"What are you doing?!" I was furious, what on earth do they think Shao Shao is?!
Those people stopped in panic and murmured: "It was Concubine Shu who invited us to drive out ghosts. The ghosts here are so strong that if we don't drive them away, my little master will not survive." The guy who danced the magic was very confident.
I was so angry that I could hardly speak. I hurriedly walked over and helped Shao Shao down from the shelf they had set up. Shao Shao looked pale and just smiled sadly at me. Was he discouraged?
I helped Shao Shao up, and for the first time, like a madman, I walked over and threw all the utensils and Taoist symbols to the ground. I smashed them and knocked them over. I didn’t want to see these things again.
, I angrily shouted coldly at those incomprehensible people: "Get out! Get out of here! If anyone is slow, I will kill him immediately!" My expression was as cold as ice, and it didn't look like a joke at all. They were all scared to death.
ran away.
I destroyed all those things again. The grief and anger in my heart was not enough. In the end, I accidentally tripped over the broken wooden chair on the ground and fell to the ground. Shao Shao's worried voice came from behind. But I sat down and slumped.
On the ground, there was no response for a long time.
Sima Shao looked at me sitting on the ground with my back to him and didn't get up, and shouted anxiously: "Mom, are you okay?" Knowing why I suddenly went crazy, he suddenly smiled bitterly and said softly: "Mom
, you don’t need to feel sad for me, Shao Shao is not sad at all, Shao Shao has long been used to it, that person has never loved me, for so many years, I have grown up alone, and I have long been used to it, you don’t need to feel sad for me.
,Really, Shao Shao is fine, Shao Shao will be satisfied as long as his mother is with him."
Finally, the person kneeling on the ground suddenly choked louder and louder, and finally started to cry loudly, crying until his body twitched, as if he was venting all his strength and all his sorrow.
It's like someone is crying with his sorrow.
I caressed my whole face, and suddenly found that I was helpless at times, so I covered my face one by one with my fingers, and then vented my sadness and Shao Shao's sadness together. Why, why did I
Unable to save him, I suddenly realized that my power was so small, that I was not omnipotent, and that I couldn't do anything. I couldn't!
I just left for a while today to discuss Shao Shao's condition with Qingqi. When I came back, I saw something like this happening. Those wizards are meant to lie, but people in this world still have serious feudal ideas and actually think that they are seriously ill.
If a ghost is haunting you, all you need to do is to exorcise the ghost, burn the Taoist talisman, soak the ashes in water and drink it and you will be cured. How foolish! When I came in, I saw Shao Shao being tied up by them.
He went to the altar and asked them to perform the ritual, and even fed Shao Shao to drink the unclean so-called "holy water"! How could I describe the sadness in my heart! That Shao Shao's biological mother, what on earth was her heart made of?
. Although Shao Shao didn't say anything and Shao Shao never complained about anything, I knew that he actually longed for maternal love in his heart and was not as indifferent as he appeared on the surface.
The more I think about it, the more I feel aggrieved, sad, and sad for Shao Shao... Just like Shao Shao's calm face at this time, the bottomless sadness in his heart, like the sad blood that has been flowing in his heart, has nowhere to vent that pain, that pain
The pain is like being cut by a knife in my heart, with nowhere to vent, no end, no end.
"Boom -" there was a loud noise, and suddenly a huge hole appeared in front of me. I calmed down the flatulence in my heart. I don't know why, but it was so tight and uncomfortable! I wanted to roar loudly! I looked down at myself feebly.
The hands that have just been released.
It turns out that there are things in this world that you can't do even if you try hard. After all this time, Shao Shao's condition still hasn't changed. He had a high fever since the night before yesterday and managed to save him from the King of Hell. However, he became more and more worried.
Weak, he has exhausted all his energy and is terminally ill. If Qingqi can't think of a way, then——
As if he was exhausted from crying, and as if he was crying for him. Sima Shao looked at the person sitting on the ground quietly. No matter what, he insisted on staying by his side to take care of him, and the person who loved him all the time, looked at the only person who had received him in his life.
He couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth slightly. He knew what a strong person she was. She was still laughing and chatting when she was ridiculed. She was never loved and still lived a free and unrestrained life. Even if she was thrown into the cold palace, she still accepted it calmly. She never cried.
, never cried, and for so long, he had never seen her cry like a child. Is this for him? His heart couldn't help but feel warm. Enough, enough, if you leave this life, that's enough.
He was satisfied. There were people like this who cried for him and people who loved him. That was enough!
"Shao Shao——" The voice was gentle but a little hoarse because of crying for too long. The person who stood up and turned around has returned to his usual calm posture, with a calm expression. Except for the redness on his eyes that could not be concealed, there was nothing else.
It was as if the woman who was crying hysterically just now was not her.
"Shao Shao——" I couldn't get an answer for a long time, so I shouted softly again.
The little boy who was sitting on the chair beside me was clearly trying to struggle to agree to me, but the sudden pain choked his throat that wanted to make a sound. His whole face was blue and purple in pain, his expression was a little distorted, and his body was also numb.
I started convulsing. I ran over quickly, helped the person who almost fell to the ground, and said in a panic: "Shao Shao, Shao Shao, what's wrong with you? What's wrong?..."
After asking again and again, the man in pain fell to the ground and curled up in a ball. There was no way to answer me. I could only be anxious on the side, but there was no way to help him. I could only watch him suffer. Suddenly,
He turned his head, gave me a warm smile with watery eyes, then vomited a mouthful of blood onto my snow-white clothes, and then passed out. In the coma, he was still vomiting blood unconsciously, one mouthful after another, and I hurriedly hugged him
When I got to bed, I could only hold his cold little hand and rub it constantly to warm him up. But in the dream, he just kept vomiting blood.
His face was as pale as the snow in early winter. My tears fell down in a daze. I was so afraid that I couldn't catch him, so afraid that he would just disappear. The enchanting totem on his arm suddenly bloomed as if alive.
There was a weird light, and it seemed like something was moving on my arm, which was getting hotter and hotter.
My eyes turned cold, and I looked at Shao Shao's increasingly pale face. I made up my mind, found a sharp dagger from around me, and without hesitation slashed my wrist. In an instant, big drops of blood left behind.
, they seemed to be alive, with a very deep color, a bright purple-red, and a faint fragrance. I put my wrist to Shao Shao's lips, and he seemed to get a fragrant gurgling fragrance.
It was flowing like a stream, as if the thirst was over, and I kept sucking. I felt the strength in my body passing away little by little, but thinking that they were all on Shao Shao's body, I felt much more relieved. A warm smile appeared at the corner of my mouth.
meaning.
I don’t know how long it took, I just felt that my eyes were gradually blurring, and my strength was getting weaker and weaker. I was just very tired and wanted to take a rest. As soon as my eyes went dark, I didn’t know anything anymore.
Slowly, I opened my eyes. After being in the dark for a long time, I couldn't adapt to the strong light for a while. My eyelashes flashed again and again, creating beautiful lines that were reflected on the pupils of my eyes, shining with beautiful light.
I looked confusedly at the gauze curtains flying around me. They were pink and I had just put them on not long ago. The surroundings were quiet, and I felt so strange, as if I was not in the world.
I held my slightly sore forehead and murmured, "How long have I been asleep?"
I thought no one would answer me, but there was still a charming man in white who said softly: "Little girl, you have been sleeping for seven days."
My chaotic mind finally recovered bit by bit, and I said in surprise: "Old guy."
He slowly walked over to the bedside and helped me tuck my messy hair: "Girl, you always like to scare me."
"I'm sorry." I was a little ashamed. He must have rushed here after receiving the letter from Xiao Quanzi. Then, a flash occurred in my mind, and I said hurriedly: "Master, where is Shao Shao, is he okay?
"
Sang Qin looked at her with complicated eyes and said warmly: "Don't worry, he's fine. Your blood saved him." He paused and then said: "You fainted when you were transfusing blood to him. They all thought that
You are infected and scared out of your mind, but you find that you have no symptoms of the plague, and you seem to be sleeping." He touched my cheek distressedly: "You must be exhausted."
I felt the warmth in his palms, and immediately felt a lot more relaxed. The corners of my mouth curled up slightly.
"Master, you are the best to me." I said sweetly and coquettishly.
He looked helpless to me, and finally, he suddenly said seriously to me: "Well, I know about this plague, you will definitely do your part. Let's do this. All the forces in Jianxian Villa will be handed over to you.
You can do anything if asked. Just don’t tire yourself out. I don’t want to see anything happen to you. Do you understand?”
I nodded obediently: "I know." I looked at his face and wondered why, even though I have grown up over the years, his face seemed to have never changed. He was still as graceful as ever, like a tree facing the wind. Like a son of God.
He took my hand and said gently: "After sleeping for so long, it's better to get up and stretch your muscles. I'll take you for a walk in the garden."
I got up obediently, still wearing my usual white gown and pajamas. He picked up a cloak and put it on me.
"Be careful you catch a cold." He said worriedly. I stood there, staring blankly at the gentle way he tied it for me.
As we walked along, neither of us spoke very much. We just quietly felt the rare tranquility in the world at this moment. Why was it that when I was with him, I felt that everything in the world was quiet, just the two of us, and nothing else. This world
It felt like it had calmed down for a moment. It was so peaceful, so hopeful.
I felt his kindness and said softly to him: "Old guy, your palms are so warm."
He smiled at me, tightened my hand, looked into the distance, and said softly: "Girl, the road ahead is still long, you can walk slowly. Just hold hands... don't get separated."
"
I looked at his pale face and felt a little moved.
Just hold hands...and don't get separated.
Is this the simplest and most humble love and happiness?