Before Ding Xilan finished speaking, she was interrupted by Hong Fang, who said, "Silly boy, you still call me aunt?"
Ding Xilan understood the meaning of her words, but she had not used that title for many years, and it was hard for her to say it for a moment. But Hong Fang thought she was being shy, so she comforted her and said: "Silly girl, sooner or later it won't be the case."
Do I need to change my name? You know, during the days when I was sick, I was thinking, over the years, I have been used to being alone, and I have become very indifferent to things and people. Why can you let me be alone?
Change your normal mentality? It turns out that this is what Buddhism calls fate."
By this time, Ding Xilan could no longer control her emotions and said tremblingly: "Mother."
The sound of "mother" evoked Hong Fang's accumulated feelings of licking the baby. Ten years ago, the cries of children lingered in her ears, but in the past ten years, in addition to chanting sutras and Buddhas every day, she basically could only do it in secret.
Missing her children, now, hearing this familiar yet unfamiliar name again, even though Hong Fang had been meditating for many years, she finally couldn't hold back the tears that came to her eyes.
"Okay, be good." Hong Fang held Ding Xilan in her arms, gently caressing her back. Ding Xilan felt like she was back in her childhood when she was nestled in her mother's arms. The sad past affected her emotions, and her tears finally broke out.
Falling off like a falling pearl.
I don’t know how long it took before Ding Xilan’s emotions slowly calmed down. She sat up, took a deep breath and said: “Mom, since you no longer treat me as an outsider, then tell me,
What exactly happened back then? And, you, how did you become like this?"
Hong Fang looked at the well-behaved girl in front of her, and her eyebrows naturally showed a kind of parental care for their children. She just heard her say softly: "Doesn't Mom look very old?"
Ding Xilan shook her head and said: "My mother's appearance has not aged. It's just that being in a small room all year round will cause her body to be extremely weak and her complexion to be very pale. But I don't know if this is why my mother's hair became so..."
White.”
"It's already an old thing, and it's useless to talk about it anymore. What's the point of pursuing it? Can I get back the ten years my mother has spent?" Hong Fang patted the back of her hand and said, "Good boy, you
Don’t worry so much, just be your bride with peace of mind.”
"But mother, don't you hope that the misunderstanding between eldest sister and Shaoyang can be resolved?" Ding Xilan said, "Besides, mother, your physical condition is already very bad, and you cannot continue like this, otherwise, Xilan will be worried."
As soon as she said "mother", Ding Xilan regarded her as her own mother from the bottom of her heart. Although she had not yet married Lei Shaoyang, even though her marriage to Lei Shaoyang was just a contract, there were other things that happened to Hong Fang.
The motherly love she showed so completely at this moment made it possible for her to ignore or even think about it at all.
Everyone in Lei Mansion was very kind to her, except Lei Shaoyang.
Hearing this, Hong Fang paused and said, "It's a lie to say you don't want to. However, over the years, my mother has been inspired by Buddhist scriptures, and she has seen everything clearly. Everything has a cause and effect, and nothing can be forced. Fate 2
Words are not easy to force. Although Shaoyang and I are actually mother and son, our fate is shallow. The relationship between mother and son may have been severed ten years ago. Although Xilan, you are not my biological child, but you and I have a deep fate.
Only then can we have this kind of love between mother and daughter. Therefore, there is no resentment in my mother's heart. As for her body, you don't have to worry. Fortunes and misfortunes are determined by heaven, and good and bad will come naturally. What should come, you can't hide even if you want to. The big deal
Mom promises you that when the weather is nice, Mom will open the doors and windows, okay?"
Ding Xilan knew that the matter had come to this point and it would be difficult to go further, so she had no choice but to nod her head in approval. However, although Hong Fang did not say it explicitly, according to her tone, there was indeed another truth to what happened back then. It seems that in order to find out the facts,
I still have to find Xiaoying to find out the truth. I can only leave this matter until later.
After staying in the small Buddhist hall for a while, Ding Xilan said goodbye to Hong Fang and returned to Yinfengxuan where she lived. By this time, it was already Yinshi.