Ding Xilan's words made Lei Shaoyang's heart suddenly freeze.
"Why? Do you really dislike me that much?" Lei Shaoyang was very unwilling, "If there is anything bad about me, tell me, I will definitely change it."
When Ding Xilan heard what he said, she couldn't help but smile: "Shaoyang, the problem is not with you. Emotional matters cannot be forced, it depends on fate. I am very grateful that you treat me like this, but I can't deceive you."
"Fate? Doesn't everything between us count as fate?" Lei Shaoyang said, "If it wasn't God's arrangement, how could we have met? If it wasn't fate, how could we get married?"
His eyes were fixed on Ding Xilan, "If it wasn't fate, how could we have this child?"
Ding Xilan looked at the determination and persistence in his eyes, as well as the kind of love, and the soft place deep in her heart was touched. Waves of emotions flowed through her body in an instant, "Shaoyang, don't say any more. Look back.
Thinking about everything that happened between us, don't you think it's like a farce? You and I were originally incompatible. We pretended to get married just so that grandpa could rest in peace and recover from his illness. Even the day after we got married, we had already agreed on how to break up.
My child, this is an unexpected surprise for both you and me."
After hearing what she said, Lei Shaoyang couldn't help but feel even more regretful when he thought of the past, "In the past, it was my fault. It was me who didn't know how to cherish you. But, could it be that you didn't give me any chance or let me
Do you want to make up for your past ignorance?"
Ding Xilan looked at Lei Shaoyang at this moment, and she really didn't know what it was like. "Shaoyang, don't just do this because of the child, okay? Have you forgotten what you told me before? Yes, you are with me now.
Things are different before, and the way we get along with each other is also different from before. I have a good impression of you, but emotional matters cannot tolerate any charity. I know my feelings very well, and I am definitely not in love with you.
I don’t want to deceive you, let alone make you pay by mistake.”
After hearing Ding Xilan's words, Lei Shaoyang suddenly fell silent. After a long time, he finally spoke out and said: "You should have a good sleep. I will watch over you. Nothing will happen to you."
Ding Xilan looked at him silently without saying a word, so let both of us calm down. However, she was weak and very tired during this period. She was really sleepy and fell asleep after a while. Lei Shaoyang
Looking at her beautiful sleeping face, he couldn't control his inner impulse and brushed his hand on her face. The smooth and soft touch made him cherish her even more.
She said that she definitely did not fall in love with him, she just had a good impression of him. However, this was not bad news. At least, she no longer hated him. Suddenly, he remembered what Sanniang said about "like" and "love"
” difference, then does he love her?
He couldn't answer this question. Since he wasn't sure whether he loved her, how could he force her to stay with him? It seemed that he had to figure this out first. But, how could he be sure? It seemed like
This cannot be figured out in a matter of seconds.
Looking at her thin face, Lei Shaoyang felt heartbroken for no reason. This girl had been so sick recently that she didn't even eat anything, so she was so thin. It was all because of him. Hearing her even breathing
, Lei Shaoyang's eyes unconsciously moved from her face to her abdomen, and even lowered his head to inquire.
He couldn't believe that there was a little life here. Thinking that he was about to become a father, his heart couldn't help but beat fast. He was excited and uplifted. He would have a child, his and hers. When he thought about it, he was going to have a child, his and hers.
He couldn't help himself. He really wanted to see what their child would look like, whether it would be more like him or more like her.
It's best not to be like him, so as not to be laughed at by others all the time. It's best to be like her, pretty and sensible. Ah, no, if it's a boy, it doesn't seem to be too good to look like her. It's better to be like him. If it's a girl,
Well, that's just like her.
I wonder if she is pregnant with a boy or a girl? Just as he was still imagining it, Ding Xilan gasped slightly and turned over. Lei Shaoyang quickly raised his head for fear of waking her up. After she calmed down, he bent down and faced each other face to face.
Lying beside her on the ground, a pair of big, dark, piercing eyes stared closely at her face.
For the first time, he looked at her so carefully. Her curved eyebrows, cute nose, and cute little cherry lips made him want to commit a crime. He tried his best to restrain the impulse in his heart, and then he
Recover some sense. The fragrance emanating from her body quickly entered his nostrils without the owner's consent. His heart was filled with desire. He bit his tongue lightly and used his brain to soothe his desire: He was
When did he have such close contact with her? Thinking about it, it was only on the wedding night that he could be so close to her. But the damn thing was that he couldn't remember anything about what he did that night.
If he could stay with her like this all his life, he thought, it would be a great blessing for him.