My body is sinking continuously, darkness has surrounded me, and I have turned from disappointment to despair. When I feel desperate, I feel like my neck is being held by someone, and my body seems to be rising.
"Sister Devil, Sister Devil... wake up."
Someone was slapping my cheek, but I was unconscious and let them slap me.
"sorry……".
Then I felt a pressing and beating sensation in my chest.
There is a hot feeling on my mouth...
"Sister Devil, Sister Devil...".
I feel like my body is being hugged...
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Where is this place? It's cold and white all around. I'm walking through this endless white place. When I look back, there's no one else around but me.
I walked for a long time, but I was still in this white world. The air around me felt colder and colder, and I realized that I was only wearing a thin white coat.
What is this? How could I wear this clothes? Am I dead?
Realizing this, I stood there motionless in a daze. I looked at the ground and there was really no shadow.
Books say that ghosts have no shadows. I don’t have a shadow, so am I a ghost now?
I collapsed to the ground all of a sudden. I was dead. This time I was really dead. I could never see them again. I could never see them again. I just sat and cried for a long time until I was tired of crying.
I just stopped crying.
Isn't it just death? What do I have to cry about? It doesn't matter if I die, the pain will no longer be there. As soon as I cross the Naihe Bridge and drink Meng Po Soup, I will forget everything.
But how far is the place in front of me from Naihe Bridge? I've walked for so long and I'm still spinning in circles. Didn't I go to hell? Then where is this place? Could it be heaven?
It is said that good people will go to heaven after they die. I didn’t do any big bad things during my lifetime. I just did some small pranks. I should be considered a good person!
But this paradise is so cold and deserted. Aren’t there fairies in paradise? Why can’t I see anything but white here?
It’s not like what’s shown in the TV series. I was sent to an unknown place! A different time and space, or maybe I traveled through a soul like the heroine in the novel, but it’s not like it! Nothing is like it!
Facing everything unfamiliar in front of me, I began to be afraid. Will God do this to me even after I die? Send me to an unknown place. I don’t want it. I don’t want to stay here. I don’t want it. There are rumors around me.
The air-conditioning and the single white color here make me feel alone, lonely, and scared...
No, I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die, I want my parents, I want my grandpa, I want them, I want to be with them, I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die.
I stood up and ran wildly. I wanted to escape from here. I ran as hard as I could, but even if I ran with all my strength, I still felt it was all white.
No, it can't be like this... Don't leave me here, don't... Why, why, I hate this place, grandpa, grandpa, come and save Xiao Xi, come on...
I was still running wildly, and at the same time I was calling, "Grandpa...Mom...Dad...Brother...where are you? Don't leave Xiao Xi alone. No, Xiao Xi will be scared..."