"Sister--" Chi Xiaowan looked at Chi Xiaoman sitting on a park bench, "You are in such a good mood today, why don't you come out to bask in the sun?"
"Aren't you the same?" Chi Xiaoman smiled and pointed to the seat next to him, "What happened with Ouyang Qing? He talked to me on the phone and asked me how I could get to know you better, and asked me about you when you were a child.
He said he wanted to get to know you better."
Chi Xiaowan squinted her eyes slightly in the sunshine. The autumn sunshine was transparent. It seemed like it was summer yesterday and it was already autumn today. Autumn came so early this year. "Sister, what is love?"
"Love?" Chi Xiaoman hesitated, thought for a moment, and shook his head, "Maybe it's two people who want to stay together. I've never experienced it, so I can't think of how to explain it."
"I don't want to stay with Ouyang Qing." Chi Xiaowan looked at Chi Xiaoman quietly, "I don't have the feeling that I want him to stay together. I like Sima."
"Sima? The owner of Yinxiang Restaurant?" Chi Xiaoman thought of the first time he saw Sima. He was an excellent man. "Okay, let's make it clear to Ouyang Qing. However, Mom seems to like it very much."
He is afraid that Mom will not agree to your breakup for a while. How is your relationship with Sima going? "
"He has a sweetheart." Chi Xiaowan smiled softly.
Chi Xiaoman stared at Chi Xiaowan, without saying anything for a long time, and then said softly: "Then you still want to love him? Still want to like him? Since he has a sweetheart, you should stay away from him."
Chi Xiaowan suddenly smiled softly and looked in front of him lightly. A pair of lovers happened to pass by on the grass. They smiled intimately. It was a very warm scene. "But, I really want to be with him. Love
, isn’t it our own business? When we love someone, do we have to take all the other half’s feelings into consideration? Don’t we need to care about our own feelings? I know he has a sweetheart, and he told me that his sweetheart has passed away.
He said that his name was Yi'er, and he said that he and I looked a bit alike. Should I be sad? However, I was happy in my heart because I had something that could make him care about me."
Chi Xiaoman lowered his head, smelling the aroma of coffee and loneliness in his breath.
"Are you waiting for Du Hui?" Chi Xiaowan asked softly, "Is he worthy of you?"
Chi Xiaoman stared in front of him in ecstasy, his heart filled with the lonely aroma of coffee, "I have never thought about whether it is worth it or not. I just hope that the time I live will not be wasted. - Xiaowan, I don't like the feeling of our home.
Everyone lives so, so respectfully to each other, dad, mom, Xiaohui, Xiaomin, you, and me, everyone, I feel very tired, I hope to be cared about well, and to feel the reality well
Things. When Xiaohui had an accident, I found that I didn’t feel much sadness. Maybe it was because I knew that Xiaohui was just beaten and would be fine after some time. I even felt a little gloating about my misfortune. I wanted to move out and deviate from the norm.
alive!"
Chi Xiaowan didn't speak. Dad and Xiaoyun, mom and Uncle Mou, they lived together, but they had their own worries.
"However, I won't leave Xiaohui alone," Chi Xiaoman said slowly after taking a sip of the already cold coffee, "She hangs out in the bar every day these days. I heard from Xinrou that she seems to have gone to see
She passed Lu Yurong, but Lu Yurong sarcastically mocked her. She was not used to being dumped, and she was not used to people not accepting her existence. It didn’t matter if she made some mistakes, maybe I would make mistakes too, that’s for sure.
," Chi Xiaoman smiled bitterly, "Because I love a married man. Maybe one day his wife will hit me in the face, call me shameless, and call me a vixen. Maybe at that time, I will need
If someone stays with me, maybe I will hide in your arms and cry my heart out, or maybe I will be like Xiaohui, wandering around like a headless fly."
"Sister."
"I'm just addicted to it. I know it's wrong, but I can't get rid of my feelings for Du Hui." Chi Xiaoman quietly looked at the coffee in the paper cup in his hand, "Xiaohui scolded me and received a higher education.
But I am still an idiot and become a third party. I know that it is wrong, I really know that it is wrong, and I also know that there will be no result between us. However, I think, as long as he is still there, I can wait, even if he gives
Mine will only be one body. Xiaowan, do you believe it? Between me and him, we are really innocent. He has never thought of wanting me. Do you know what this means? Either he loves me so much.
Deep, reluctant to hurt me; or he doesn’t love me and is just trying to keep it fresh. I made the truth very clear, right? But, I just couldn’t let myself give up. When I first saw Du Hui
That’s when I fell in love with him.”
The happy laughter of children came from a distance, mixed with the fragrance of begonias in the air.
"Every one of us will have times when we can't control ourselves, right?" Chi Xiaoman looked at his sister with a smile, "Don't worry, education is not received in vain. I know the truth very well. The problem is that I can't convince myself. No matter.
Whether it's wrong or right, we have to live a true life for ourselves. If it's wrong, we correct it. If it's right, we continue, right?"
Chi Xiaowan smiled and said: "Okay, then I won't bother you about what's wrong and what's right. That Du Hui, to be honest, I don't like him. He is too curious about women, and women are the prey in his eyes."
, he doesn’t know how to cherish it, but I can’t convince you, so let’s do whatever you want.”
After leaving the park, Sima's car stopped at the door. Chi Xiaowan's smile was like a daisy in the sun, blooming brightly, blooming with joy, blooming with happiness. Yes, my sister is right, no matter whether it is right or wrong, people
There are always times when you can't control yourself, and times when people are stupid. She loves Sima so much, from the bottom of her heart, and can't explain it. Why must she hide this feeling?
"Are you here early?" Sima's smile was gentle. Seeing her appearance in the sunshine, he couldn't bear to be hurt, and he couldn't even bear to think how similar she was to Yi'er.
"The begonias in the park are blooming. I went in to take a look and chatted with my eldest sister for a while." Chi Xiaowan smiled and sat in the car, looking at Sima with a happy face, "Sima, it's great to have you here."
Sima's heart trembled, and she suddenly felt like crying. It seemed that she had been waiting for him to come. It would be great if she and he were the same person.
"Where do you want to go?" Sima asked with a smile.
Chi Xiaowan's heart trembled slightly, but she still had a smile on her face. She was the one who asked him out. She suddenly wanted to see him. When she passed by the entrance of Central Park, she suddenly wanted to ask Sima out. She didn't have his phone number, so she wanted to go out with him.
I called Yinxiang Restaurant and found Xiaoyi. Then I found him. He answered the phone and said, "Okay, where are you? I'll pick you up."
He came and saw him, and she was happy with all her heart. But she was sensitive to his words, where did she want to go? Where did she want to go? She didn't want to go anywhere, she just wanted to be with him.
"It's fine to go anywhere." Chi Xiaowan smiled, admiring her loneliness, like begonias blooming in the sun. She remembered that someone seemed to have said that begonias are the medicine for lovesickness and the flower for heartbreak. "As long as we are here
Together, you are here, it’s good to be able to think of it later.”
Sima looked at Chi Xiaowan. She always made him feel tender in the deepest part of his heart, making him think that it was Yi'er in front of him. "You and Yi'er are so similar." He said, but found that he said the most inappropriate thing.
the words said.
Chi Xiaowan smiled, covering up the helplessness in her eyes, "Yes, so you will like me, which is good. Maybe I am the shadow of your favorite woman, and she doesn't trust you, so she asked me to accompany you.
Haha, then, what would she like? Just take me wherever you go."
Sima started the car and passed through the busy city to the suburbs, where there were large fields, mature crops, channels, green grass, and idle people in the wind.
"Here, I come here sometimes. It's quiet here and no one disturbs you."
"There is a foxtail grass, haha, I can use it to make puppies, do you want me to make one for you?" Chi Xiaowan got off the car and saw a large field of grass with vigorous foxtail grass, and immediately became childish.
I picked a lot in front of me, held it in my hand, looked at Sima, and smiled.
"Xiai, there is Arhat grass there, I can use it to make puppies."
A voice suddenly sounded in Sima's ear. It was Yi'er. It was Yi'er's voice. Was it reminding him? Reminding him. How could he forget Yi'er?
"That's called Arhat grass." Sima bent down and picked some. There were tears in his eyes, and his heart was trembling uncomfortably. I mean, Yixuan will never forget you, never, no matter what kind of woman you are.
Let Yixuan forget you, Yi'er, you are the only one in my heart. Without you, I will have no life. Xiaowan, she is so like you, Yi'er, please let me be selfish and take care of her as you, okay?
?Love, forever for you.
"Arhat grass?" Chi Xiaowan was stunned for a moment, then said with a smile, "I like that such a common plant has such a beautiful name. I will make up a puppy for you."
Seeing the green plants slowly turning into cute puppies in Chi Xiaowan's hands, Sima had a faint smile on his lips, "It's very beautiful."
Chi Xiaowan smiled. Under the sun, it seemed that his body was plated with gold, making people dare not look up.
"How about we go to a home-cooked restaurant to meet the little old man for dinner later?" Chi Xiaowan sat down on the grass, her slender legs stretched out, and her light-colored T-shirt was clean and pleasing to the eye among the green grass and red flowers.
"Okay." Sima also sat down on the side, smelling the faint aroma of crops in the air, and felt much more comfortable, "That guy is a very interesting person, he always says some amazing things, you believe, sometimes,
Will God use time to fulfill an agreement?"
"Promise?" Chi Xiaowan lay down and looked at the blue sky, the innocence of autumn was high.
"There was an agreement once, and we agreed to meet again. However, someone broke the rules of the game and made things messy. That little old man - call him after you, haha, God sometimes kindly uses time to make things come true.
." Sima smiled, his skin felt itchy and comfortable as the blades of grass scratched his skin, reminding him of the Daxing Dynasty.
"That's it." Chi Xiaowan looked at the sky in a daze, "Maybe, maybe, maybe not, how many people's agreements have to be broken to fulfill an agreement, why not, everyone disappears, forgets, and leaves each other, okay, I don't like it
We are entangled together, it is best to break up, just like a family, we are family in this life, and forget about the next life, so as not to always be entangled in the entanglements of the previous life. The question is, do people really have past and afterlife?
?How could it be such a coincidence that you and I happened to meet each other? It seems that everything is not going as planned."
Sima paused and smiled, "Your theory is really strange."
"I hope so. Do you hope that He Yi'er will have an afterlife?" Xiaowan said quietly without looking at Sima, "She is gone. Do you miss her? Where is she? Does she miss you at the same time? You will
Will we meet? We can be together well when we are together. Don’t just love her with memories after losing her. Did you love her well when you were with her? If you loved her well, if you can’t meet again, forget about her.
Let's forget each other, forget that she loves you and you love her, let her be happy and let you be happy. Otherwise, you will only feel guilty."
Sima paused and said: "It seems to make sense, but truth is truth, and facts are facts. Even if I can only think about it for the rest of my life, I am willing to do it. As long as I still have memory, unless I have no memory, if there is no memory,
, I am no longer me, just a stranger."
"If we had a previous life -" Chi Xiaowan suddenly looked at Sima, smiled, and asked softly, "I mean, if we had a previous life, what kind of story would we have? Maybe it was something I owed you in my previous life. See you.