If we cherish each other, I will choose to leave. This is the best test and fate God has given you and me...
After lunch, I stayed in this yard all day, and my body and bones began to feel sore. After the old guy showed up to save me last time, he left another note saying that he had something important to do and left.
I know that it is another matter about Wulin and Yizhu, and a secret door of unknown origin has appeared. As a leader in the world, he must shoulder this burden. However, I do not want this result.
Old guy, one day we become enemies, what should we do?!
I was bored just thinking about it here. After sighing for a while, I suddenly stood up! I said hello to Yun Ying who was still arrogant, saying that I wanted to go out for a walk.
I heard from Yun Ying that there is a beautiful pear forest not far from my yard. It is remote and inaccessible. It is a suitable place for me to take a walk after dinner. I don’t want any good person to see Xie Meiren, who is known to be seriously ill.
Still wandering around in high spirits.
Now I just want to spend the rest of my life here quietly. It's best not to see him again in this life. Humph, I don't know how to enjoy myself among so many beautiful concubines all day long, so I still remember you, An Jin!
What's more, now, you are not even An Jin, you are just an abandoned beauty!
Forget it, don't think about those troublesome things. You have to be happy in such a beautiful flower forest. Don't miss the beautiful scenery in front of you.
Sima Rui, who was in a bad mood because of the affairs in the court, went to the remote pear blossom forest at the foot of the palace to relax as usual, with only the senior manager by his side. Without even thinking about it, he heard the sweet laughter of a woman from a distance, and searched for her all the way.
In the past, I saw white petals flying all over the sky in the breeze. It was as beautiful as a fairyland and it was so beautiful that people couldn't believe what was happening in front of them. The woman in white was spinning and dancing among the petals, with the same expression as today on her face.
A smile as bright as the weather, as melodious and attractive as silver bells.
"Who are you?"
The sudden question broke all the silence around him. It was as if everything had come to a standstill.
I stopped dancing and turned around. When I saw that familiar face, my conditioned reflex almost blurted out: Brother Sima!
But, but it doesn’t work——
Brother Sima is already the emperor! Now the Holy One!
Brother Sima, how should I face you in this situation? Tell you that your brother is one of your many concubines. How should I tell you to retain my only dignity?
"How dare you," the old eunuch's shrill shout finally brought back my scattered soul, "if you don't kneel down when you see the emperor."
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty, this servant didn't know that Your Majesty was coming. Please forgive me."
I lowered my head but didn't forget to look at Gao Lu, the high-level manager with a mysterious face. Could it be that - a thought was spreading in my heart. I obviously wanted to stop it, but it interspersed itself together and became a perfect clue. However, I
I don't want to, and I don't dare to make the rest of the guesses. I'm afraid that the feeling of being deceived and betrayed will overwhelm me.
Today's encounter must have been intentional. It should be said that it was arranged by the tall manager.
While I was stunned, Sima Rui came to me with confused eyes, raised my face with his hand, and couldn't help shouting: "Xiao Jin." What?! He called me Xiao Jin! I know that although I have always been easy
However, I cannot let him know that I am An Jin, his sworn brother An Jin. If he knows that I cheated on him, I don’t know what kind of
As a result, I really can't afford it. And now that I have become his concubine, everything is a foregone conclusion. What else do I want to change, what are I still delusional about...
My heart ached, but my determination made me calm down. I clenched my fists tightly, and my nails almost dug into my palms, but I still forced myself to be calm, pretending to be sobbing beautifully, and whispered in a trembling voice.
He said: "Your Majesty, my name is Xie Weiying."
Xie Weiying?! After a long time, Sima Rui woke up and looked at the girl kneeling on the ground, shaking slightly with fear. She was not Xiao Jin. She was not Xiao Jin! His eyes did not have the dazzling brilliance of Xiao Jin, who was fearless.
There is no firm look in his eyes at all times, no smile of indifference and disdain towards everyone... Moreover, Xiao Jin is a man and his sworn brother.
Come on, come on, come on. Meeting a woman who looks like him is already a great blessing in the world, how can he force it?
After thinking about it, he said softly: "It turns out to be you. A few days ago, I heard that you were feeling unwell. Are you feeling better now?"
Still in the early days of Hongmeng, I reflexively replied: "Much better."
"Then prepare to go to bed tonight,"
"Ah - what?" Forgetting etiquette, I looked up at him, trying to see a hint of joking in his eyes, but he was serious, he was the emperor, and the emperor meant what he said.
Seeing my shocked reaction, Sima Rui couldn't help but feel a little funny. Although I knew I shouldn't say anything at this time, I had to bite the bullet and ask: "Your Majesty, can you take back your life?" Even if it was even possible, I would not.
Don't want to let it go.
His face darkened and he said coldly: "I will never take back what I say. Get ready to go to bed tonight."
When I returned to Jiunianxuan with my head in a mess, I felt like the sky was about to fall.
What should I do? What should I do? Although I am brother Sima, this is the body of a 16-year-old. In modern times, I am an ordinary high school student. How can I do that and so on? And for Sima Rui, he has always been just
Brother, what should I do now? I am using my health as an excuse again, but he just saw me playing. This excuse is too lame. Lying to the emperor is deceiving the emperor and will be beheaded.
Then I looked at the busy appearance of a group of eunuchs and maids who suddenly appeared around me. Even Yun Ying and Xiao Quanzi were as happy as if their master wanted to be pampered. I looked at Yun Ying, who was fine as usual, and a deep thought flashed in my eyes.
.Who can understand my feelings?
Forget it, forget it. Now that you have entered the palace, you should have this kind of awareness. Sooner or later, this day will come. Just close your eyes and pass by.
But Brother Sima is an older brother, so how could that be allowed?
Oh, I'm so bored, so bored.
No matter how reluctant I am, night still comes. No matter how courageous I am, I don't dare to resist.
After a few nuns thoroughly cleaned me from head to toe, they surrounded me and said they had something to tell me. After listening for a long time, I finally understood that this was not some perverted early sex education, and
He actually taught me how to please the emperor! I was so frustrated that I ran away. Now that I had reached this point, I had no choice. After making up my mind, I walked to the mirror and lightly painted my slightly pale lips.
She put on the bright red rouge that she always carried with her, and her face became enchanting and charming under it, but she couldn't hide the deep pain in her eyes.
After taking a few deep breaths, I walked into the emperor's palace at a snail's pace wearing a thin bathrobe.
Along the way, I hinted in my heart thousands of times: He is a superior emperor, not Sima Langxie, my buddy who drinks, swore, has fun, and visits brothels with me... But when I think of getting along with each other in this way, I still can't bear it.
It hurts for a while. Now that things have come to a point, I would rather never see him again than this torture is a hundred times better.
"Your Majesty, I will change your clothes for you."
He walked forward and waited with his head lowered while Sima Rui took off his clothes, leaving only his thin obscene clothes.
With trembling hands, she took off the only bathrobe on her body, revealing her beautiful white body.
Sima Rui looked at my slightly red face because I had just finished bathing, which looked even more charming and charming in the candlelight, and my trembling body was particularly tempting... Sima Rui stepped forward, hugged me, and felt my body
He became stiff, then leaned into my ear and whispered, "Are you nervous?"
I closed my eyes slightly and took a deep breath, "Yes, Your Majesty."
Sima Rui whispered again: "Don't be afraid, I'm here." He picked up my thin body and put it gently on the bed, staring down at me. I screamed in fright, but I didn't dare to struggle, so I had to
She closed her eyes, not daring to look at his smooth and strong chest.
Sima Rui chuckled lightly, lowered his head to kiss my soft and bright red lips, turned and sucked, tasting it over and over again as if he were treating his own treasure. His big hands moved to caress my naked body. It was my first taste of love, and my reaction was green, but it triggered Sima Rui even more.
interest of.
In a daze, I could only hear him whispering over and over again: "Xiaojin, Xiaojin..." My heart ached, and I could only hug him tightly, trying to seek some warmth from his body temperature.
When his moans gradually disappeared and he fell into a deep sleep, I bit my fingertips, and then settled into his warm embrace and fell asleep peacefully.
When I woke up the next day, his figure was long gone on the pillow.
He got up in a daze, and it took him a long time to realize what happened last night. He opened the brocade quilt and looked at the purple-red marks on his neck, chest, and abdomen. It must have been done by him last night. It was obvious - but still...
I was still in a daze, and when I heard the sound of me getting up, all the maids who had been waiting outside the door for a long time rushed in. Because I had just woken up, my mind was still in a state of early awakening, and it went blank. I was just like a puppet.
He was still at our mercy. During this period, he heard many flattering congratulations from the palace maids.
Congratulations to the empress, the emperor loves her very much. Not only did he stay with her all night and not leave until the morning, but he also ordered us not to wake her up. He just decreed that she be named Jieyu...
I smiled faintly, wanting to yawn ungentlemanly in my heart, packed up, and when I turned to leave, I saw the dazzling red on the white sheets. I actually felt that this was just a dream. When I woke up from the dream, I could leave by myself.
You can go back to your normal life. But why is this dream so real?
The news that I was favored quickly spread in the harem, and gifts from everyone kept appearing in Qin Wenxuan. I just felt full of disgust, unconsciously exhausted physically and mentally, everything seemed like yesterday.
Decisively thanking the guests behind closed doors because of physical discomfort, there was no time to think about Wu Ya's reaction. Now, just thinking about getting involved in the harem struggle makes my hair stand on end and my heart goes cold. It's not because I'm afraid of what I have to face, I just don't want to see myself change.
She became the kind of woman who gave up her true self for a man, became resentful all day long, and even resorted to unscrupulous means for the sake of that little favor. This was something she could not forgive, and it was also the Sima brother who was truly with her and did not want to see it.
Yes.
I hid under the quilt, curled up like a baby when I was scared as a child, wrapped myself tightly, and fell asleep in a drowsy manner. But one dream after another in my dream made me sweat and suffer.
Brother Sima, why do you push me to such an unbearable situation?
When he woke up from a nightmare, he saw Sima Rui looking at him with worry. He was startled by the face that suddenly appeared in front of him, and he didn't have time to recover.
The person in front of me suddenly said: "Yingying, are you okay? Just lie down and the doctor will be here soon." "Yingying"?! When did you become so intimate?
I hurriedly sat up. Sure enough, even pretending to be sick was impossible in this inexplicable place. "No, no, no, Your Majesty, I just drowned in a nightmare. It will be fine when I wake up now. There is no need to bother the imperial doctor." Those old imperial doctors.
Grandpa's body is already suffering enough, and it's pitiful that the women in the harem have to call him out for every big thing. I'm too embarrassed to bother them.
Seeing that I was fine, Sima Rui couldn't help but purse his lips and smile: "I thought last night -" The ambiguity in his tone immediately spread my cheeks like a fire.
"No, it's not -" I hurriedly retorted, but thinking of the embarrassing incident last night, I hesitated: "I, I just have a headache."
"It's okay," the concern in his eyes made me indulge in his love, "Then, my concubine, prepare to go to bed tonight." After saying that, he gently helped her lie down again, and tapped the tip of her nose.
He said lightly: "Have a good rest." After saying that, he left.
Sima Rui, who left with a smile on his face, did not see that the face of the person behind him was full of tears when he left.
Brother Sima, the more gentle you are to this body similar to An Jin, the more you hurt me. You can easily fall in love with so many women, and you treat any woman so considerately, then, together with An Jin
Are the years we spent together day and night also fake?!
Did you really just become sworn sworn friends with An Jin and the beautiful sister in the name of the emperor?! Is it true or false?!
If we cherish each other, I will choose to leave. This is the best test and fate God has given you and me...