"Xiao Xi...what are you thinking about?" Senior Bing's voice interrupted my thoughts.
I looked at him doubtfully, "Senior Bing, why didn't you tell me about your hospitalization?"
"Um...I just don't want to worry more people. You haven't told me why you are here?"
"If I don't know today, are you going to hide it from me for the rest of my life? If I go abroad today and find out when I come back later, how can I face you and my uncle and aunt?"
If I really leave, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life if I find out later. Although I know now, there is no time to make up for anything, but to say sorry, at least I will feel better. No matter how my uncle and aunt blame me, I will accept it.
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Thinking about it this way, no matter what the purpose of that person was, I still thank him for letting me know about it.
"Xiao Xi, I really don't want you to feel guilty because of this matter! Really, I...".
"Senior Bing, why did you do this? Don't you think about your own body? I'm not worthy of what you did, Senior Bing."
"No, you deserve it, Xiao Xi. I hope you won't call me Senior Bing in the future, but call me by my name, okay?" He looked at me pleadingly, his eyes full of tenderness.
"Senior Bing...".
"Xiao Xi, I like you. I don't know when I started to like you. Really, when I found out you were a girl, my heart trembled inexplicably; when I found out that Xiao Yi's room
When there was a photo of you in it, I realized that Xiao Yi also knew that you were a girl and that he liked Xiao Yi. My heart was inexplicably disappointed; when I found out that you were Xiao Yi’s fiancée, I
I don’t know what to do, I know it’s impossible for us, and I’m disappointed; but when I heard about you and Xiaoyi breaking up, I was actually a little happy; but when I saw you sad and crying alone
When I saw you eating so much, I only knew that I could still do things for you that I had not dared to do for more than ten years."
He likes me, but I didn't realize it at all. Now I finally understand what my senior said that day: everything is worth it.
But I just regard him as a senior, and I can't respond to his feelings, at least not now.
My heart has been hurt and it is impossible to heal.
"Senior, I'm sorry, I...".
"Don't rush to answer me. I can wait. When you forget about Xiao Yi and can accept me, as long as you don't exclude me, okay? As long as you remember, I will always stand behind you and support you."
Looking at the senior's affectionate eyes, I couldn't help but feel a little moved, but can I really let go of my feelings for Yun Yi and accept a new relationship?
This is my first love. My first love brought me happiness, but it also hurt me. Do I still dare to fall in love again?
Love is indeed a double-edged sword. It can take you to the sky, but it can also drive you to the bottom.
I stood up and said, "Senior, don't be so nice to me? I don't deserve it. I'm just a pest. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to lie here and suffer."
If I had not appeared here, the relationship between brother Yu Yang and Yun Yi for more than ten years would not have been broken because of me. It is all my fault. It is my fault.