When all these nightmares are over and the dust has cleared.
I opened my sore eyes, which were tightly closed, and glanced at the man who was leaning on me and seemed to be sleeping with his eyes closed. I knew that he was not asleep. I wanted to move my limbs, but my whole body ached, plus the power of Ruanjinsan.
I still can't move.
I turned my neck and looked at the mess all over the floor. I felt endless desolation in my heart. What spread throughout the hall was not lust, but hopelessness...
I closed my eyes, and then said calmly: "Are you done? When you're done, help me with Ruanjin San and let me go."
Hearing my calm words, he raised his head and stared at me with blood-red eyes, as if he wanted to see something in my eyes, but he saw nothing, only a void and nothing.
's two eyes.
He grabbed my chin and yelled angrily: "You are a woman, don't you care about anything?"
"It's just my body. Sooner or later it will belong to a certain man. I don't care." I looked at him casually, paused, and said cruelly: "I just feel dirty."
"You -" He grabbed my neck fiercely, and the force became stronger and stronger, almost killing me. My cheeks turned red, and my breathing began to be difficult, but I still looked at him stubbornly. Without blinking.
Blinking, she just looked at him steadily without saying a word.
He looked at me for a long time, then finally let go, and then asked bitterly: "You don't want to beg me?"
I coughed hard and my face turned red, but I still suppressed the discomfort in my throat and said coldly: "Will it help if I beg?" If it would help, I had begged him before, why didn't he let me go?
.Have sex with me despite my extreme unwillingness.
Looking at me who was unacceptably cold, he leaned back and left my body, muttering in disbelief: "You don't mind, you really don't mind."
I looked at him sideways and said, "Why should I mind? It's just my body. If you want it, just take it and I'll give it to you. Now that you have it, it's time to let me go, lest I pollute this dragon bed."
Even if my heart hurts and I am about to die, I will not show my weakness in front of him, at least not at this moment. Absolutely not.
"You shameless woman-" he gritted his teeth.
"Your Majesty, I'm not the kind of woman who stays true to life, nor is I the kind of woman who screams for life and death without her hymen. Do you think I would be as ecstatic as other women for your favor?
I still cry, make trouble, and hang myself. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now I just want to go back and wash away this dirt."
He slapped me with his palm, "How dare you think I'm dirty?!"
I licked the blood from the corner of my mouth, turned my head and said expressionlessly: "Isn't it enough? Do you need to give you a few slaps to calm you down? If it's not enough, please go ahead and do it. I'll vent enough so that I can let my concubine go back."
At this moment, I have long forgotten about emperors, distinctions between high and low, rank and class. I have thrown all these away from my mind. What I am exercising now is my dignity as a modern woman, and my unyielding.
"You -" He closed his eyes and suppressed the anger in his eyes. Then he opened his eyes and was still calm and calm, still the noble emperor.
He took a small red bottle next to the bed and put it to my nose for me to smell. I smelled an extremely stinky smell, like the smell of dried eggs. But I lay quietly for a while, and the strength in my body came back.
Ignoring his gaze and expression, I struggled to get up, but the pain in my lower body made me fall limply to the ground after taking only a few steps. However, I still stood up stubbornly and knocked down the hand he offered to help me.
, he randomly found a piece of cloth to wrap his naked body. Step by step, even if it was difficult, he still firmly left here, left his sight, left him...
"You -" he whispered from behind, but I didn't look back, and stubbornly disappeared into this faint moonlight. Disappeared into this complete nightmare. I pray that when I wake up tomorrow, everything will return to the way it was before.
Proves that everything tonight is fake, everything is fake!!
Although I know this is just my extravagant hope.
I still can't forget, even in my dream, I still can't forget what he said to me when I left Yutian Palace: "No one can stop me from what I want. Xie Weiying, you are mine."
You are mine, you are mine... This voice kept buzzing in my ears, and I covered my ears in pain. Don't think about it, don't think about it!
I returned to Jiunianxuan in embarrassment through the late night. Now I need a place, a place belonging to Anjin, to hide, slowly heal the wound that can never be scarred, and slowly hide the wound under the skin.
, don’t want anyone to see it under my clothes. I just need to lick the blood stains that can’t be stopped by myself.
I struggled to open the door and went in. I thought that what was waiting for me would be darkness, but what I saw was a lamp burning in the room. The soft light immediately warmed my already frozen heart little by little.
I stood at the door and saw Yunying with an anxious face pacing around the hall. I stood there looking at her, and the warmth in my heart gradually rose. Finally, she also saw me standing outside the door, with a look of worry on her face.
When Gao Yue turned around and saw me with my hair disheveled and only a piece of cloth covering my body, my eyes suddenly filled with tears. She and I looked at each other like this, and a faint smile appeared on my lips.
She looked at me and kept crying across from me. The tears would not stop no matter what. She murmured: "I knew it would be like this, I knew... Miss, I'm sorry, it's all cloud shadows that are useless and can't be protected."
Miss, I have made you feel wronged..."
Xiao Quanzi, who ran in from behind, also looked at me blankly and said at a loss: "Master——"
I staggered forward and wanted to go over and help Yun Ying wipe away her tears, which made me feel distressed. However, as soon as I took a step, a wave of dizziness hit me. My eyes went dark and I didn’t know anything anymore——
When I woke up, dawn had already appeared in the east. Before I opened my eyes, I heard bursts of sobs in my ears. I reluctantly opened my eyes, and what I saw was Yun Ying's tear-covered face and red eyes.
Eyes. She was wiping my body with a towel.
I touched my forehead, which still felt heavy, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with me?"
Yun Ying looked at me with blurry eyes and choked: "Miss fainted and had a fever last night. As long as Lord Qing came, he took some medicine, boiled it and took it for the lady, and then he woke up."
"Oh," I said to myself, "no wonder I felt dizzy and uncomfortable all the time yesterday."
Yun Ying hugged me and cried: "Miss, it's okay, everything will be fine. Master Qing said that as long as you take the medicine according to the prescription for a few days, you will be fine."
I smiled weakly in her arms, "Silly girl, who am I? Of course everything is fine. I have everything. Don't worry. Go and prepare hot water for me, I want to take a bath."
"Yeah." Yun Ying let me go, nodded, and then went out crying, carrying the basin and getting ready. He happened to pass by Chen Ningyuan who came in.
Chen Ningyuan saw me and asked worriedly: "Master, are you okay?"
I nodded: "It's okay. I bothered you again last night."
"That's what a subordinate should do. But the young master -" He hesitated, and finally said, "Please rest more" and left. I could see his hesitation and knew what he wanted to say. He must have
You must have seen the hickey on my chest when you were treating me. You can guess what happened without saying anything.
"Miss, be careful." Because my body was exhausted, I could only ask Yun Ying to help me get into the bathtub.
Clinging to her arm, I walked into the tub step by step. My whole body felt so comfortable that I couldn't help but sigh. However, the tearing pain in my lower body reminded me of everything last night.
Yun Ying rubbed my back distressedly. I said calmly: "Yun Ying, if you haven't gone back all night, Concubine Wang Guifei won't be suspicious."
"Don't worry, Yun Ying has already taken care of things. Yesterday, when I saw the emperor's expression was not good, and Yun Ying's eyelids kept twitching, I felt a bad premonition. After taking care of things, I hurried over to wait for the young lady, and sure enough -
—" Speaking of this, Yun Ying burst into tears again, "The most important thing now is to take good care of Miss's body and stop working too hard."
I was silent. I looked at the blue hickeys all over my body, some of which had turned purple, and some of which had left bruises. What kind of anger made him desperate last night? He shook his head and didn't want to think about it anymore. He closed his eyes,
Bury your body in the water and everything will return to silence.
Just after taking a shower, Yun Ying was helping me put on a casual shirt. Xiao Quanzi suddenly ran in and said in surprise: "Master, Eunuch Gaolu is here, saying that he has an imperial edict to receive."
Yun Ying helped me and made me kneel on the ground respectfully.
Gao Lu said seriously over my head: "Please thank Jieyu for accepting the order."
"Weiying accepts the order. Long live the emperor. Long live the emperor."
"By God's blessing, the emperor issued an edict: When she was Jie Yu, the fourth lady of the Xie family did not abide by the womanly ways of being a concubine, failed to fulfill her responsibilities as a concubine, indulged in words and deeds, and committed immoral behaviors. She should have been put to death. In order to
As a warning to you. Dan Nian worked hard during her service to the emperor, and her merits and demerits are equal to each other. From today on, she will be stripped of her status as Jieyu and moved to Luoshuang Palace. I appreciate this. I thank Weiying, but I haven't accepted the order to express my gratitude."
I followed the words: "I accept the order and thank you for your kindness. Long live your Majesty." There was a sneer on the corner of my mouth. Did I get relegated to the cold palace in one night? This is really a big reward for me.