Xiang Xiaochuang's smile immediately softened: "Sister is still very young, but you are as big as a brat!"
"I see that the brother who came last time was very kind to my sister!" Xiaoling smiled broadly and turned to the dean and said, "Dean, dean, you don't know that the brother who came with my sister last time was so good.
So beautiful! I think the photos of celebrities posted in the room are not as good-looking as that brother!"
The old director's eyes, which had seen all the hardships of the world, dimmed. But it was only when they walked out of the hospital door together that they had the opportunity to say a few words to Xiang Xiaochuang.
"Xiaochang, hold on to your happiness. You have done enough for Xiaoling."
Raising his eyes, the afternoon sun was still very bright. Xiang Xiaochuang responded in a low voice: "I understand, there is nothing special to worry about now. Dean, don't worry, I will live well for myself."
"That's good. You are a smart boy. You don't need to tell me more. I think you will understand. I know that Mr. Du is very good to you now, but he has a fiancée. Even if he doesn't, I think you and him will be together.
…”
"Yes, I understand." Xiang Xiaochuang's face became hot. That shameful status was a shackle in her heart, almost suffocating her.
"Do you love him?" The old dean's eyes seemed to penetrate her heart.
like?
This word is so sacred that Xiang Xiaochuang is still in a state of "continuous cutting and chaos". It seems like a bolt of lightning has penetrated deep into her heart, making her dizzy and facing the old man.
The dean was stunned.
"Alas..." The old dean shook his head, "Xiaochang, I know you are a good boy and you are not greedy for vanity. For Xiaoling, your sacrifice is really too great."
"No!" Xiang Xiaochuang shook his head, "I think I haven't fallen in love with him yet. Dean, don't worry, I will arrange my life. If I have time, I will definitely go back to the orphanage to visit everyone."
Although the old dean smiled and said goodbye to her, Xiang Xiaochuang still saw the deep worry at the bottom of his eyes.
Pursing his lips, Xiang Xiaochuang squeezed onto the bus and walked towards the address that he was already familiar with. Wiping away the thin sweat caused by nervousness with the back of his hand, Xiang Xiaochuang looked at the house number carefully.
The women's hospital was in a somewhat remote location. If, as they promised, the whole process would only take half an hour and there would be almost no abnormalities, maybe she could hide Du Jiawen.
Then……
Until he was sitting in the doctor's office, facing the capable doctor in his thirties with thin, short hair, Xiang Xiaochuang's face was still red.
"Are you sure you want to get rid of this child?" Her voice was gentle.
"I..." Xiang Xiaochuang bit her lip. How could she be sure? It's just...
She held the pen, looked at Xiang Xiaochuang's medical record card, and sighed: "Actually, your age is the best age to have children. If you can stay, then... stay!"
"I don't know if it's possible, I..." Xiang Xiaochuang lowered his head, looking at the ten fingers cramped on his lap, constantly clasping and spreading, spreading and clasping. Such repeated movements are actually just
In order to cover up the hesitation in my heart.
"The father of the child refuses to recognize the child, right?" Although the doctor was young, he had a pair of compassionate eyes, which made Xiang Xiaochuang deny it reflexively.
"No, he wants this child, but I..." Xiang Xiaochuang met the doctor's eyes and suddenly lost his temper, "He is willing to have this child, but he can't..."
"Is your marriage in trouble?"
Xiang Xiaochuang shook his head in confusion: "I don't know what to do... I don't know whether he will accept me one day because of me or because of this child. So I..."
"You can't be sure of his feelings for you, can you?" The doctor smiled gently, but his eyes were as sharp as needles, "The child is innocent, how can you bear it?"
"Of course I can't bear it, but I don't want him to be born out of wedlock. In the future, his starting point will be lower than others!" Xiang Xiaochuang blurted out, "And if he insists on taking the child,
Let's go, I...I can't fight him, so it's better...not to be born."
She didn't know why she impulsively spoke out her innermost thoughts to the unfamiliar doctor in front of her. After saying it, her heart finally felt relaxed.
"Actually, you are not willing to take away the child, are you?" The doctor's eyes became gentle again, "I am just worried about his future life and life. Will you leave the father of the child?"
"Of course I will leave..." Xiang Xiaochuang said, her heart clenched suddenly. Since she was going to leave Du Jiawen sooner or later, why did she insist on getting rid of this child?
This idea seemed to have just come out of her head, but it made her heart feel like it had been hit hard, her fingers trembled slightly, and she looked at the doctor with hesitation.
"If you insist, our operation has the lowest risk and the smallest trauma. It can even be said that after the child is removed, you will not feel anything at all. I am just afraid that you will regret it. By then..."
"Then... I'll think about it again, okay? I'll do it tomorrow... tomorrow..."
"You can think about it carefully. Your pregnancy period is not long now. The B-ultrasound shows that it is only two months and two months. Our operation is not dangerous if it is performed four months ago. Of course, the best time we recommend is
, or between two to three months, you can consider it carefully."
Xiang Xiaochuang nodded gratefully, and when he walked out of the hospital door, he hesitated and stopped.
It would be the same if she had to leave Du Jiawen sooner or later and take her children with her!
She pursed her lips, but this idea tempted her step by step, pulling her into doom. The sun was so bright that she suddenly felt that she couldn't stand. If she hadn't held on to the glass on the street
Mu Qiang, she even felt that she would collapse softly.
The ringtone of her mobile phone rang at this time. She leaned against the wall and took out her mobile phone from her bag. She had just answered "hello", but before she could hear the voice on the other end of the phone clearly, she suddenly felt something on the back of her head.
I knew I had been hit by something blunt, and my head suddenly felt dizzy, and the sky and the earth were spinning rapidly...
She held the strap of the bag tightly with one hand. If she had to raise the child alone, the two pieces of jewelry and the money in the envelope would be her life-saving straw.
The nails of the other hand scratched four slip marks of varying depths on the glass wall before it fell softly. The last thought before entering the darkness completely was to never get hurt.