The good place Yunxi mentioned was actually a small farmhouse in the countryside. This surprised Qingdie.
She stood in front of the door and glanced at the moonlit cabin in front of her, then looked back at Yunxi, a little disbelieving. Yunxi nodded, tied the horse aside, and beside her, just looked at the misty night quietly.
Looking at the house below, my eyes are a little nostalgic and a little sad.
Qingdie understood that this must be a very special existence for him. She looked around and saw that this small house was independent in a corner of the countryside. It was surrounded by green bamboos and a shallow stream sang briskly. Outside, there were
A piece of farmland looks as wonderful as a fairyland under the light and misty mist, and this small house is like a mole on the eyebrows of heaven and earth, with an indescribable charm.
She took a deep breath, and the air was filled with the fragrance of earth. It was so fresh and natural. Compared with modern times, it felt more natural, refreshing her heart and lungs!
She was moved by such simple beauty!
"What a great place!" Qingdie couldn't help but admire!
"Do you like it?" Yunxi asked lightly. He already knew that she would like it. He felt even more happy when he received her affirmation. He was not wrong about the person.
"If possible, I would really like to live in a place like this. Work at sunrise, rest at sunset, read books and drink tea in your free time. It is an extremely beautiful life!" Qingdie nodded, how could she live in such a beautiful place?
dislike.
"My mother also likes it here." Yunxi looked at the hut again, her eyes seemed to have traveled through time, and she saw the young and beautiful woman happily busy in the hut. What a wonderful time it was. "I didn't marry my father.
My mother had been living here with her grandfather before. My mother always said that the time here was the happiest time in her world. She still missed her cabin until the moment she died." There was a touch of sadness in his voice.
.
He must be missing his mother.
Yunxi stepped forward to open the door and walked in. There were faintly scattered bamboo leaves in the small courtyard, but it didn't look desolate at all. It must have been cleaned regularly. Once inside, Yunxi skillfully lit the lamp. All of a sudden,
The house was illuminated, and Qingdie saw that the furnishings inside were simple but elegant, and the leisurely and elegant temperament of the owner of the house was unnaturally revealed.
I saw Yunxi walking in front of a memorial tablet. Qingdie knew at a glance that it must be Yunxi's mother. She walked away quietly, not wanting to disturb him.
Qingdie walked outside the house and sat down on a chair in the yard. Her mind was a little wandering, and she thought of her mother again, and her heart felt a faint pain. Over the years, although her appearance has changed and time has passed, she still can't treat her mother.
Relieve. Maybe this is the reason why she has never been able to forgive her father. But now it seems that all this persistence is just a joke.
People always remember to cherish what they have when they lose it. Unfortunately, it is already too late.
She was depressed inside and looked gloomy.
"Qingdie!" Yunxi came over and hugged her, breathing in the clean smell of her body. Did she think of the unhappy past again? Was she missing someone deeply like him? He hugged her tightly.
, I don’t know if it’s to comfort myself or to comfort her? Maybe it’s just to keep each other warm.
She didn't speak, maybe the familiar feeling between them is because they have the same attachment and the same pain!
"After the emperor takes charge, how about you and I live here in seclusion and live an ordinary life?" Yunxi kissed her face gently, and the idea of growing old with her came to her mind.
Qingdie smiled faintly: "I wonder how many concubines Qingdie can live in?"
Yunxi was startled, hearing the ridicule in her words, and couldn't help but become a little anxious, "Qingdie, you are a special existence to me and cannot be compared with others. I have never loved those people. I just want to be with you."
You live. You have to believe me!"
"I believe it." Qingdie felt a little guilty. What does all this have to do with him? At his age, marrying a wife and having children is a normal thing, not to mention that he is just a superfluous person who came out halfway. He didn't
It was wrong, and she was not wrong, it was just time and fate that were wrong.
"It's just Yunxi. Some encounters are destined to be fruitless." She pondered for a while and finally spoke.
"What is destined to be fruitless? I don't believe this," Yunxi felt a million displeasures in her heart when she heard what she said, and said angrily like a child: "As long as we love each other, no fate can stop me! I just want to be with you.
Together."
Qingdie's heart felt warm for a moment. If Lin was so determined back then, would his fate have changed? The one who said such words was Yunxi, who was already a married woman. She couldn't help but sigh: "Yunxi, don't
so!"
"Unless you don't love me!" Yunxi pulled her face.
"Yunxi, all this has nothing to do with love." Qingdie broke away from him and stood up.
Yunxi felt sad. In fact, he had known her thoughts for a long time, but he would still be disappointed when he heard the answer. He thought that maybe she would love him, and then maybe she could give up everything and stay by his side. All of this was just selfishness on his part.
Just an idea.
He concealed his inner disappointment and actually laughed: "I'm kidding you, you're so scared! You're like this, beg me not to take it anymore!"
Qingdie knew that he just wanted to get rid of this embarrassment. Maybe he never thought about saying these words, but by some strange combination, he got himself into embarrassment again and again. A proud person like him must feel uncomfortable in his heart.
If, if you didn't have a wife or children, Yunxi, maybe I would be with you. Qingdie sighed inwardly.
She turned around to look at him, and he looked sadly into the distance. This lonely child would always live a lonely life.
She couldn't help walking over and holding his hand. His hand was cold and had no warmth, and she couldn't help but feel sad.
Yunxi turned her head, smiled warmly, stretched out her hand, and stroked her hair, "Are you tired?"
"Um"
"Come, I'll take you to rest." He stood up, took her hand, walked into an inner room of the house, lit the lights, and found a simple wooden bed, a table, and a chair.
More extra stuff.
"Is this where you live?" Qingdie asked. Such simple decoration is definitely his style.
"What? It doesn't look like it?" he asked with a smile.
"On the contrary, this is what you really like." Qingdie walked over and sat beside the bed, touching the wooden bed with his hands. The texture was very good. It seems that although the style is simple, the quality is definitely first-class. "You put the room in
Leave it to me, what will you do?"
"I'll guard you!" Yunxi said jokingly.
Qingdie ignored him and fell down. She pulled the quilt and smelled it. There was a faint fragrance. It was soft and so comfortable! She sighed with satisfaction, "It's so comfortable! This bed is mine tonight!"
"
Yunxi looked at her intoxicated look in a funny way, feeling that she looked like a child, "Okay, let's undress and go to bed."
Unexpectedly, Qingdie didn't react at all, which shocked him. She wouldn't fall asleep like this.
Qingdie, Qingdie, he pushed her gently, but she still didn't respond. He couldn't help but laugh. He couldn't believe that someone could fall asleep in such a short period of time.
He shook his head helplessly and saw Qingdie's feet hanging by the bed. He had no choice but to help her take off her shoes and socks. He originally wanted to put her feet into the quilt, but he had jade feet in his hands at this time.
But he couldn't bear to part with it, so he took a closer look and saw a pair of natural feet, which were white and clean. They were very beautiful under the dim light. He couldn't help but become a little obsessed with the sight, and stroked them inch by inch with his hands. For a while, he just felt in his heart.
As soon as he swayed, his body immediately felt strange. He quickly took a deep breath and restrained himself. Although he could suppress his desire for a while, he didn't dare to make any more moves. There was no guarantee that he couldn't help it for a while. He was a normal man.
He gently put her feet on the bed and positioned her body so that she could sleep more comfortably. Then he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her quietly. Her beautiful face was as innocent as a child's.
, is different from when I first met her. At that time, she was still frowning even when she fell asleep, and even cried uncontrollably in her dreams. Now, she is so pure as a baby, I really can’t believe that she is
People who have experienced life and death.
He was right, he stayed with her that night because he always remembered that she said she was leaving. He wanted to force her to stay with him, but he knew that he could not keep her no matter what. She
She is too strong and cannot be controlled by anyone. Moreover, he doesn't want to force her to do something she doesn't want to do.
He loves her, so he wants her to stay with him willingly.