"Why. I just want to know why you left, why you didn't recognize me, why I couldn't find you?" Under the arrangement of the old guy, we drank tea alone in the Yiran Pavilion on Qiuyue Lake in the village. However,
Before I could sit still, the list of whys almost overwhelmed me.
And my thoughts at the moment are still stuck on the name of this pavilion. Yiran, Yiran, it sounds so familiar. Why is it so strange that I am so sensitive to this name? Logically speaking, no matter how poetic or literary the name of this pavilion is, I will not recognize it.
No wonder.
Yiran? Su Ranran? I think I have grasped the key point. What is left now is to find that hateful old guy and let him admit some facts that I should know, such as why he, a charlatan, knows about his identity.
Xie Yushi, an important minister of the imperial court? Why is he so kind to the fourth lady of the Xie family who has fallen out of favor? Is it really a coincidence that he taught me martial arts? Why does he often stare at my face in a daze, even though sometimes I am in a dream or asleep
, but I know that he is standing by my side every night, stroking my face and staring blankly?... Why, I also have a lot of questions now. Why did that old guy dare to hide and not tell me a lot of things I should know?
the truth.
Just when the anger in my chest was about to explode, I finally stood up and was about to go to the old guy to ask for the truth. A hand grabbed me. I turned around in surprise and saw a wounded face before I recovered.
God is here for the purpose of today.
"What are you doing? Two grown men, what's the point of pulling and pulling?" I awkwardly retracted the arm he held and said awkwardly.
Sima Rui looked at me with a slightly gloomy look, and the atmosphere was a bit strange for a moment.
"Why?" I didn't know how stubborn he was until today. If I had known this, I shouldn't have provoked him in the first place. But I'm not a god, how could I know he was the emperor.
I withdrew my hand and finally said calmly: "You are the emperor."
His expression was a little surprised: "How could that happen? How do you know?"
I walked to the side of the pavilion, looked at a pool of lotus flowers of different shapes, and said, "When sister Dankui left, she told me everything." I turned my head and stared at his face. He was really handsome.
What a face, with resolute lines, a strong chin, a high nose, sexy thin lips, and those unfathomable eyes, "including that you are the emperor and she is the princess of Xianbei."
I lied. In fact, Sister Dankui only told me her identity. She was the princess of Xianbei, that is, the princess of Yan. There were also other things. When talking about Brother Sima, she just looked at him worriedly.
He looked at me and said: "He is a man of noble status. Xiaojin, promise sister, leave him. I'm afraid that one day, he will hurt you."
At that time, I didn’t understand Sister Dankai’s worries until, until I entered the palace and met him under unexpected circumstances, until he really hurt me and my heart began to be scarred, I finally
I understood what Sister Danai said and what she meant. I should have stayed away from him a long time ago, but fate is really strange. We always meet when I don't expect it.
His tone was bitter: "Just because I am the emperor, you left me, right, Xiao Jin? Is that so?"
I still said calmly: "That's right."
"I do not understand."
"Of course you don't understand," I sneered, "I already knew that you and Sister Danmo had extraordinary status, but I didn't expect... I, An Jin, am from a humble background. I'm just a gangster having fun in Jiankang City. Do I deserve it?"
I am not qualified to call you brothers."
"Xiao Jin, I don't care. I don't care about the gap between us. Can't we just be brothers or friends? I thought it would be fine if I hid it from you and you didn't know. I was just afraid to scare you away." He
I'm a little at a loss. Is this the person I met in the palace? There is no indifference, and there is a hint of pleading in his tone. Which side of him is real? I am confused, and I don't dare to touch him anymore.
.
I suddenly knelt down in front of him and said respectfully: "Your Majesty, it is better to return to the palace as soon as possible. There are many wild rivers and lakes here, and some accidents will inevitably happen. Your Majesty, please pay attention to your own safety, and please also think about the people of Jin Kingdom."
Seeing me like this, his face became cold and it seemed hard to accept it: "Xiao Jin, you——"
"Brother, this is the last time Xiao Jin calls you this." I lowered my head deeply, lowered it, lowered it, so low that I couldn't see the sadness on his face, and couldn't see the sudden surge of emotion in the corners of my eyes.
Unknown Liquid: "Please, Your Majesty, forget about your sworn vows at Pengju Building that day. The common people don't know you are the Emperor, so I offended you so much. Please forgive me." After saying that, I turned around and left.
"Just because I am the emperor, does everything change, Xiao Jin?" He asked me softly from behind, so softly that I thought I was hearing hallucinations.
I nodded and said, "Yes." I suppressed my sobs and said, "However, please rest assured, Your Majesty, Xiao Jin will always remember what he said that day and will do it." The scene of course flashed in their minds at the same time. I was so proud.
Chongtiandi said to him: "Brother Sima, if you are the emperor, then Xiaojin will give you the wealth of the world." At that time, we had no worldly constraints, no identity troubles, no scruples...
…
Sima Rui sat there blankly, watching Xiao Jin's retreating figure. Why is this happening? If you find him, you can hug each other happily and celebrate the reunion. If you find him, everything can go back to the past. If you find him, can everything go back to the past?
Is it okay for him to make up his mind to ignore it? If you find him, you can watch him laugh happily, play around, and have fun together every day? No...
Why is it like this? What's the difference? Is it because he didn't do well, or is it because he is the emperor? For the first time since his birth, Sima Rui felt disgusted with the position of emperor that he had worked so hard to win.
Why am I an emperor and why should I make Xiao Jin hate me?
However, he always thought that Xiao Jin was different in the world. Even though he knew he was the emperor, he still dared to talk to him loudly, play tricks with him, still dare to coquettishly coquettishly with him, still dare to drink with him and recite poems.
, visiting a brothel. Still not afraid of him, still not leaving him, is he wrong?
If I were not Xie Weiying, then to me at this moment, you would be the emperor, I would be the king of heaven, I would be a god, and I would never leave you, nor would I deny you, nor would I ever sever ties with you.
After leaving Yiranting, I went to Guanhuazhai to look for the old guy. Maybe he should have something to say to me.
When I opened the door, I saw him standing there naked, as if he was changing clothes. But I didn't expect someone to barge in without even knocking on the door. He turned around and looked at me in shock. But I was not shy at all.
Perhaps he meant to avoid it, but he looked at his good figure with hooked eyes. He really couldn't see it. On weekdays, his skinny figure was so slim wrapped in a long gown. His abdominal muscles were clearly visible, and there was not a trace of fat on his waist.
Although my skin is very white, I don’t have the dry look of a pretty face at all. I know that my expression now is too unlike a lady, but I am wearing men’s clothes now, and I am a man! Men look at a man’s body,
What's all the fuss about.
The old guy was stunned for a moment, but quickly recovered his composure. He was still getting dressed slowly and calmly. He followed the usual rhythm and didn't look shy or panicked at all. That sacred look always reminded me of
hypothesis about whether he is human or not.
"Have you seen enough? Wipe your saliva." His voice was very gentle and soft. I was immersed in the beauty and reflexively obeyed his words. I stretched my hand to my chin. It was clean there. Damn it, again
Got fooled.
He smiled softly. Seeing how beautiful he is, I won’t argue with him. Humph.
He and I sat across from each other at the table, and he looked at me with a gentle face, as if he was a little confused about my arrival. Of course, he was surprised that I should be with another person under his arrangement at this moment.
Seeing the angry expression on my face, he asked, "Is it because Master is so arrogant in making decisions?"
"Humph," I hummed a few times, "It's okay to know that you were wrong, but that's not why I came to you."
There was confusion in his eyes, "What's that for?"
"Yiranting. I don't know why you chose such a formal name. It doesn't seem to be your style. Hey, old guy, do you know what name I suddenly thought of when I saw this? There are many more I should do.
If you know something, don’t say that you treat me well because you pity me, or that my beauty made you fall in love at first sight, or something like that.” I said casually.
The word "love at first sight" made his face change slightly, but he remained as calm as before. I looked at him unceremoniously and said: "There are some things that I think I have the right to know. For example, so-and-so clearly hates officialdom, but...
There happened to be a friend who was the prime minister of the dynasty, and so-and-so clearly never accepted female disciples, but he couldn't drive them away and insisted on teaching me martial arts, and so on." I glanced at him, "You can't really do that.
You want me to tell you all the precious things. That would be a waste of time, okay?" I complained softly.
He looked at me for a long time, and then stretched out his hand to caress my face, which was a little dazed under his gentle gaze. He looked at me, his eyes gradually blurred, as if he was looking at me, but not like me, and seemed more
It's like looking at another person through me.
Just when I was thinking about this and that, a warm, soft thing suddenly covered my cold lips, sucking and biting them. I originally enjoyed this warm kiss, but when I thought about it,
I was someone's stand-in, so I couldn't be happier. My subconscious response movements also stiffened, and the movements of my lips stopped. I knew he noticed my unnaturalness.
He let go of me and looked at me dimly, the water mist lingering in his eyes. At this time, it was like a deep lake, a bottomless whirlpool, almost sucking my soul into it. As I looked at
When his beautiful eyes were stunned, he suddenly took off the hair from my face, touched my face, and still murmured: "Of course, of course...". I looked at him and felt a little heartbroken.
, does he love that woman that much? After so many years, he can't forget it, so he can only find some comfort in someone who looks similar to her and is her daughter.
After a long time, he came to his senses. He looked at me, who looked calm, and suddenly covered his face and sighed, as if he was blaming himself, as if he was feeling guilty, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Ying'er."
I stroked his hair and whispered: "Old guy. I am not her, not Su Ranran."
He finally looked up at me and sighed: "I should tell you something, a story from a long, long time ago."