Gradually, I realized that the reason why Su Da was able to live soberly in the cold palace until now was because she didn’t love the emperor at all. Since she didn’t love him, she naturally wouldn’t be hurt, wouldn’t have expectations, wouldn’t go crazy with longing, and wouldn’t
I choose to be stupid and forget everything out of despair, and I will not deceive myself and others and live in the past forever.
She entered the palace because she was completely a victim of family interests. She didn't want to be favored at all, nor did she want to please anyone, let alone compete with those women for favor. However, her coquettish beauty that attracted people's attention became the trigger for disaster.
No man will be indifferent to the beauty around him, let alone the arrogant ice beauty. It is a challenge that no man can withstand, let alone the most noble emperor.
Obviously, the emperor failed to capture this ice beauty because she was not tempted. Suda was framed and sent to the cold palace not long before I entered the palace.
Finally one time, when she was watching me taking care of those ladies with cold eyes, she laughed out loud: "These stupid women, the emperor already has his beloved, what are they still dreaming about? Needless to say, they, even those
I think the concubines who think they are favored are extremely pathetic. The emperor never likes the women in this palace. Humph, they are a bunch of idiots."
My movements froze, and it took me a long time before I mustered up the courage to whisper, "So, do you know who it is?"
She turned her head to look at me: "Who?! Are you talking about the person the emperor loves?" She sneered a few times and finally said: "In the eyes of those boring women, when I was favored, the emperor didn't even touch me.
He never touched me. He just called me every day and let me lie on the bed. He drank wine every day and read some poems that he didn't know what to call. I always remember one of the lines: "I am born with talents that will be useful, and all the money will be spent."
Come back again'. He must have loved the person who recited this poem. What I did was just a cover-up, but those women thought I had the emperor's favor and tried every possible means to get me..."
I didn't hear anything she said next. My mind went blank and kept buzzing. It was so uncomfortable.
I staggered back a few steps. My face was horribly pale.
It is my nature that my talents will be useful, and I will come back to you after all my gold has been spent.
Haha, how funny! How ironic! Is it An Jin who has always been his brother and brother that he can't forget? Has it always been the case? But why can't his eyes see An Jin who is Xie Weiying? Why still?
You want to hurt me like this? My heart is already scarred, I am tired, I don’t want to struggle anymore, everything is a foregone conclusion, isn’t it? I should spend the rest of my life here, An Jin, what are you still hoping for?
What? Shouldn’t what you want to do is use that weed spirit to take root and sprout here, and run your own life well?
"What's wrong with you?" She looked at me worriedly, and for the first time she put down her thorns and mockery.
I shook my head, turned around and left in despair. It was time for me to take a good rest. It must be that I am tired from the hard work of several days in a row. It must be like this, there is no other reason.
I lay quietly on the bed, closed my eyes, and a line of clear tears slowly left my heart. My heart hurt so much. My chest was so tight that I was about to die. I pressed my chest hard, and the old injury was aching again. Maybe I should see a doctor.
I took a good look at Ci, maybe he can cure this disease. I thought in confusion. Then I fell into a deep dream.
The ancients said: When you open your eyes when you are drunk, you look at Penglai in the distance, half covered by smoke and half buried by clouds.
And I have been dreaming for two or three years. The past is intoxicating, and even more intoxicating and heartbreaking. I am half-disheartened, and I am waiting for life.
I secretly said to myself: Don't be afraid of shadows, it just means that there is light nearby.
The quiet moon in the sky is bright and soft, exuding soft light; the stars hanging on this curtain are dancing to the rhythm of the night; in the lonely night, the occasional chirping of insects stirs the strings of the night.
I stood in front of the window and meditated for a long time, my mind was a little knotted, and I didn't know where I was wandering again.
"Master." Xiao Qi said greetings softly.
My brain nerves were suddenly shaken, and I turned to look at Xiaoqi in a daze. I don't know why, but my mind has been wandering more and more recently. I'm obviously not thinking about anything in my mind, but I'm always in a daze and wandering.
She smiled unnaturally, nodded to him and said, "Xiao Qi, long time no see. Are you okay?"
Xiao Qi smiled faintly. It turned out that the young boy had been transformed into a silent and restrained mature man. I looked at Xiao Qi, who was already a head taller than me, and felt a little relieved.
"My subordinates and everyone at Junjin are looking forward to the young master's return." He bowed and said respectfully.
I walked over and helped him up: "Xiaoqi, I miss you too, but I don't know what's wrong with me. I seem to have left something somewhere and I have to find it before I can go home."
Xiaoqi looked at me puzzled.
I shook my head, smiled relaxedly, and said happily: "Don't talk about these troublesome things. Xiao Qi, tell me about Jun Jin's recent situation."
"Yes." He nodded. "The comic book is a best-seller. Although the imperial court tried to ban the book, it was still unable to mobilize readers' demand for the book. Even the high-ranking officials and nobles in the capital began to start this trend. Those who have many wives and concubines
The nobles circulated these cartoons among their wives and concubines, always warning those who thought they were smart and wanted to cause trouble. Their conspiracy became a laughing stock in the young master's book, and became an insignificant trick. Naturally, no one would try to use their cleverness to cause trouble.
.Those men have also begun to pay attention to the struggles between women and are looking for ways to live in harmony. Now everyone is rushing to circulate it, and the court cannot control it. In addition, the subordinates have taken care of the relevant officials, so this matter will not happen.
No trouble. The young master can do other business as he likes." Xiao Qi smiled confidently: "The young master doesn't have to worry at all. However, there is one thing -"
I raised my eyebrows, indicating that he didn't have to do this every day and just keep talking happily.
He frowned slightly: "Recently, there have been bad rumors in the world, saying that Jun Jin has a close relationship with Yi Bozhu, and many interested people have begun to organize an alliance to denounce Jun Jin. From the perspective of my subordinates, they must be those with evil intentions.
If you instigate trouble, please lower your curtain to Jun Jin."
My eyes turned cold: "Go and find out who they are, and then tell me, and I will make those people unable to say anything else."
"Yes, my subordinates know." Xiao Qi also looked stern.
"By the way," I took out a piece of paper from my sleeve and handed it to him: "Get these things ready to be transported into the palace. As long as you find Yun Ying, you can bring them to me. Remember, don't alert anyone. Everything is done in secret.
"
He didn't doubt anything, took it, put it away carefully, and didn't ask why. Over the years, what makes me happiest is his temperament, his absolute trust in me, his absolute obedience, and he never asks more questions. He just takes it seriously.
Do everything well.
This must be the reason why I feel relieved about him.
Thinking of his kindness, I couldn't help but smile: "Xiao Qi, do you know why I came today?"
He looked confused and shook his head reflexively.
"Idiot," I tapped his head: "Are you so busy that you even forgot your own birthday?"
He was stunned for a moment. Looking at his cute look, I pulled him and said, "I made a cake with my own hands to celebrate your birthday. Let's go, let's go find Qingsheng and spend time with my aunt. I've also prepared some
Where is the gift? Go and see if you like it?"
He just let me hold my hand like this. For a long time, his eyes turned red, and he choked and said, "Xiao Qi, thank you, Master."
"Fool, what are you saying thank you for? We are a family, and of course a family must love each other." I stared at him: "Xiao Qi, you have done too much for me."
His face was moved and he cried with joy: "Xiao Qi is all willing."
I looked at him movedly: "It's because of you that I feel I owe you so much. Xiaoqi, you will definitely be happy. Believe me."
He replied seriously: "I believe it." He has always believed it. He has always believed that people like the young master will definitely be happy in the future.
When we arrived at Xiaoqi's mother's room, Mai's mother and Qingqi were already inside. We walked over with a smile, and Qingqi smiled at us. It was a tacit understanding of the soul.
I lit 20 candles and happily taught them to sing Happy Birthday. Then I urged Xiao Qi to make a wish. After making her wish, I started blowing out the candles.
I will never know that Xiao Qi's wish is: no matter what price I have to pay, no matter what happens in the future, I will always be here to protect the young master's eternal happiness.
Mother Mai's slightly weathered face was now filled with a smile, a smile of relief and happiness. Because she had such an outstanding son. I hugged Mother Mai, who was amiable and had always been very kind to me, and whispered in her ear.
She said softly: "Thank you, Mama Mai, for bringing me such an outstanding person. Thank you."
Mai's mother hugged me back and smiled kindly: "Silly girl, what are you saying to outsiders in this family? I should also thank you for Qi'er. If he hadn't met you, how could we be here today."
Qingtao, who had been looking at us with a smile, smiled gently and said: "Today is such a happy day, don't talk about unhappy topics. Come and try the young master's craftsmanship with us."