I don’t know what happened recently, but I kept thinking of what the old priest said to me in the cave. She picked up my hand and said: "The lines in our palms are deep and shallow. Some people and some things are destined to extend along these lines."
Appear in the place. And we are destined to complete it. To do those things and get to know those people. This is a destined destiny."
I don't know if I should believe in the so-called fate. I originally didn't believe it, but it's a miracle that I am here. I can't help but believe it.
I looked at the obvious veins in the palm of my hand, and I didn't know where the direction of my extension was?
The sun was so bright and clean that I could see the blue sky, with very light white clouds. The orange sunlight hit my face and eyes, forming a straight line when the wild geese flew away outside the window.
There was silence all around. Ever since Sima Rui asked me to move out of the Cold Frost Palace, those concubines who had been relegated to the cold palace had been sent back. Those who had no families were sent back to special places and were looked after by specialized people.
.So, now, Su Da and Huan Wen are on the battlefield, their lives and deaths are unknown, and Xiao Quanzi has been temporarily sent back to Junjin by me. Only Yun Ying is still in the palace, but she is following Wang Guifei. The huge palace has long curtains.
Feifei was silent, with only the sound of the wind flowing inside. It was as if everything in the world had stopped for a moment, and I stood alone in the empty hall, feeling a little dazed.
I strolled to a small corner of the yard, where I saw tall trees and soft skylight. The leaves reflected soft green, like a green wind, vigorous and cool.
I closed my eyes, bathed in the warm sunshine, and felt the tranquility of the moment.
Suddenly, I raised the corner of my mouth and chuckled. Is this the calm before the storm? I seemed to smell a dangerous conspiracy.
Day and night alone in the palace, I began to walk barefoot, recalling the memory of walking on the smooth floor of an apartment in modern times a long time ago, as if in a previous life. My feet were on the ground, in the open space.
There was a lonely echo in the hall. I imagined that, holding my hand between his fingers, the warmth of his palm was like the spring sun, and the warmth urged flowers all over the city to bloom. Then love can grow into my heart, quietly and properly. His fingers should
Very slender, with clear joints, which are the lines of love extending into the palm of her hand. I imagined such a man, but I couldn't see his face clearly. His face was covered by the white mist, and I couldn't see
Is it him?
Sima Rui was busy with the rebellion, and those news were never allowed to reach the harem. The rules of the harem were that women were not allowed to discuss politics. Otherwise, they would be too talkative. So in the days when everyone in the harem was in danger, I was quite happy.
Live a leisurely and regular life by myself, get up in the morning and exercise around the garden and the lake, then cook some food to feed my stomach, start painting, take a lunch break, paint, make designs, make clothes, and go out to bask in the sun from time to time.
From the beginning to the end, I never stood up and said a word. I didn't want to get into trouble for him, nor did I want to make myself embarrassed, nor did I want to attract attention, and let others look at me as if I were a monster. I also didn't want him to feel that
He can't do anything well. He is not worthy of a woman. He has his own arrogant self-esteem and pride. I don't want to deprive him or hurt him.
Unexpectedly, in these panic-stricken days, a person actually came to visit us.
That is, Concubine Huan Xian, Huan Wen's aunt, the indifferent and indifferent woman towards whom Sima Rui always had a special attitude.
I made her some chrysanthemum tea, and after we sat down, she suddenly got straight to the point: "You care about him, right?"
I was surprised: "Why do you ask that?"
She didn't speak, just looked at me steadily and said, "He cares about you. In fact, you are one of the special ones."
"One of them?" I said calmly: "Are you one of them?"
She smiled, as softly as a flying dandelion, "I know that everyone has doubts about my relationship with him, or is curious. Those women think that I am being ignored. It seems that you can see that it is unusual.
Already."
I don't show my face.
She took a sip of tea and said: "Good tea, quiet and light fragrance. Just like you. Special, different, smart, kind and indifferent."
I glanced at her: "Speaking of indifference, no one in this palace can compare to you, Concubine Huan Xian."
"Haha," she smiled lightly, but this smile was full of bitterness and helplessness: "If my heart is not in this palace, how can I get trapped in it. In this harem, I am just an outsider."
I looked at her with some confusion.
She said lightly: "This happened a long time ago." She paused, and I smelled the delicious Buddhist fragrance on her body. It smelled very good and had a power to calm people's hearts. I don't know why, but I always felt that
I have been listening to other people's stories, but I never understand my own story.
"I grew up with the Emperor. We were childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts at that time. Naturally, we didn't understand that there would be so many emotional interests in it in the future. We were just very good friends. We grew up together slowly, and I thought he was
Brother, he loves me as a sister. However, there has never been any love between men and women. We are very similar in temperament and opinions. We are more like confidants. But my parents both hope that I can marry him, especially when he
He ascended the throne and became the empress, but we always thought it was a joke. How could close friends get married? Until, not long after, he came out of the palace to find me and brought a man, a handsome and handsome man, as clean as the moonlight.
The man was a poor scholar, but full of talents. I fell in love with him, and he fell in love with me. However, my parents refused to agree, and I was embarrassed to ask the emperor to marry us. He felt even more
The most important thing for a man is to build a successful career, and the personal affairs of his children should be put aside." She suddenly let out a long sigh——
I looked at her quietly, waiting for her to continue.