One hundred and eight, spring thunder startled dream
In her dream, Qingdie saw herself transformed into a little girl. At that time, she was wearing a pure white princess dress and standing on the edge of the road holding the Barbie doll her mother had just bought. Her feet were filled with the things her mother had just bought.
clothes. She stood there quietly, watching her mother, who was dressed in pure white, fly to the middle of the road as lightly as a butterfly. In an instant, the car suddenly screamed, and she saw her mother's body drawing a beautiful arc in the air.
Line, and then fell heavily to the ground, blood slowly flowing out. The crowd quickly gathered, blocking Qingdie's sight, but she still saw her mother's blood passing through the crowd, spreading towards her, bit by bit.
It filled her feet and gradually formed a vast ocean, submerging her! She couldn't breathe or move in the sea of blood. She was terrified and desperate, with no way out! She thought she would die like this!
Suddenly she saw Yunxi. As if she were seeing a savior, she cried and asked for help from Yunxi, "Yunxi, save me! Yunxi, save me!" But Yunxi was like a beast, with his eyes shining with animal light.
, bared his teeth and rushed towards her, as if he wanted to eat her. She felt extremely scared in her heart. She struggled, cried, and called for help, but nothing could make Yun Xi stop. She felt like she was being torn apart.
As if it was broken, I heard the desperate howl in my heart! "No! No! No!"
She had such a dream over and over again, unable to struggle out, and filled with fear and despair!
Suddenly a thunder roared in the air and Qingdie woke up from the nightmare. He sat up suddenly, breathing rapidly, his face was pale, his face was full of tears, his whole body was shaking, his hands were still waving fiercely, and he shouted: "No! No!"
She finally woke up slowly and looked around. The weak lights were beating in the darkness, reflecting the shadow of the building. It turned out to be just a nightmare! She covered her face with her hands weakly! She was mentally and physically exhausted! She didn't know such torture.
When will it be the end? She doesn’t know how long she can endure it! She feels like a tight string that may break at any time!
She gradually woke up, rolled herself up on the bed, and wrapped herself in a thick quilt! She heard a rustling sound outside, and the air was filled with the smell of rain! It rained! This is the first rain in spring, right?
! She seemed to hear that the land was budding and everything was beginning to recover! It was spring! It was spring! But Qingdie did not feel happy. She didn’t know if she could wait until spring! She was so painful, so helpless, so desperate
!She longs for a warm embrace!
It would be great if Hongfei was by her side! His embrace was full of warmth and brought security. She had never had such a nightmare when she was by his side! She thought she could seal those long-lasting memories,
But during the days without Hongfei, she fell into the dark whirlpool again!
"Hongfei!" She called his name in the darkness, hoping that he would appear by her side like a miracle, but what she waited for was still boundless darkness!
Hongfei, why haven't you come to me yet? Why haven't you come to me yet? I'm so painful and sad, don't you feel anything? Hongfei, please come to me! She buried her face
Crying silently in the quilt, tears bursting out!
What should I do? What should I do? Qingdie suddenly threw off the quilt and jumped out of the bed, "Okay, Hongfei, since you haven't come to me yet, then let me come to you! Just let me
Go for it!
Qingdie didn't even put on her coat, picked up her pillow, opened the door and walked to Hongfei's room!
Walking through the winding corridor, with the sound of rain, Qingdie finally arrived outside Hongfei's room. She raised her hand to knock on the door, but she hesitated! She remembered his behavior when she saw him in the daytime.
With an indifferent expression, she was not sure how he would treat her when she saw him later? Will he push her away cruelly? How should she feel about it then? Can she really let go of her pride?
She lowered her hand! She didn't know how he would treat her, but she knew that her pride would not be allowed to be hurt at all!
She turned to leave, took a step, and then stopped. Just go back like this? She was unwilling to do so! Recalling those nightmares, she was even more unwilling to go back. So what should she do? She lingered in front of his door,
Undecided.
Forget it, now that we have come this far, we have to give it a try no matter what! If he really drives her away, then she will leave him forever and no longer have any hope! She finally made up her mind and raised her hand
I was about to knock on the door, but suddenly I heard a voice coming from inside the house!
They were the moans of men and women! Her heart suffocated and she couldn't believe her ears, but when she listened carefully, she realized that they were indeed the sounds of men and women seeking pleasure.
Another spring thunder exploded in the sky, like hitting a blue butterfly on the head. She couldn't believe it, couldn't think, couldn't breathe, and even her heartbeat stopped!
After a while, she slowly came back to her senses! Hongfei, how could he treat her so cruelly? How could he? Tears fell to the ground, as if her heart was broken all over the ground. How could she
She hoped that all this was just an illusion, but the sound in the room came to her ears clearly, and she was angry! She stretched out her hand to open the door and rush in! But, what would happen if she went in? Meng Qingdie
Ah! Haven't you lost face enough? You gave up your self-esteem and endured hardships to ask for a true love, but what did you get in the end? Forget it! Forget it! Your self-righteous and affectionate persistence brings only to others.
It's just embarrassing! She has no right to ask others to do anything for her, let alone ask him to forgive her and treat her as promised! She covered her ears, turned around and ran away, even leaving her pillow at the door.
Without noticing, she just ran forward, through the corridor and through the rain curtain, running without direction!
Hongfei! She never imagined that a man she trusted so much, a man she thought she could rely on for the rest of her life, would betray her one day!
Meng Qingdie, you are such a big fool! You are such a big fool! You actually believe that that man will only treat you well in his whole life. You actually believe it! You are really the biggest fool in the world!
Crying, tearing, heartbreak, pain, despair, Meng Qingdie, you should taste the consequences! This is God’s punishment for you!
The blue butterfly walks blindly in the rain, crying in pain!
"Wife!" Yan Hongfei's anxious and concerned cry came from the darkness. He saw the soaked Qingdie in the heavy rain and cried bitterly. He rushed over, grabbed her shoulders, and shouted heartbrokenly: "What are you doing?
It’s raining so hard. Why did you run out? How can you recover from gonorrhea? Come on, come back with me!”