When her figure disappeared from the sight of Lei Xiangxiu and the others, Ding Xilan could no longer control herself, and tears burst out of her eyes. She was afraid of being seen by Lei Shaoyang behind her, so she ran forward.
Sure enough, it was as he expected. Lei Shaoyang accidentally noticed Ding Xilan's surprised expression before, so he kept paying attention to her, guessing that she must have something to do with his cousin. However, looking at his cousin's expression, he didn't seem to recognize Ding Xilan. So, why?
Did she have that strange expression when she saw her cousin? There must be something fishy about it. Seeing her unusual behavior now, he was even more sure of his guess.
If he could know the whole story, maybe he could use it to embarrass this wild girl in the future, so that she would not always look down on him.
Well, I have to follow immediately. Lei Shaoyang said in his heart.
Lei Shaoyang followed Ding Xilan all the way, and within an hour, he arrived at the river in the west of the city. He saw her standing on the big rock on the river bank in the distance, and it was hard to see what she was doing.
Could this wild girl be thinking of throwing herself into the river? If so, then there is a lot to be said for it...
Ding Xilan stood by the river, closed her eyes, and let her tears flow... I don't know how long it took before she opened her eyes and looked at the figure in the river: frowning, tearful eyes, pink face, and bloodless...
Is this really me? She slowly squatted down and touched her face with her hands. She was obviously startled and her consciousness was much clearer.
She had cried bitterly just now. Although she didn't make any sound, it was enough for her to vent her displeasure, shock, and disappointment... Now, she finally calmed down.
What are you doing, Ding Xilan?
She stroked her cheek and thought to herself.
Why do you have such a big reaction? Do you really think that a man like that will be yours? He is so perfect, so handsome and handsome, how can you be so virtuous and capable as to stay with him?
Life? Everything is just your own extravagant hope and fantasy after all. Do you really think that he will remember you after that day? Maybe, you regard him as your treasure, and he has even forgotten what you look like.
Be sober. It is a blessing for you to be able to meet him, so there is no need to force too much. Now that he is in love with his sister Xiangxiu, you should bless him well. Not to mention that he treats you well.
How can you still have unreasonable thoughts when you have the grace to save your life?
It's been less than a hundred days since dad passed away, and the vows you made in front of your parents' graves have not yet been fulfilled. How can you still have time to think about these personal affairs between your children? Do you want to be an unfilial person? What if you want to
To be worthy of your parents who are under the influence of Jiuquan, you should learn the art of Qihuang well, so that in the future you can cure serious illnesses, eliminate stubborn diseases, relieve the worries of people's livelihood in the world, and accumulate immeasurable merits. Only then will you not violate your past vows.
Thinking of this, she felt suddenly enlightened: Yes, it is difficult for unrequited love to bloom. Instead of longing for someone who can never be yours, it is better to let go of your arms and do something meaningful.
As for where your love will go, just...just let it go, let it go.
Many times, when things that have been bothering people are suddenly figured out, people will feel that the world has become wider in an instant. For Ding Xilan, her unrequited love for the knight in white who saved her is a problem that has troubled her for two years.
The problem is that she has not noticed this for the past two years. Now that she has figured it out, everything will not be a problem.
She believed that from now on, she would be able to face them calmly, she would definitely be able to.