The rain started to fall, which made Chi Xiaowan's heart hurt so much. What happened to love? How could it be like this? It hurt so much that the whole heart was raining, but there was no trace of tears. It was like being addicted and couldn't let it go, knowing that
It hurts so much that life becomes numb, but it is still like a moth flying into the flame, chasing after it at all costs.
Tears, one drop, one drop, and then another, fell down, fell into the cup, and disappeared into the tea, leaving no trace. In the end, all the feelings disappeared quietly.
"Okay, can you please stop mentioning Cong Yi'er in front of me?" There was an indescribable distance in Chi Xiaowan's tired voice, as if it suddenly disappeared into the air. She leaned on the back of the chair, her whole body
He shrunk into his chair, quiet and sad, "My feelings are my own, please don't remind me again, okay?"
Sang Yue stopped in surprise.
"I am Chi Xiaowan, not Cong Yi'er. Please let me just be myself, okay? Emotionally I am already a substitute. In life, I am just me, okay?" Chi Xiaowan retracted her body.
In the shadows, the light in the teahouse was not bright. It was raining outside, so the light was even darker. It was even more difficult to see the expression on Chi Xiaowan's face clearly. But the tears, in the dim light, reflected Sang Yue's face very clearly.
The sadness in her eyes was so quiet that it made Sang Yue's heart tighten.
"I want to stay alone for a while. Don't let me see familiar people again, okay? I don't need comfort or explanation, just stay quietly, okay?" Chi Xiaowan's voice sounded soft and not too soft.
It's true, the sound of rain outside the window can even cover up her fragile voice.
Sang Yue sat for a while, feeling a little embarrassed, then stood up quietly and left.
"What are you doing?" The little boss looked at Sang Yue and sighed, "That Chi Xiaowan always gives me a very strange feeling. To be honest, I once suspected that she might be the reincarnation of Cong Yi'er.
, but I’m not entirely sure that you deliberately provoked her.”
"No, I just want to help you." Sang Yue said a little aggrievedly, "We can't always be like this. If we can make Sima feel happy earlier, maybe we don't have to live in such an unclear way and can be upright.
Just be a normal person.”
"Sima is here, ask him if he is willing to let you intervene?" the little boss said helplessly, "I know you are kind-hearted to help me, but your moral character is too weak and you can't solve any problems at all. You will only ask for it.
Not interesting."
"Is she in your teahouse?" Sima asked slowly.
Sang Yue nodded, "Yes, it's also a coincidence. She definitely doesn't know that it's a teahouse I run. I've never seen her before. I was shocked when she came in today. She looked better than she did some time ago.
She has lost a lot of weight and looks a lot tired. Do you really want to marry her? Although I hope you can marry a woman for a lifetime, or that it will make you happy for decades, but Chi Xiaowan looks a little
It’s unbearable.”
"Sima and I have been speculating about the relationship between Chi Xiaowan and Cong Yi'er, and whether Cong Yi'er expressed something to us through Chi Xiaowan." The little boss sighed and said, "That Princess Rui at that time
Love and hate are so intense that they make everything so chaotic that we can't even figure out where Cong Yi'er has gone! What a failure!"
"Is Chi Xiaowanhui the afterlife of Cong Yi'er?" Sang Yue stared at the two men in front of her and asked seriously, "I think she makes me feel very kind, and maybe she is Cong Yi'er.
?!"
"No one can be sure, no one can be sure, we are just guessing." The little boss sighed, "None of us have any information about Cong Yi'er, and our impression is weak. Can you still remember Cong Yi'er's appearance?
Anyway, I can't, I just feel that there is something strange and familiar about this Chi Xiaowan, and I just doubt it, because she can attract Sima. In this world, the only one who can make Sima attracted is Cong Yi'er! No one else!"
"Then is she or is she not?" Sang Yue asked in confusion, "After all the talk, I haven't come to the point at all. How do you plan to arrange her?"
The little boss shook his head and said slowly: "Guess, it's just a guess. Well, now let's take it one step at a time. By the way, Sima, how are the preparations for the wedding going?"
"Xiaoyi is doing it, it should be almost done." Sima said without caring.
"How about you go to the teahouse and talk to Chi Xiaowan." Sang Yue said with a smile, "She is depressed in the teahouse now."
Sima didn't speak, just shook his head slightly. In fact, he was the most confused when facing Chi Xiaowan. Today, the little boss talked to him about the little boss's suspicions and speculated on the relationship between Chi Xiaowan and Cong Yi'er.
He also had some doubts, but his more suspicion was that Chi Xiaowan did accidentally see something after entering the old site. If Chi Xiaowan was Cong Yi'er, it was not very likely.
Finally tired of sitting, Chi Xiaowan stood up from her seat, took an umbrella, and walked outside. It was a little cold. She tightened her body, thought for a while, and prepared to go to the old site to visit.
"Xiao Wan?" a voice asked hesitantly.
"Mou Jiamu?" Chi Xiaowan was stunned for a moment, why did she meet him here.
"Yes." Mou Jiamu seemed a little confused on his face and looked at Chi Xiaowan, "Are you ready to leave? Do you have time? If it's okay, I would like to invite you to have a meal together. There are some things I want to discuss with you. I want to see you.
It's too difficult for my sister, and I have been busy with getting married during this time."
Chi Xiaowan was stunned for a moment. His words sounded hesitant and confused, but he still nodded and got into Mou Jiamu's car, "Where are we going?"
"Just find any one." Mou Jiamu seemed a little inexplicably irritable and parked the car in front of a small restaurant that looked clean. "This is the restaurant. I used to come here to eat with my friends. The boss here is the best at making water."
Cook the fish, it’s cold today, eat something spicy to keep warm.”
Chi Xiaowan nodded. The purpose of Mou Jiamu's invitation to her was definitely not to treat her to dinner. He must have something to tell her. Ever since her mother decided to let her eldest sister marry Mou Jiamu, she had hardly seen Mou Jiamu, and now it's his younger brother.
Mou Jialin pesters his second sister every day.
After sitting down at the table, Mou Jiamu said to the waiter in the store: "Just serve a few of the most distinctive dishes you make here, the dishes I used to eat here with my friends."
Chi Xiaowan didn't speak, waiting for Mou Jiamu to tell her what he wanted to say. After drinking tea in the teahouse, she didn't feel thirsty, but she was a little cold. She held the cup filled with hot tea in her hands to keep warm. Autumn is here.
, as soon as it rains, the temperature immediately rises several degrees.
"Is this true?" Mou Jiamu put a few photos on the table and looked at Chi Xiaowan.
When Chi Xiaowan looked at the photo, her first feeling was that someone was quite hateful! The photo was a photo of the eldest sister and Du Hui. It was a very intimate photo. Even a fool could tell that they were a man and woman in love. Look at the photo.
The eldest sister in the middle should be wearing spring clothes. There are traces of winter jasmine flowers in the background of the photo. The eldest sister nestled in Du Hui's arms has a happy smile on her face.
"What do you want to know?" Chi Xiaowan asked calmly.
"Are they—" Mou Jiamu said with difficulty, "Are they together?"
"How did you get the photo?" Chi Xiaowan asked still calmly.
"Jiang Ping gave it to me. She said she didn't want me to be deceived." Mou Jiamu looked at Chi Xiaowan, "I don't believe it, but the photo is in front of me, and I don't know what I should do. These days I
I have been quarreling with my mother about your sister, and my mother refused to agree to this marriage. I like your sister, and I have been fighting for it with reason, but now this is the situation. Jiang Ping said, your sister has always been with her.
Together with Du Hui, she is Du Hui's lover."
Jiang Ping, Chi Xiaowan thought softly, it is really strange why Jiang Ping is so concerned about things related to Du Hui. She smiled lightly and said: "You are already suspicious. If I tell you, I will
There is nothing between my sister and Du Hui. Do you believe it? You want to marry my sister, not her history and past. Even if she has past, so what? Can you guarantee that you didn’t have any before you met my sister?
Ever? What's more, there is no past between them at all, just a superior-subordinate relationship. Yes, there is indeed a mutual attraction between them. My sister is an outstanding woman, and Du Hui is also a successful person.
It’s not surprising that there is some vague affection. What can it mean? Jiang Ping did this for two purposes. To get revenge on Du Hui and my sister, and to prevent you from marrying my sister. If you have doubts in your heart, there is no need to mention the marriage again. I
I don’t want my sister to always live in the shadows and under your suspicion.”
"That's not what I meant, I just, just -" Mou Jiamu stuttered a little, looking at Chi Xiaowan, not knowing what to say.
Chi Xiaowan sighed softly in her heart, how could this happen? The eldest sister had just made up her mind to get married, and had just ended her old affair with Du Hui, but something like this happened again. Mou Jiamu was sure about the affair between the eldest sister and Du Hui.
If you have doubts, you will look at the eldest sister with a dirty look. This is unfair to the eldest sister. The matter between the eldest sister and Du Hui is indeed the eldest sister's fault. However, when the eldest sister marries Mou Jiamu, if the other party has suspicions, she will be sad.
Sister.
"You doubt my sister. If so, it's best to wait before mentioning the wedding. Although the wedding invitations have been printed, it's not too late. After all, they haven't been sent out yet." Chi Xiaowan didn't know if she was doing the right thing, but,
If Mou Jiamu came to marry the eldest sister out of suspicion, she would rather the eldest sister not marry.
Mou Jiamu said nothing and lowered his head.
Chi Xiaowan felt very annoyed in her heart. How could these men be so petty? My sister just fell in love with Du Hui, a married man by mistake. Nothing happened between them. She didn't believe that Mou Jiamu had always been as pure as a baby.
!He is not as good as his younger brother Mou Jialin. At the very least, Mou Jialin only cares about the second sister herself, nothing else!
"Forget it, it's already like this. We don't need to have this meal anymore. I have something to do and I'll leave first. You can think about it later." Chi Xiaowan stood up and turned to leave without looking at Mou Jiamu. Mou Jiamu wanted to stop him.
, hesitated for a moment, and his eyes fell on the photos on the table. After a moment of hesitation, he raised his head again, and he could no longer see Chi Xiaowan. Suddenly, he felt lost.
Walking in the rain, Chi Xiaowan suddenly felt inexplicably aggrieved. She cried while walking. The more she walked, the more aggrieved she became. When she got home, she was almost numb. She didn't know how she walked home, how long she walked, and how long she walked.
How many miles have passed? I just remember that I have been walking, following my subconscious mind, and walking in the direction of home. When I got home, I opened the door of the living room and was greeted by the warm smell of home. My parents were sitting on the sofa watching
There are fruits and hot tea on the TV and coffee table. My parents have quiet expressions. I don’t know whether they are watching TV or thinking about something.
"Xiao Wan, I'm back." Chi Sen said gently, "Is it cold outside? Have you eaten?"
Chi Xiaowan didn't speak. She sat down on the sofa and looked at her parents with tears on her face. Then she threw herself into her mother's arms and finally cried. Along the way, she was the only one who cried silently.
, now, I can finally cry out.
"What's wrong?" Yu Xueqin was startled. Her little daughter would not be like this under normal circumstances. If something happened, she would always hide quietly in her room and wait until her mood stabilized before coming out. "Did Sima bully you?
?”
Chi Xiaowan shook his head and just cried without speaking.