His indifference, his indifference, his neglect and forgetfulness, his...
The sky is still dazzling blue. As time passes and the two ends part, the wild roses bloom quietly and wither at the junction of time, leaving no trace. It has been a long time since I have seen the sun. After being imprisoned in a dark dungeon for so long, I was captured for the first time.
I took it out and closed my eyes because I was not used to it. After I slowly got used to it, I slowly opened my already swollen eyes.
I looked at the sky that was particularly blue today, so blue that it was almost purple, so blue that it was weird. Between the clouds and the changing light, I seemed to see his gentle and gentle smiling face many years ago. Tears just fell down drop by drop against the light.
.
Hot tears dripped on the almost ruined fingers, leaving an eternal wound that could not be scarred or healed.
Why is there a place in my heart that keeps sinking, cracking, bleeding, and hurting? Why?
The entanglement of evil desires eventually turned into beauty and white bones. I took a deep breath, yes, it is the end. The phoenix cries blood and dies in the fire. After all, I am no longer me, and you are no longer you.
I will never forget the hellish days in prison.
I will never forget the day when they drugged me and I lost all my power, leaving me at their mercy and humiliation.
I will never forget the pain they inflicted on me. My ten fingers were already torn and bloody, and even the joints of my fingers had been cruelly severed by them.
I will never forget the scar with a pattern like a swallowtail butterfly that was imprinted on my chest and collarbone by the red iron on my body.
I will never forget the sharp, almost bone-piercing pain that the whip after whip struck cruelly on my body. The pain felt like my flesh and blood were being torn apart again and again.
I will never forget the days and nights when they made me feel worse than death several times, and I fainted and woke up again in order to extract a confession.
I will never forget those stinky hands wandering around my body, and their lewd laughter in the dark.
I will never forget the joy of Feng Fei's light that made those people die in pain, turning into a pool of blood, and the cruel smile on my lips.
I will never forget the anger and cruelty of that woman who loved me crazily.
The Shura-like days have no end, but you haven't come to see me. I even suspect that you know all this and it is your punishment for me. I am worse than dead inside, but you never know.
I thought about dying like this several times. Death is also a kind of relief, but they didn't make it so easy for me. Just like when you left, you said you wouldn't let me die so easily. So, my mouth was tied
The thick cloth strips made me feel powerless even if I wanted to die.
When they were preparing to vent their animalistic desires on my broken body and almost gang-rape me, my body that had been silent and dead seemed to have ignited a fire. My anger and my red eyes were like a demon, like a man waiting for a drug addict.
Bloody demons, I killed them and they were all dead.
When I exhausted all my strength and passed out, I thought everything was over.
But, no, the nightmare did not let me go.
My almost mutilated body was mocked viciously by her. I thought she was just a simple and brainless woman who only knew how to fight for favor. However, I was careless. She was like a demon who was possessed by love, completely irrational and completely irrational.
A woman with the ability to think. A woman who goes crazy for loving you.
My eyes, which had been beaten to the point of being swollen and out of shape, were still looking at this crazy woman coldly. I said coldly: "Wang Guifei, you'd better kill me in here. If I can get out alive, Dingqian
I will use all the pain I feel today on you a hundred times."
She sneered and slapped me, and I had nowhere to dodge. I had already expended too much strength to kill those men in black, and I had no ability to resist what I saw after I woke up. My whole body was paralyzed.
.The pain in the body is no longer comparable to the scarred heart.
"Do you think the emperor will come to save you? You are wrong. He has summoned some of our most beloved concubines to play songs every day and get drunk every night. He has already forgotten you." She smiled crazily.
She has fallen in love with the young and handsome king who is as handsome as a god since she was a child. She tried her best to enter the palace and become his most favored concubine. She hoped day and night that the emperor would fall in love with her one day. However, all of this failed.
Broken by this woman.
The emperor fell in love with her. She shouldn't be in this world, she shouldn't be!
Although the emperor summoned several of them to sleep with him every day, the name he kept shouting on his lips after getting drunk every day was the name of this woman. This woman who had always been silent and humble, Xie Weiying.
She deserves death! She deserves to go to hell!
Thinking of this and looking at her in such a mess and ugly state, Wang Guifei smiled strangely. If he saw her like this, then he would never love her again.
I don’t know why she took me out of the prison, but I thought that what was waiting for me would not be good. My white clothes had become dirty and tattered to the point where they could barely cover my body. There were dark red blood stains on the white clothes.
Also, my originally fair cheeks were now covered in stains and swelling after being beaten, my lips were extremely dry, my eyes could no longer see clearly, and my hair was messy. I knew I was ugly without anyone reminding me.
I know how embarrassed I am now.
She took me to a garden, and from a distance, I heard the sound of silk bamboo.
The harp is clacking and the pipa is ringing. I can imagine what a magnificent scene of singing and dancing, luxury and decadence there is.
The royal concubine smiled cruelly at her: "Did you hear that? The emperor specially held a celebration banquet to celebrate all the rebels being brought to justice. I told him that there would be a special program today to entertain all the princes and nobles.
You said, how exciting it would be for a once-high-ranking and beautiful concubine to become a laughing prostitute and play for those men, oh, by the way." She seemed to have remembered something, it was beautiful.
Her beautiful eyebrows wrinkled slightly, as if she was a little embarrassed: "I forgot that your hands are broken, how should you perform? I know you will find a way, right?" Her eyes were shining with a cold and evil light.
.I knew she wanted to completely humiliate me in front of everyone, and wanted to send me to the eighteenth level of hell so that I would never get over again in this life.
I closed my eyes sadly, looked at this pathetic and ridiculous woman, and said with difficulty: "Do I have the right to choose?" It was like a fire in my throat, drying up my lips and making my voice hoarse and unpleasant.
It reminds me of the voice of the old priest I heard under the cliff that day.
She leaned close to my ear and whispered in my ear: "Of course you do, if you want something to happen to your favorite maid."
Cloud shadow?! I was shocked.
"What did you do to her?" I asked tremblingly.
She said casually: "I don't do anything to her now, but I won't know after a while."
I closed my eyes and said in despair: "Don't touch her, I promise you. I will promise you whatever you want me to do."