Chi Xiaowan sat on the sofa, ignoring the quarrel between her mother and her second sister. Her expression was calm, with no sadness, joy, anger, or even emotion. It was strange, as if the things they were discussing had nothing to do with her.
relation.
Chi Xiaohui sat down in frustration. Seeing the irrelevant expression of Chi Xiaowan sitting opposite her, she felt frustrated and helpless. She said loudly: "Chi Xiaowan, you are really free. Yes, you are the most popular now."
If you are proud, you can marry Sima, the person you want to marry, and you can sit here and watch the jokes between me and my eldest sister!"
"No." Chi Xiaowan put down the newspaper in his hand and said calmly, "I just think this is my private matter and has nothing to do with everyone, so I won't say it."
Chi Xiaohui was stunned and didn't say anything. She didn't quite understand. She seemed to have never noticed this sister. She always thought she was a very ordinary and ordinary woman with nothing outstanding. However, it seemed that this sister was alive.
Very egotistical.
No one spoke, and the living room felt a little dull for a while.
After a while, Yu Xueqin said: "Yesterday I asked your father to calculate the guests to be invited. I thought about it. I will not invite many people, but only some relatives. The simpler, the better. I originally hoped that
You can get married happily, but in this situation, we can keep it simple, we don't want people to laugh at it."
"Mom." Chi Xiaowan suddenly spoke softly, trying to control the excitement in her heart, and said slowly, "Can you not force the sisters? The eldest sister may not be right about her and Du Hui, but the elder sister just likes him.
, she didn’t do anything inappropriate. You asked her to marry Mou Jiamu. He is a good man, very cheerful and healthy. However, the eldest sister doesn’t like him. For the eldest sister and him, it is really not a thing to be thankful for. As for the eldest sister and him,
The second sister, she is not ready to get married yet, but she is determined to get married and then divorce. Why bother? Why not give them some time so that the eldest sister can let go of Du Hui and the second sister can find a suitable partner before getting married.
May I?"
"No!" Yu Xueqin immediately said without any doubt, "Just take care of yourself and stop being meddlesome. I know my own daughters and they must get married. As for you and Ouyang Qing, if he doesn't
I don’t care if I force you to do it, what happens in the future is your own choice.”
Chi Xiaowan thought for a while, then picked up the newspaper again and read the words in the newspaper. What would happen to her? She knew better than anyone else that she just wanted to help Sima find his past. If Yier could come back, she would disappear immediately.
She loves Sima so much that she is willing to trade herself for his happiness. Sometimes, love is like this. She wants him to be happy, but when he is happy, she is willing to disappear and not remember anymore, because if he is happy, the only
Maybe he wants to come back!
It was very late, and Chi Xiaoman couldn't sleep. She tossed and turned in bed. She had never found that she was so weak. She thought that she was strong and confident, but now she found that her strength and confidence were only related to work. In relationships,
She looks like a kindergarten kid.
She really wants to see Du Hui at this moment, wants to be held in his arms, and have a good cry. But why is there no news about him, what is he doing, why is there not even a text message, as if he suddenly cares about her
Now, could it be that he is so busy that he has no time left? Can't he feel her missing her?
She mustered up the courage to dial the phone, thinking that if the other party's voice was still a woman's, she would immediately hang up the phone and hide herself desperately. He was a married woman, she couldn't get married, and she couldn't have him for the rest of her life.
For the rest of her life, she hoped not to get married and move out to live outside. That way, even if she did something immoral, her parents would not know about it.
While the call was being connected, Chi Xiaoman was disturbed by the sound. Suddenly, someone knocked on the door softly, which startled her. She almost threw her phone away. When she turned around, she heard a familiar voice on the phone, "
Xiaoman, are you okay? I'm busy. I'll call you later. Be good and hang up." Before she could speak, a cold voice came from the phone and beeped.
"Sister, it's me, can you come in?" Chi Xiaowan's voice came in.
Chi Xiaoman put down the phone, sat up, and straightened her clothes. She didn't want her sister to see her vulnerability. She has always been the proud and strong representative of her family. She has always been the best since she was a child.
"come in."
Chi Xiaowan walked in, wearing cotton long-sleeved pajamas. The pattern on it was a warm cartoon pattern. It was a little girl sitting with her knees in her arms, looking quietly ahead. Her short broken hair seemed to be blown by the wind.
It blew slightly, and it seemed that Chi Xiaohui bought this dress for Xiaowan.
"Is something wrong? It's already so late." Chi Xiaoman asked softly.
"It's okay, I can't sleep." Chi Xiaowan sighed softly, "When I came out, I saw the light was still on in your room. I wanted to have a conversation with my sister, so I came over."
"Go sit on the bed. It's a bit cold outside. It's autumn now and it's getting brighter day by day, especially at night." Chi Xiaoman himself also sat down on the bed, leaning against the bedside and pulling the quilt over him, "Let's
It's rare to sit down and have a conversation like this. I didn't expect that we would get married at the same time so soon. I thought you would be the first to get married, but I didn't expect that you would be married according to your age."
Chi Xiaoman smiled bitterly, looking a little confused.
Chi Xiaowan sat down on the bed and said quietly for a long time: "Sister, are you really going to marry Mou Jiamu?"
"It doesn't matter whoever I marry, I can't give my feelings to anyone except Du Hui. I know it's wrong for me to fall in love with a married man, but love is inherently unpredictable. If I knew I would fall in love with a married man
, then I must have never gone to Company S from the beginning and not known Du Hui. Now that I am like this, what can I do? Anyway, I will marry anyone, I don’t care, as long as my mother is happy, Mou Jiamu will be Mou Jiamu."
Chi Xiaoman said indifferently.
"But, sister, are you happy?" Chi Xiaowan said softly, "I know that what happened between you and Du Hui is not allowed by everyone, but it makes you feel happy and worthwhile. Sometimes I am also confused, sister.
, what is love, and what is worthy of our efforts? Du Hui, is he worth sacrificing your lifetime happiness? Does he like you sincerely? If he likes you and sincerely pities you, he should not love you or give up.
In the old days, I came for you, hurting the other to fulfill this one, but he never showed up, right? What was the reason for his silence?"
"I haven't asked him for anything, and I don't need him to do anything." Chi Xiaoman said stiffly.
Chi Xiaowan sighed, a little lost in thought, and said slowly: "Sister, I hope he can do something to make me feel that I am not so underestimated."
Chi Xiaoman looked at Chi Xiaowan and didn't know what to say. After a long time, he suddenly said: "Actually, now I really want to see Du Hui and say a few words to him. His voice makes me happy."
It's like a drug, and his people seem to make me never look back."
Chi Xiaowan didn't say anything, so she was.
"Xiao Wan, I want to go now. I want to meet Du Hui." Chi Xiaoman suddenly became excited. He got off the bed, found his clothes and put them on. The expression on his face was a little confused and flustered, and he said seriously.
, "Xiao Wan, I miss him, I really miss him, what is right and wrong, what should or should not be, at this time, I don't want to pay attention at all, I just want to see him."
"Be careful on the road." Chi Xiaowan said quietly, "My parents are asleep. Keep your voice down when you go out. If something happens, call me immediately."
"Yeah." Chi Xiaoman nodded, opened the door, and slipped out quietly.
Yu Xueqin heard the door closing very softly outside. She did not move. She sat quietly on the balcony in the darkness, listening to the slight sounds outside. None of the three daughters could hide their thoughts from her.
At this time, even if she heard the sound of her three daughters going out quietly, she wouldn't think it was strange. She didn't get up to stop them.
Hearing the sound of the car starting, I knew that the eldest daughter had sneaked out and must have gone to find Du Hui. Young girls always think that they are risking their lives for love, but in fact everything is just a joke.
"Xueqin." Old Mrs. Yu's voice sounded quietly behind her, "Why are you sitting here alone and not sleeping? It's a cold night, so you don't put on any clothes." As she spoke, a thick warm coat was draped over her face.
On Yu Xueqin’s body.
"Mom." Yu Xueqin responded softly, "It's okay, I can't sleep."
"Are you relieved to leave the child to him?" Old Mrs. Yu sat down opposite Yu Xueqin, gathered her clothes, and said softly, "What Xiaohui said is not unreasonable. If it weren't for the fact that he is Mou Demeng's son, you would be willing to give it up.
Is it so painful to make a decision? Although this is a solution, it is also risky. Do you think they can grow old together?"
"I don't know." Yu Xueqin said slowly, "I just do the best I can. I am their mother and gave birth to them. If everything about them happens to them, it will happen to me."
It hurts so much, and I don't want to make them unhappy, but if their current situation is not stopped, I really don't know what will happen in the future."
"She is very much like you back then." Old Mrs. Yu said softly, "You used to be so indifferent back then, and I also felt heartbroken and unbearable back then. However, as the child grows older, there are some things that are really beyond our control.
Even if it's a mistake, if you don't let her make it, she won't know it is a mistake. People, there are always two possibilities in life, good or bad. If you don't go through one of the possibilities, you won't know the other.
Possibly good.”
Yu Xueqin didn't say anything, remembering her worries before. In the past, she was worried that Xiaoman would do something wrong like her and take the wrong path. Unexpectedly, it was still unavoidable now.
Hearing the doorbell ringing outside, Du Hui was a little surprised. Who would be here at this time? He glanced at Ouyang Bei, "Who would be here at this time?"
"How do I know?" Ouyang Bei said lazily, looking at the red nail polish that had just been painted on her feet, "I don't want to be disturbed. I just came back and almost exhausted myself. I have to deal with the guests myself."
"It's too bad today, we all took a day off to rest." Du Hui said unhappily, "If you want to drink a glass of water, you have to pour it yourself. I said you should go to Yinxiang Restaurant to eat today, but why did you go to that restaurant? What's the name of that restaurant?
Come here, it’s the restaurant your friend owns. It’s so delicious. It’s such a waste of delicious food! I’ll do it myself.”
"I can't help it. We are friends, so we have to support him." Ouyang Bei still said lazily.
Du Hui walked over and opened the door. When he saw Chi Xiaoman standing at the door, his first reaction was to close the door immediately. He was thinking, why didn't he think of checking who it was before opening the door? Then, he suddenly felt that closing the door was wrong.
, opened the door again, and stood, somewhat embarrassed.
Chi Xiaoman was startled. The door opened and she saw Du Hui, whom she wanted to see. However, before she could understand, the door was closed, and then for a moment, the door was opened again.
Du Hui only wore underwear, and the pajamas outside were untied and loose.
Someone inside raised their voice and asked: "Du Hui, who is it?"
Chi Xiaoman stood a little silly, thinking whether he should laugh or cry, stay still or run away angrily. His mind was blank.
"Uh, yes, Chi Xiaoman." Du Hui hesitated and said, hoping that Ouyang Bei could dress neatly at this time, and maybe he could hide it.
Ouyang Bei came over barefoot, stood behind Du Hui, smiled and said hello, "Hello Chi Xiaoman, I heard from my brother that you are getting married, congratulations."
Her body was naked, her pajamas were casually worn, and her waist was casually tied with a bow. Her graceful figure was fully exposed. The expression on her face was lazy, and her eyes were looking at Chi Xiaoman charmingly, not minding that she was at all present.
status.
Chi Xiaoman thought, even a fool knows what they have done!