From the beginning of my memory, I was never happy except for feeling the warmth from my mother. I had no friends...no relatives...and no father...
I have asked more than once, "Mom, who is daddy? Why haven't I seen him?" And every time my mom's answer is always, "Baby, you don't understand these things. Mommy will tell you when you grow up."
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Sometimes, I would see my mother crying in the middle of the night, crying secretly.
From that time on, I never mentioned my father again. I thought it was my father who made my mother so sad, so I hated my father and the father I had never met!
Until one day, when someone started calling me a bastard and an illegitimate daughter, I asked my mother again, "Mom! I am an illegitimate daughter, right? Right?"
At that time, my mother was surprised and very sad. But in fact, I was really an illegitimate daughter...
As a result, I became withdrawn and began to hate the world. When I saw my mother lying cold on the street with no one to care about her, I cried. I cried happily. I hate everyone in this world!
I want to become stronger! I want to become so that no one dares to discriminate against me! No one dares to mention the term illegitimate daughter in front of me!
Later, that man, my father, found me. He took me back home. I had a mother, a father, and a younger brother.
I am the daughter of a rich man, the illegitimate daughter of a rich man! Ha! I began to crazily make myself perfect and excellent. Finally, my father looked at me. In front of his son with congenital heart disease
, he can only choose me.
Later, my father's wife, my stepmother, died.
I asked my brother to move out, and my father agreed.
But... I am still very tired every day. I miss my mother and the boy with the dazzling blond hair...
It’s just...that girl named Qingshui Ren! He likes that girl named Qingshui Ren!
Heaven will never favor me...
I am a child who is not favored by heaven...
But, when I was really about to die... I suddenly felt... I was actually very happy...