"Don't be afraid, we'll go to the hospital right away. Don't worry, just hold on for a while." The warm and sticky touch on his fingers made Leng Ye extremely frightened. Seeing this, his men quickly drove over, and Leng Ye held Lin Ye in his arms.
An Xin got in the car and went straight to the hospital.
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In the high-end ward, Lin An was lying quietly on the bed, staring at the snow-white ceiling above her head with empty eyes.
After the doctor's emergency treatment, her condition has stabilized. The doctor said that fortunately she arrived in time. If it had been later, the baby in her belly might not have been saved.
Leng Ye had been sitting next to the hospital bed with her, looking at her bloodless face and recalling her madness not long ago. He held her soft and cold hand and said slowly: "An Xin, let's go back to Miami.
, I will take good care of you and the children, and I will give you a warm home."
He made a promise sincerely. Lin An's body froze. She closed her eyes and her voice was faint and weak, "Ye, have you forgotten that we are brothers and sisters? This child should not be in this world."
Although the little life in her belly was innocent, Lin Anxin could not convince herself to accept him and his father. At the same time, she did not want her child to be viewed differently by others in the future.
Leng Ye's gaze moved from her pale face down to her abdomen. A strange depth flashed through his eyes as black as ink jade. After a moment of silence, he spoke in a deep voice, his melodious voice filled with gentleness and determination, "
Even if we are brothers and sisters, what does it matter? An Xin, in my heart, you have never been my sister, but my lover. In the past, I was too stupid and stupid, so I did a lot of things that hurt you. You
Please forgive me, please, and give me another chance to love you and...our child."
When he mentioned the child, he paused for a moment that was not obvious, but Lin Anxin did not notice it. At this time, her mind kept repeating the scene on the street that made her heartbroken. She was sure that the car
The owner was Fei Chensi. She originally thought he was coming to find her, but when she chased him out, he left.
She chased him desperately, hoping that he would stop. However, even if she finally fell to the ground, he did not relent and left her alone.
When signing the divorce agreement, he said that he didn't want her anymore.
It's just that she always had undue expectations in her heart, hoping that all this was just a bad joke on his part, and that after he saw her sad, he would come back to find her and take her home...
The ruthless reality reminded her again and again how stupid and mean she was!
Her silence made Leng Ye uneasy. He knew that the main reason why Lin Anxin refused to be with him was Fei Chensi. That man had already occupied her heart and became an inseparable part of her life. Even if he
He was so cruel to her, but he still couldn't erase the love in her heart.
But he was unwilling to give in. She should have been his, his alone!
"An Xin, Fei Chensi is not suitable for you at all. Forget him. Let's go back to the United States and start over." He couldn't help but increase his strength, and Lin An Xin's hand was so painful from his grip.
She sighed sadly: "Ye, we...it's impossible, this child..."
"Yes, don't worry, we can do it." Leng Ye looked a little excited, "As long as you give me a chance, I will give you a chance too. You don't have to worry about what others think, I will never let you be wronged."
In fact, there are very few people who really understand their relationship. Except for a few people around Fei Chensi, and then only Lin Che, there is no need for her to worry about being criticized by the world.
"The doctor told me that your constitution is weak and it is not easy to conceive. In addition, you almost had a miscarriage just now. Therefore, if you don't want this child, it will be difficult for you to get pregnant again." He knew that Lin Anxin was not a cold-blooded person.
, and the child is always innocent, "Don't worry, he is a gift from God. Please don't give up on him, okay?"
Listening to Leng Ye's words, Lin An's heart felt sad.
All three of them had shortcomings in their childhoods. She had also thought that when she had a child, she would love him well and give him the warmest care so that he could grow up happily and have a bright future.
And now, she is pregnant. Although it is not the child of the man she expected and loved most, after all, it is the little life pregnant in her body, so why should she let it go?
The little guy was not wrong, and she had no right to deprive him of his right to come into this world.
"You go out first and let me be alone." Lin Anxin opened her moist eyes and looked at Leng Ye, as if she was very tired.
Although he was reluctant to let her out of his sight, considering that he couldn't push her too hard, Leng Ye agreed to her request, "Then you have a good rest. I'll be outside. If you need anything, just call me."
"Well, I understand."
Although there was air conditioning in the ward and the room was as warm as spring, Lin Anxin felt that her whole body was cold and she couldn't get warm at all. She was extremely disgusted with going into the hospital. In the previous few times she was hospitalized, Fei Chensi had been with her, and he would also stay with her at night.
Hold her to sleep so she doesn't feel anything.
Suddenly she was left alone, and Lin Anxin finally realized how sad it was to leave someone alone.
Her palms and knees were injured, and it hurt when she moved. She supported the bed and sat up with difficulty, leaning her back on the head of the bed.
The weather was good today, with white clouds and gentle wind. Lin Anxin lowered her head, gently placed her gauze-wrapped hand on her lower abdomen, and looked deeply into her eyes.
Because of her impulse just now, if the little guy hadn't been stubborn enough, she would have lost him. Maybe the severe pain at that time was his way of telling her that he wanted to live.
"Baby, if mommy doesn't want you, will you blame mommy?" She whispered to herself, surrounded by strong sadness.
After a while, she felt something vibrating on the bed and was stunned. She realized it was the mobile phone inside her coat. She thought it was Ji Yan calling her, but after looking at the screen, it was an unfamiliar number.
Not many people know her mobile phone number. Who will contact her at this time?
After hesitating for a while holding the phone, she finally answered the call, "Hello..."
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night.
Han Junyi found Fei Chensi in Mishang. When he opened the door of the box, he saw a very drunk man inside. His decadent look made Han Junyi's heart burn.
stand up.
"Fei Chensi, what the hell are you doing?" He strode over and sat down, snatched the wine glass from Fei Chensi's hand and threw it to the ground.
He had never found anyone before, so he pestered Ji Yan to find out what happened. To be honest, he didn't believe that Fei Chensi would divorce Lin Anxin because of this incident. When they first met, Lin Anxin was still Yin Xiawei.
, everyone thought she was Leng Ye’s woman. At that time, Fei Chensi didn’t mind this either. Did he insist on this woman?
Fei Chensi raised his eyes and glanced at him lightly. Without answering, he directly picked up a bottle of imported foreign wine on the table and poured it into his mouth.
Young Master Han was so angry that his head was about to smoke. He grabbed the bottle again and scolded him: "What the hell is going on with you? If you really don't want Lin Anxin, why do you come here to get drunk?"
Lin Anxin's three words stung Fei Chensi's heart. His eyes were red, his breath was arrogant and cold, "Leave me alone!"
"Do you think I want to care about your nonsense?" When he yelled at him, Han Junyi felt extremely annoyed. "Do you know that Lin Anxin is going back to Miami with Leng Ye?"
When Ji Yan told him the news, he even thought that he had heard wrong. Even if he and Fei Chensi could not become husband and wife, Lin Anxin should not be with Leng Ye.
Fei Chensi's tall and slumped body shook violently. He lowered his head. The dim light in the box shone on him, and the expression on his face could not be seen clearly.
Has she decided to leave?
It must be that she was completely disappointed in him.
This morning he couldn't help but secretly see her, but he didn't expect that she would find him, but they should not be involved anymore. So after seeing her running out of the porridge shop, he ran away. Through the rearview mirror, he
He saw her running behind the car, crying and calling his name.
At that time, how much he wanted to stop the car, return to her, hold her in his arms desperately, and tell her that he wanted her and always wanted her.
But he can't do this!
So even though he watched her fall on the road, he finally hardened his heart and left her alone...
In an extremely bad mood, Fei Chensi roared angrily: "Then what do you want me to do, bring her back, and then watch her die in agony?"
He can't, he can't do it!
Even if she hates him for the rest of her life, it is still better than dying in his arms.
Han Junyi was shocked by his words. After a while, he calmed down and asked, "Chen Si, what do you mean? Why did she die? What happened to An Xin?"
Is this why he gave up on Lin Anxin?
Realizing that he had spilled the beans, Fei Chensi irritably waved the wine glasses and bottles on the table to the ground. The aroma of spirits quickly spread in the air, "This matter has nothing to do with you, don't ask anymore."
!”
The more he tried to evade, the more it became clear that there was something hidden. Han Junyi gritted his teeth and glared at him, "Okay, if you don't tell me, then I'll go find Lin Anxin, and I'll tell her that you divorced her because of your own reasons!
"
"How dare you!" Fei Chensi shouted sternly, his red eyes looked like a crazed lion, as if Han Junyi would tear him into pieces immediately if he dared to reveal a single word.
Facing such an angry and cruel Fei Chensi, Han Junyi was really a little afraid, but more importantly, he cared about his good brother. He waved his hand, sat down, poured a glass of wine for each of them, and sighed.
: "Chen Si, do you know An An is sad? When I saw her this morning, her eyes were swollen."
How could he not know what he said?
After picking up the glass of strong wine and drinking it down in one gulp, Fei Chensi's narrow eyes were filled with endless pain. He leaned back on the soft sofa, his eyes aching, "Jun Yi, I love her. In this life, I
I just love her as a woman...but I have to do this, I want her to live well, and our children...you know, I want them to live well."
Even if he could never see them again, as long as they lived safely in the world, he would be relieved.
The wine glass in his hand fell to the ground with a "pop", and the golden liquid splashed wet Mr. Han's expensive suit pants. He looked at Fei Chensi in disbelief, his tongue tied, "You...what did you say?"
, that child in An An’s belly is yours?”
The more I asked, the more confused I became.
Young Master Han is completely confused, what the hell is going on!
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Unable to make up her mind to abort the child in her belly, Lin Anxin finally decided to return to Miami with Leng Ye because she wanted to give her child a complete home.
Before leaving, she went back to City C. Fu Rong was old and had a bad heart. She was worried about staying alone in the country. So when she went home, she not only told Fu Rong the news of the divorce, but more importantly
Take her back to the United States with you.
Leng Ye had no objection to this. As far as he was concerned, as long as she was happy.
After Fu Rong heard the whole story, his vicissitudes of life showed deep distress for his daughter, "An Xin, you have suffered."
She has suffered so much, why would God take away her happiness?
Lying in her mother's arms, Lin Anxin's strong-holding mask cracked. The grievances she had suffered these days surged in her heart, and her tears rolled down like a flood.
Leng Ye did not follow her into the house. He knew that Lin Anxin would have a lot to say to Fu Rong, so he consciously waited for her outside.
Neighbors passing by saw a strange young man in the Lin family yard, and some saw him coming back with Lin Anxin, and they couldn't help but wonder about his identity. Because everyone knew that Lin Anxin already had a handsome husband.
.
After leaving this time, I wonder if there will be a chance to come back. After helping Fu Rong pack her luggage, Lin Anxin said she would go back to the room to get some things and asked the others to wait for her outside.
The small room holds many sweet memories, and the first time Fei Chensi stepped here is still vivid in his mind. He walked to the bed and sat down, stroking the soft sheets with his palms, and Lin Anxin's lips curled up with a faint smile.
radian.
They confessed their love for each other in this room, and that hot morning seemed like yesterday. More than half a month ago, they went home for a few days, and every night they crowded into this small room.
On the single bed, extremely lingering, selflessly indulged in love...
She took the only pillow on the bed and held it tightly in her arms. Lin Anxin buried her face in it, as if she could still smell his breath. Tears instantly burst into her eyes. She tightened her arms, and the pain in her heart was raging.
"Asi, I miss you so much..."
When Leng Ye got impatient and wanted to go in to look for her, Lin Anxin came out of the house. As soon as Leng Ye saw her, he immediately went to greet her.
"An Xin, what took you so long?" As soon as he finished speaking, he noticed that her eyes were red and she had obviously just cried. His heart suddenly felt heavy.
Lin Anxin twitched the corner of her mouth and smiled, "I'm packing some things to take away, so after a while, let's go."
After saying that, she held the pillow in her arms and walked ahead alone. Leng Ye caught up with her and asked with some confusion: "Do you like this pillow very much?"
Lin Anxin's breathing was slightly suffocated, and she nodded, "Well, I'm used to it, so I took it with me."
In fact, Leng Ye probably guessed the reason from her expression, but he didn't ask any more questions. After the lessons he learned back then, he slowly learned to respect her. At the same time, he also understood that it was impossible for her to forget Fei Chensi all of a sudden.
of.
He was willing to wait until she let go of Fei Chensi and opened her heart to him.
He believes that he can wait until that day!
Leng Ye had already sent someone to handle the procedures for going abroad. Before leaving on the plane two days later, Lin Anxin asked Ji Yan to go shopping. The good sisters who had been good friends for many years were about to be separated, and each of them felt reluctant to part with them.
"I said, when you get there, don't forget me, and remember to call me more often to report the situation, okay?" In the coffee shop, Miss Ji calmly ordered her in a serious manner.
Lin Anxin rubbed her nose, "Why didn't you call me?"
"Overseas phone calls are so expensive. Girl, I belong to the poor class for the time being, so you'd better take the initiative to call me back."
Seeing her pretending to be pitiful, Lin Anxin sighed: "Ji Yan, I finally see you clearly. I thought we had such a good relationship, but I didn't expect that in your heart, I can't even compare to the phone bill. It's really
It really hurts my little heart.”
"De Xing!" Ji Yan smiled, rolled her eyes at her, thought for a moment, and said: "There is a time difference of more than ten hours between Miami and Ningcheng. From now on, our lives will be reversed. I really want to find you.
It’s too much trouble to chat.”
Lin Anxin took a sip of the fragrant milk tea and said with a smile: "Just watch the time and don't disturb my rest. Pregnant women have very bad tempers."
Hearing her talk about pregnancy naturally, Ji Yan felt a little heavy. She looked at Lin Anxin's thin face and said softly: "Anxin, have you really decided to let it all go?"
"Well, Fei Chensi and I are over, aren't we?" Her eyes dimmed, then she put her hand on her belly and said softly: "From now on, he is everything to me, and I will love him as much as I can.
Don’t let this child down.”
Looking at the tenderness of a mother on her face, Ji Yan frowned hard, hesitated for a moment, and said: "An Xin, let me tell you something, don't be angry."
"Say." Lin Anxin smiled nonchalantly.
Ji Yan said: "Um... you and Leng Ye are related by blood after all. Don't studies say that offspring of close relatives are prone to trouble? Aren't you... afraid that this child will have some problems in the future? For example,
IQ, or appearance, or some other flaw?”
She seemed to remember reading somewhere that children born from consanguineous marriages were likely to be mentally retarded or missing arms and legs, or die young. If she had the misfortune in her belly, how would she bear it?
Ji Yan's series of worries made Lin Anxin couldn't help laughing. Ji Yan glared at her, "What I said is true, don't take it seriously!"
"Yeah." Lin Anxin nodded with a smile, and then under Miss Ji's disdainful gaze, she squeezed her hand and said, "Don't worry, he will be very healthy."
She cherished this child so much that Ji Yan knew that she knew it well, so she stopped worrying about this issue, "When he is born, remember to send me a photo so that the little aunt can see what he looks like. If I become rich,
, I will go to the United States to see you."
"Okay." Lin Anxin agreed readily, rolled her eyes, she thought of something, stared at Ji Yan with bright eyes and asked: "Yan Yan, tell me honestly, how far have you and Han Junyi developed?
?”
"...Ahem!" Ji Yan choked a sip of coffee in her throat, coughing and making her face turn red. Lin Anxin squinted at her with leisurely time, waiting for her to confess.
Ji Yan patted her chest, and after a while she calmed down and snorted casually, "He and I will just stay like that."
In fact, she didn't intend to hide it from Lin Anxin, but she had too many things going on before and she was agitated, so she didn't tell her. Now that she took the initiative to ask, she told the truth.
"Then what will you do in the future, date him?" Lin Anxin held her chin in one hand, her beautiful eyes half-squinted.
Ji Yan pursed his lips, "I don't know, that's it anyway, just take it one step at a time."
Lin Anxin raised her eyebrows and said with some sincerity: "Yan Yan, I think Han Junyi is a flirtatious person, but to be honest, he is actually pretty good. Listening to what you just said, he is very fond of Han Junyi.
If you take it into consideration, you might as well consider him."
"Well, let's talk about it later." Ji Yan smiled with a smile on her face.
Worrying about the little one in her belly, the two of them didn't stay out for too long. After parting ways with Ji Yan, Lin Anxin didn't take the car sent to pick her up in the cold night back to the hotel, but walked alone on the street.
When passing the sweety house, she stopped. Thinking that she would leave Ningcheng tomorrow, she decided to buy a piece of black forest cake last because she would probably never have the chance to taste this taste again.
The moment she pushed the glass door open, she was stunned. Her beautiful eyes stared blankly at the man coming out of it. Why was he here?
Fei Chensi was also surprised. He hadn't seen her for a few days, and when he suddenly saw her, he even suspected that he was dreaming.
The two looked at each other stupidly for a few seconds, and then Lin Anxin broke the silence first: "Why are you here to buy a cake too?"
"...I bought it for grandpa." Fei Chensi was embarrassed and made up a lie. Fortunately, Lin Anxin didn't ask any questions. She smiled slightly and said, "Well, I'm leaving tomorrow. Can you walk with me?"
Fei Chensi's heart was beating wildly, but there was no ripple on his face. He just responded calmly: "Okay."
It was now March, the weather was gradually getting warmer, the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, and pink petals fell from the branches from time to time. On the street at dusk, the two of them walked side by side quietly, without anyone speaking.
When she reached the crossroads, Lin Anxin paused. She stared at him deeply, and then under his surprised gaze, she stepped forward and hugged him. The familiar fragrance lingered in her breath, and Fei Chensi's tall body stiffened.
, his eyes changed rapidly, but before he could respond, Lin Anxin had already stepped away.
In his sight was her decisively leaving figure, and her whisper echoed in his ears: "Asi, goodbye."