Looking blankly at Sima and Xiaowan, Ouyang Qing's heart almost stopped beating. He felt that it was very unreal. He seemed to know that Xiaowan didn't particularly like him, it was always indifferent, but there was still hope. He always felt that
She didn't reject it completely, and she didn't get married, but there was hope. However, now, he was not a fool. He could see what the hands holding together showed. There was love in Xiaowan's eyes, and recognition in Sima's eyes.
"They, uh, they are getting married." Chi Xiaoman stood behind Ouyang Qing and said with difficulty. He originally wanted to say it more tactfully, but he directly told the result.
They are getting married! Ouyang Qing thought in confusion, what do you mean? They are getting married? So soon? I have never heard Xiaowan mention it——
Chi Xiaomin looked at Ouyang Qing's dull expression and felt a little unbearable. He walked over and said to Sima and Xiaowan: "It's okay. You can leave first. We will deal with the situation here. Ouyang Qing has always been very kind to Xiaowan."
He cares, he has recognized her since they met when they were young, Xiaowan, please send Sima off, I will talk to Ouyang Qing."
Chi Xiaowan was really sad. She didn't like Ouyang Qing, but she didn't hate him. He was as important to her as Chi Xiaomin, but when it came to feelings, she didn't love him the most, so
She could only watch him get hurt. She left side by side with Sima and did not dare to look at Ouyang Qing. In fact, she was afraid that he would see the confusion in her eyes and that he would worry that she would not be happy.
A group of people passed by. In the darkness, Sima let go of Xiao Wan's hand, looked at Xiao Wan's somewhat dazed face, and said lightly: "It's not too late for you to regret it now. Ouyang Qing is good to you. It's better to marry him than to marry him."
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Chi Xiaowan looked at Sima, a little embarrassed, and after a long time she said slowly: "Sima, please give me a chance to hide? I know you don't love me, you only love Yi'er, I said
, I would rather be Yi'er's substitute, as long as I can be with you, but this is not the reason you have repeatedly explained to me. Can you be kinder and ignore my unhappiness? Please allow me to be hurt in front of you.
, can you clean the wound yourself?"
Sima paused and looked at Chi Xiaowan. He wanted to say something, but he didn't.
"I know you look down on me. To you, I am just Cong Yi'er's substitute. However, this relationship is sincere and precious to me. I put down my self-esteem not to seek humiliation in the relationship.
But I want to love." Chi Xiaowan sighed, "I just want you to let me ignore my posture in your eyes."
"I'm sorry." Sima said suddenly, "I didn't mean to humiliate you, but I just didn't want to hurt you. I have a very strange feeling towards you. I don't hate you. On the contrary, I actually like you quite a lot. However, this kind of liking cannot make you happy."
I face my own heart. Even though you are very similar to Yi'er, I can't let go of my feelings and try to love again. Therefore, I just hope that you can think clearly and don't wrong yourself too much about your choice."
Chi Xiaowan didn't speak. After a while, he slowly spoke: "It's getting late. You and Gan Nan should go back. Thank you for coming to my house and mentioning our marriage. This makes me feel grateful. I need it."
When I go back and face Ouyang Qing, although I don't love him, I don't want him to let go. I have to explain it clearly."
"Yes, that's right." Sima nodded, "Then let's go back first."
Watching Sima and Gan Nan leave, Chi Xiaowan was stunned for a while, then turned around and came back. He didn't see Ouyang Qing, only Chi Xiaomin, "Brother, where is Ouyang Qing?"
"Let's go, but with the eldest sister accompanying me, nothing will happen. I guess I have to find a place to drink without stopping." Chi Xiaomin looked at Chi Xiaowan and said with a smile, "You are really awesome, you look quite quiet.
You are an ordinary little girl, but you made a man almost lose himself for you. What is so good about you? My brother really can’t figure it out, but in my eyes, you are the best, better than the two sisters above.
."
Chi Xiaowan smiled but said nothing.
"Grandma is here just now." Chi Xiaomin said with a smile.
"Grandma?" Chi Xiaowan was stunned.
"Yes." Chi Xiaomin continued, "I suddenly received a call from my mother. She knew that her three granddaughters were going to get married at the same time, or within the same month. Grandma would not have reacted. Haha, our family is really
It's hilarious, the eldest sister hasn't solved her own affairs yet, so she went to comfort Ouyang Qing again, I hope they can comfort each other."
Chi Xiaoman finally caught up with Ouyang Qing. He was driving very fast. She finally caught up with him after stopping a taxi. The taxi driver looked at the car in front of him that was driving so fast and said worriedly: "Yes."
Your boyfriend? He seems to be in a bad mood, which is very dangerous."
"No, it's me, brother." Chi Xiaoman said, got out of the car, hurried to Ouyang Qing's car, knocked on the car window and said loudly, "Ouyang Qing, stop the car and let me in!"
Ouyang Qing looked at Chi Xiaoman outside the car window, hesitated, stopped the car, and let Chi Xiaoman sit in the car. Chi Xiaoman stared at him and said loudly: "It's really embarrassing. Is this the case? Sit aside.
I'll drive, and you're like this, but I don't feel comfortable sitting in the car. If you have anything to say, let's talk slowly. For Xiaowan, with you like this, do you want Xiaowan to feel guilty for the rest of his life?"
"Sister Xiaoman." Ouyang Qing looked at Chi Xiaoman, sighed, and sat in the passenger seat, "It's okay, I'm just a little sad for a moment, you don't have to worry."
"I'm just a little sad for a moment. Do you know how fast your car is driving?!" Chi Xiaoman said angrily, "Your speed is too fast on the highway. You don't want to live, right? What if?
I won't be sad if something happens to you, but Xiao Wanxi, although she doesn't love you! But you can love her, it's your own business!"
Ouyang Qing lowered his head and said nothing, with a sad and desperate expression on his face.
"Well, don't think that you are the only one in the world who is the most pitiful!" Chi Xiaoman said loudly, "Isn't it just lovelorn? Is that so? At least you can still like Xiaowan openly. As for me, you know I have
How pitiful?! I am the third party who is looked down upon. I fall in love with a married man, but I want to marry a man I don’t like. If I don’t marry, my mother will be sad. If I marry,
I will be sad, what should I do?"
Ouyang Qing looked at Chi Xiaoman in surprise.
Chi Xiaoman started the car, "Okay, let's go have a drink together, two lovelorn and unhappy people." After saying that, he drove forward to a supermarket, parked the car, pulled Ouyang Qing out of the car, and said loudly, "We
I bought some wine, found a quiet place, and drank to my heart’s content!”
Ouyang Qing looked at Chi Xiaoman, nodded and said, "Okay!"
After buying wine, we arrived at the beach. It was very quiet. There were one or two couples walking on the beach. Chi Xiaoman found a place, spread out a piece of cloth, sat down, took out the wine and said, "Come on, Ouyang Qing
, the two of us will never stop getting drunk, we are both frustrated, the one you love is getting married, the one I love cannot get married, let’s have a good drink together!”
"Okay -" Ouyang Qing sat down, opened the wine, and drank directly from the bottle without even using the glass. Can wine make you forget your worries? I hope it can!
Chi Xiaoman looked at Ouyang Qing, and drank from the bottle without hesitation. It was so enjoyable, no one knew them, no one cared about them, why should they make it difficult for themselves? Just do whatever makes you happy, sweet and painful.
They are one, right? The deeper the love, the deeper the pain.
It's a new day. When I wake up early, it starts to rain. The autumn rain falls slowly. The air is getting colder and colder. The leaves are falling all over the ground. It seems like autumn has come overnight.
Chi Xiaowan got up, took out his coat, and prepared to go out. The eldest sister didn't come home last night and didn't answer the phone. I was really worried. I wonder how she and Ouyang Qing were doing?
"Xiaowan, don't worry, eldest sister is here and everything will be fine." Chi Xiaomin glanced at Chi Xiaowan and said comfortingly, "Both of them are not the kind of people who don't care. If they really don't care, eldest sister
She is not the eldest sister. Sometimes she knows how to advance and retreat. Even if she likes a married man, she will not destroy his family. Moreover, that Du Hui is also a successful man. It is normal for the eldest sister to like him. As for
Ouyang Qing, that boy is stubborn, but as long as you still exist, he will be sad at most, and then he will still treat you well. Even if you get married, his attitude towards you will not change.
I can guarantee this."
Chi Xiaowan nodded slightly and was about to speak when she saw her grandmother walking out of the guest room and greeted them both with a smile, "You're up, have you had breakfast?"
"Not yet, grandma, what are you doing up so early? It's raining outside. You can sleep a little longer." Chi Xiaomin said with a smile, "It's already like this anyway, so don't worry about it."
"It's a lie to say that you don't worry, but grandma has been through it and knows that some things are really beyond our control, especially love. Grandma arranged your parents' marriage back then. Now I think, it's better not to care about it, maybe not
No complaints." Mrs. Yu said with a smile, "As for the three of you sisters, including Xiaomin, the only male, grandma remains neutral and doesn't care about emotional matters."
Chi Xiaomin said with a smile, "Don't worry, grandma, I am the only safe one in the family now."
Holding an umbrella, Chi Xiaowan said softly: "I'm going out for a trip. When eldest sister comes back, remember to call me and tell me. Grandma, I'm leaving first."
"Okay." Old Mrs. Yu responded and went to do her own thing. She was lying if she didn't worry about it. However, everything is already like this. Just like Chi Xiaomin said, let them go. There are some things that I can't say.
What is clear is what is not clear.
After leaving the house, she walked slowly along the sidewalk. The rain was not very heavy. She held an umbrella and wanted to see the clothes. She had already said that she would not treat guests and planned to get married in a low-key manner. However, she still wanted to see them.
Looking at the wedding dress, after all, this is the only time for me. In my heart, love can only happen once. I have planned to give up the dress, but I still want to wear a red wedding dress and be a happy bride.
"Xiao Wan." A gentle call sounded beside her, and a car stopped beside her very slowly without splashing any water.
Looking sideways at Sima in the car, Chi Xiaowan was a little surprised. Why was he here?
"Fortunately, I came in time. If I had come a little later or a little earlier, I really wouldn't have met you. A lot of things happened yesterday. I guess you must not have had a good rest, so you didn't call. I wanted to wait here for you to come out. By coincidence, I arrived
You happen to be here too." Sima said with a smile, "You don't look too good, did you not get enough rest?"
"It's okay." Chi Xiaowan said in a low voice, folded up the umbrella and got into the car.
"Is Ouyang Qing okay?" Sima asked gently, driving the car in a leisurely manner, "Have you had breakfast? I brought you breakfast. You can listen to me while you eat."
Chi Xiaowan was a little surprised. She was really not used to such Sima. He was gentle and pitiful, and felt a little flattered. "After I sent you back, he was gone and went out with the eldest sister. My brother said that with the eldest sister accompanying him, he should
Everything will be fine, but the eldest sister didn’t come home last night and didn’t answer her phone calls. I wonder how they are doing now?”
Sima's car didn't drive very fast because Chi Xiaowan was eating breakfast.
"Does it taste good?" Sima didn't seem to care about Chi Xiaowan's words and said gently, "I asked the kitchen to make it specially."