired." Shen Ran said confidently, " I believe Shen Yan, he will not do worse than me. He has always been used to giving in to me, so he doesn’t compete for the top position in the company. In fact, he is still very capable."
Si Junyi agrees with this, but he always has to find a reason to keep Shen Yan from leaving, "You can also let go gradually, why do you have to let go suddenly? You have to give Shen Yan some time to adapt."
Shen Ran just smiled and said nothing.
Si Junyi looked at her, suddenly stopped, squatted in front of her and said, "Actually, do you want to leave because of me? I've let you down so much, haven't I?"
"That's right." Shen Ran readily admitted, "It does have something to do with you that I want to leave. I want to find a place to be quiet. I don't want to become a little girl who is hysterical because of love."
"I'm sorry, Shen Ran. I'm really sorry. I know the harm I've caused to you is irreparable, but I hope you can stay."
"You give me a reason to stay? Why should I stay?"
"Because we haven't broken up yet, because I need you." Si Junyi felt despicable after saying that, but for Yuhan, he didn't care if he was despicable.
Shen Ran was surprised, "What do you mean? Didn't you tell me to calm down first?"
"I have calmly thought about it. I want to marry you, Shen Ran. Please promise me to marry me."
Shen Ran was obviously frightened. Si Jun's 180-degree turn made her stunned for a moment.
The two looked at each other silently, and Si Junyi felt very uneasy. He didn't know if Shen Ran would reject him. He was afraid that Shen Ran would reject him, and he was also afraid that Shen Ran would agree to him. If she rejected him, Yuhan would lose her Hope, and if she agrees to him, he will be a despicable villain.
Shen Ran stared, as if talking in sleep, "Are you telling the truth?"
With no way to retreat, Si Jun nodded and said firmly: "It's true."
"Why did you suddenly change?"
Si Junyi breathed out softly, "Frankly speaking, the biggest reason is Yuhan. Her illness can no longer be delayed, and we get married, have a child, and use umbilical cord blood to treat Yuhan's illness. This is the only way."
Shen Ran nodded understandingly and suddenly asked, "Then do you love me?"
Si Junyi was stunned, knowing that he should cheat to the end, but he couldn't answer the word "love".
Shen Ran tugged at the corners of his lips miserably, "Let me think about it. Take me for a follow-up consultation first. The doctor is about to get off work."
Si Jun pushed Shen Ran to the doctor's office as if he had just woken up from a dream, and then the nurse took her for examination. He sat in the rest area like a puppet, feeling no pain.
He kept questioning himself, is this right?
When Shen Ran came out after taking the film, the nurse handed her into his hands and asked him to take her to the doctor.
The doctor said that Shen Ran's recovery is going very well, but it would be a little troublesome to remove the scar on his leg, because Shen Ran has a scarring constitution.
The scar is just below the knee, as ugly as a small centipede. Shen Ran will definitely not be able to wear short skirts in the future.
Si Junyi felt guilty, and he looked at her distressedly.
When Shen Ran saw Si Junyi looking at her, she quickly put down her pants and tidied her hair to hide it.
After Si Junyi sent Shen Ran back to the Shen family, he also returned home. Qu Motong asked him anxiously what the result was, and he shook his head.
Qu Motong thought that Shen Ran had rejected him, so he said, "Try my plan. It is specially tailored for Shen Ran's character. It will never fail!"