Under Pan Ling's "blaming" eyes, Alf still had a rogue smirk on his face. With a sweetheart like her hanging in front of him, how could he possibly concentrate and "concentrate"! But joking aside, business still needs to be done.
"Okay, don't be angry anymore, or I can't help but kiss you!" He said, picking up the cotton swab in his hand and telling her not to move.
Pan Ling glared at him fiercely, but he hadn't had an attack yet. He finally helped Pan Ling treat the small wound, apply ointment, and put the earrings back, otherwise the piercing would grow. Pan Ling kept it closed.
Her eyes, her small mouth was pursed, her brows were furrowed and her face was so cute that she could endure it. Alf almost couldn't hold it anymore several times. It was so painful to have her body so close, and her unique body fragrance intoxicated his senses.
The temptation is so strong! This kind of inhuman torture can kill people!
"Be my girlfriend." Alf's beautiful blue eyes looked at Pan Ling with an affectionate smile, but the latter did not answer. He didn't have the same fierce reaction as before. He just tilted his chin and glanced at Alf lightly.
Her husband's face was as handsome as a god's and a perfect smile appeared at the corner of his mouth. This tortured attitude really drove Alf crazy. He raised his eyebrows with a smirk, "Don't believe me?
Or are we not living in the same world?"
Pan Ling looked at him and held her chin, shook her head gently, and said, "I said, we don't live in the same world. It means that our values and perspectives on problems are different. I don't think you have the definition of girlfriend.
It's different from my understanding. There's nothing right or wrong or disbelief, but it doesn't matter. I don't care about the title of 'girlfriend'. Maybe it's a great honor for others. It's a penny with me.
It’s not worth it, thank you for your kindness!”
Alf's eyes became sharp, "Then you won't accept me?" Pan Ling still had that relaxed smile. Alf hated her careless attitude, even though he had treated her like this countless times.
For other women, maybe as Ouyang Lin said, this is his retribution!
"No, I just don't want to be your 'girlfriend'. I don't like to be anyone's vassal. Even love can't tie me down!" Pan Ling's strong declaration was in line with her personality, and it was Alf.
One of the reasons why he fell in love with her was that he just felt uncomfortable and indescribably depressed. There was a little melancholy in his blue eyes, "Why are you so independent? You can completely rely on me..."
"No!" Pan Ling interrupted him firmly, "I won't rely on anyone!" This sentence made Alf hesitate for a moment. Pan Ling seemed to avoid Alf's eyes intentionally and looked into the distance.
The audio and video seemed to be floating from far away, "From the moment my parents passed away, I realized that no one in this world has to pay for you, and no one owes you anything. This is not a cynicism, this is what I say from my heart,
I can take care of myself and don’t need help from others. I have long been accustomed to a person’s strength and I don’t think there is anything wrong with it.”
A hint of distress flashed through the affection in Alf's eyes, and he asked softly and gently: "Then how did you spend the most difficult years?"
Pan Ling smiled bitterly and said quietly: "After my parents passed away, they didn't leave much inheritance, and what was left was basically used for funerals and cemeteries. Most of the relatives were silent. After some comforted me, they tactfully mentioned that the conditions at home were not good.
I knew what they meant and didn’t say anything. My mother’s eldest brother was very kind. Although I had not met him a few times, he silently helped me organize the funeral and finally took me in. Although my aunt disagreed life and death, he at least
He gave me a place to stay and arranged for me to live in his small car repair shop for two years. In addition to going to school and working..." All the pain seemed so plain in Pan Ling's mouth, Alf
I immediately remembered what she said when she was repairing the car in the UK, and finally understood the reason. Although her tone was relaxed and casual, the twists and hardships involved may be unimaginable to others.
Pan Ling turned her head and met Alf's distressed gaze. She was a little embarrassed and showed a comforting bright smile, "Don't, don't look at me like this. It's not as miserable as you imagined. I don't feel how hard it is, it's just...
...I feel a little lonely at night..." A trace of loneliness flashed through her eyes. Things have changed. The little girl who was once timid and confused has grown up. She is no longer hesitant, frightened and fragile, and can be fearless and calm.
For everything, maybe occasionally... there will be a brief moment of vulnerability!
"Maybe you don't believe it, but I don't resent my so-called fate. On the contrary, I am more grateful. Practicing martial arts was very hard when I was a child. But when I lost the blessing of my parents and had to face the ugliness of the world alone, I realized how miserable I was.
Lucky, what would be my fate if I didn’t have a strong self-defense ability? As a child, I would only feel that they deprived me of the various specialties I had learned since I was a child, which should have deprived me of a happy and carefree childhood. But when the embarrassment of livelihood was
When I came over, I realized how valuable they were and gave me a lot of security. Every survival skill will give me a sense of security. The stronger the power of survival, the more at ease and secure I feel. I am no longer afraid or timid.
I will no longer shiver in the lonely night." Pan Ling's profound words seemed extremely precocious. At this time, her peers were probably still like big children, enjoying the good time of college carefree, but she
I have experienced too much bitterness and sorrow!
Alf suddenly understood why she was so outstanding and versatile. Her incredible skills were the basis for her survival. Every skill she learned made her feel a little more secure. This kind of feeling was not what they felt.
This kind of thing can be understood by canaries who regard the so-called elite education as bragging rights or a helpless task. As long as they think of her facing fear and anxiety alone in every lonely and desolate night, she fought hard again and again.
Face it spiritually, use countless work and study to enrich yourself, arm yourself, seek inner stability, survive hard and hard, but show the most beautiful and brilliant smile in front of everyone, as if all the pain is like
It blew by as calmly as a breeze, leaving no trace! Alf felt a little tight in his chest. The stronger she became, the more distressed he felt!
===========My name is Divider==============
Late at night, Alf sat alone in the darkness of the study, meditating, but his mood could not calm down for a long time. After hesitating for a moment, he opened the drawer next to the desk and took out a stack of not too thick paper, which Ouyang Lin had given him before.
He had never touched Pan Ling's investigation report, leaving it lying in the corner of the drawer. His conversation with Pan Ling during the day gave him an impulse to open it gently, and turned on the desk lamp, hazy.
The bright light projected on his frowning brow, and he turned over page after page. The report of only a few pages soon came to the end, but his eyes were full of mixed emotions, turbulent, and sullen and majestic.
His expression was intimidating, but the deep distress was an inescapable bond. He turned around and stared out the window. The deep night was just like his expression, unfathomable!