Twenty-three, I've been used to it for a long time
God! Why are you treating me so cruelly? Qingdie felt extremely miserable! She sat on the cold stone steps, tears falling uncontrollably. Since it was an encounter destined to be fruitless, why did they let them meet in the first place?
?Why should I let them fall in love after meeting each other? Could it be that the sin I committed is so serious? I have to pay for it with heartbreak again and again?
She misses her mother so much, she misses Lin, and she misses those people she once loved deeply but have been separated forever!
She buried her head deeply in her hands, suppressing crying, unstoppable tears, and inconsolable sadness that surrounded her deeply.
"He has left. If you want to cry, just cry." Yan Hongfei walked to her side quietly. Seeing how painful she was, his heart seemed to be stung. He sat next to her and stroked her hair with his hands.
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Qingdie seemed not to hear his words, or perhaps she didn't realize there was anyone else around her at all. She was just immersed in her own loneliness and pain, unable to extricate herself.
Yan Hongfei felt a twinge in his heart. She suppressed her emotions like this. Even if her heart ached so much that she couldn't breathe, she didn't want to show her pain in front of others. Was she always bearing the pain silently and alone? He looked at her thinness.
The petite figure was in pain, and I didn’t know how to comfort her for a moment!
She didn't know how much time passed, but she wiped away her tears with her hands and stood up. She took a deep breath and told herself that from now on, she would treasure this relationship in her heart and never sink into it again. She walked to the well,
After getting a bucket of water and washing her face, she felt a little refreshed. She turned around and was about to walk into the house, but she suddenly saw a person sitting on the steps in front of the house, which startled her!
"Who?" she asked aloud!
Yan Hongfei's face was stinking. This woman actually saw him now. The only person in the world who dared to ignore his existence over and over again was probably the one in front of him! He was so depressed that he didn't want to make a sound.
Seeing that the shadow didn't speak, Qingdie was a little confused, so she walked forward and saw that it was Yan Hongfei, which surprised her. "It's you, why are you here?"
Yan Hongfei rolled his eyes at her and said dullly: "Of course, besides Zhao Yunxi, who else do you see in your eyes?"
Qingdie was startled, why was there such a sour taste in these words? Could it be that he was jealous? She took a closer look at Yan Hongfei, and his expression did not look like he was jealous. "Are you jealous?" Qingdie
said in surprise.
"Jealous?" Yan Hongfei was stunned, and then laughed: "I, Yan Hongfei, will be jealous for you. This is really the funniest joke I have ever heard!"
Qingdie glanced at him, ignored him, and walked straight into the room. This super narcissistic man, let him continue to be narcissistic! She was not in the mood to pay attention to him!
"Hey! I'm not telling you, you really don't want even a pig to live in this place!" Yan Hongfei followed her into the house and looked at the somewhat dilapidated house. He saw only a hardwood bed and a table.
, a chair and a cabinet, very simple but clean and tidy, but the ground is somewhat uneven. I can’t imagine that a girl actually lives here alone, and this person has only been here for a month.
The most popular singer in Yangzhou City!
"Don't you make a lot of money? Why are you still reluctant to find a better place for yourself?" Yan Hongfei didn't mind that Qingdie ignored him and just talked to himself: "I know, it turns out you
It’s an iron rooster—it doesn’t plucking a hair!”
Qingdie originally wanted to rest, but she felt uncomfortable all over. After thinking about it, she decided to take a bath before going to bed. But it was so late and she didn't want to boil water. It was troublesome, so she might as well just fetch water and wash it. Thinking like this,
Then he set up the bathtub and went outside to fetch water.
Yan Hongfei followed him out: "Do you want to boil water to take a bath? Please boil more water, I haven't taken a bath either!"
Qingdie ignored him and carried the cold water into the house. Yan Hongfei stopped her when he saw it, pointed to the other side and said, "The kitchen seems to be over there!"
"Did I say to boil water?" Qingdie said rudely: "Go wherever it's cool, don't block my way."
"You want to wash in cold water?" Yan Hongfei snatched the bucket from her hand: "No! No cold water is allowed!"
"I wonder why you are so annoying! You have nothing to do when you are full, right? You are not my mother, why do you care so much about me?" Qingdie looked at his charming face and thought of
His arrogant expression in front of others could not be related to the somewhat scoundrel guy in front of him.
"I care about you!" Yan Hongfei hit her on the forehead. This woman really didn't know what to think, "How can anyone take cold water at such a late hour? It's weird if he doesn't catch a cold!" He was so kind that he didn't get rewarded.
!
"Don't worry about it anymore!" Qingdie stretched out her hand to grab the water, but there was Yan Hongfei's opponent. She looked helpless at him and really wanted to slap him: "What on earth do you want!"
"Go and boil water!" Yan Hongfei pulled her towards the kitchen regardless of her objections.
"Can I stop washing?" Qingdie gave up and turned around to leave.
"It will be uncomfortable to sleep without taking a shower!" Yan Hongfei coaxed her: "Be good! Hurry up and light the fire, and I will fetch water for you!"
Qingdie saw how diligent he was, and an idea came to her. She laughed: "Yan Hongfei, I really want to take a bath! Look at how uncomfortable it is to be so dirty all day long!
dont you agree?"
Yan Hongfei looked at her smiling face, but his heart started to get angry. What was she planning?
"Now, I'll give you two choices. One, let me wash with cold water, and two, you can help me boil the water! What do you think? Which one do you choose?"
I knew this was what you had in mind! Yan Hongfei smiled, you are wrong if you think I am so easily deceived. He looked at Qingdie: "I don't choose either of them!"
"I knew you would be like this! You even said you cared about me! It was all just a lie. But it doesn't matter! Anyway, I am a person without a father and a mother, and I have long been used to having sex without anyone caring about me! I used to have to take a shower every time
At that time, I thought, when in my life will I be so lucky that someone can boil water for me to take a bath? After thinking about it many times, I finally understood that in this life, I don’t have to think about anyone boiling water for me.
"Water, no one really cares about me, so I told myself, don't think about it anymore! Never think about it again! I thank you, thank you for letting me see this fact clearly for once!" Qingdie sighed.
When I walked to the well, I looked so pitiful!
Yan Hongfei knew that she was lying, but he still felt heartbroken because he could feel that her sadness was not fake!
"Are you okay?" He walked up to her and asked with concern.
"It's okay!" Qingdie said calmly with a bleak expression, "What can happen? I've long been used to it!"
Yan Hongfei looked at her silently. For some reason, her faint expression and her words "I've long been used to it!" were like a needle piercing deeply into his heart, making him feel uncomfortable.
.He stepped forward and grabbed the bucket, silently fetched water, and carried it into the kitchen.
"What are you doing?" Qingdie asked him in surprise.
"I lost to you! Be proud of yourself!" Yan Hongfei said in an evil voice without even looking at her. He closed the lid, squatted down, and took out the fire stick to light a fire.
She stood quietly behind him and looked at his embarrassment under the smoke. She felt that he had never been cuter and more charming than at this moment! This was someone who really cared about her! Her heart was warm and she had no tears.
The warning is down!
Yan Hongfei finally lit the fire and added some firewood to the fire pit. Watching the fire grow stronger, he stood up with satisfaction. Unexpectedly, when he turned around, he saw Qingdie with tears on his face.
Shocked!
He hurriedly walked over, stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, and said coquettishly: "I also know you will be moved, but there is no need to be so exaggerated! I will be embarrassed!"
"Don't be so stinky! I was exposed to the smoke! It's all your fault for being such a bad guy, you can't even make a fire! You're so stupid!" Qingdie knocked his hand away and turned away.
To see him!
However, Yan Hongfei suddenly burst out laughing. Qingdie turned around and looked at him doubtfully, not knowing that something was wrong with his tendons. Just as he was doubting, he saw that his hands were all dark and dirty.
Oh! Just as she was frowning, she suddenly remembered that he had wiped her tears with his dirty paws just now. What about her face?!
"Oh!" She exclaimed, turned around and ran to the well, filled a basin of water and took a look, but her face became like a tabby cat. She was angry and annoyed, so she quickly washed her face, and then
He turned around and glared fiercely at the man leaning against the kitchen door, smiling like a flower!
"What a disaster!" Qingdie looked at him emitting that dazzling light no matter where he was, repeatedly dazzling her eyes and attracting her attention. Even if she didn't want to, she had to admit that it was so beautiful.
A man who couldn't take his eyes away. She sighed, beauty is like a poison, it makes people addicted, but it can also bring destruction! She still has this sobriety. She sat down alone on the steps and started her daze again.